last post for 2009?

Not that I Want to be stating the obvious...
But yes, I havnt blogged in YONKS.
Hence I'm trying to make up for it by blogging one last time before this year ends.
(And before I have to start cleaning up the house for you peeps to come over)


Tuesday we went over to annas house.
FUNNNNNNNNNNNfactor!!!!!
I LOVE HIS CAT kuro AHHH SO CUTE MANGG.

Well yes played pool, then monopoly, then piano, then guitar hero, then wii.
HIS HOUSE IS AWESOME!!!!!!
Got bitten by 5 mosquitoes whilst outside listening to his funny dad talk to us about the philosophy of the world.
"Eat well. Sleep well. And maybe a bit of sex."
ROFLMAO MUCH?????????
Ended the night at midnight.


Yesterday caught up with nat, em, paolo & dee.
Watched sherlock holmes---> Vgood movie guys. Strongly recommended.
I liked how it had heaps of humor while still being a action/mystery kinda movie.
Went home at like 7?
Then at 9 nat calls and asks me to go beach.
SOO got picked up by jason and then we went to mordiallic beach.
Met up with ngoc & a few other funnyfunny peeps i dont remember the name of.
OO jason brought his dog BUNDY named after BUNDERBERG BEER.
Ended the night at like 4am.


THIS MORNING
i could not sleep cause of the damned heat.
Despite my name, i am NOT a fan of the sun at this time of the year.
Hence why I dont like going to the beach on 30degree days =.=
(unless its night ofcourse)

ANYWAYY was making myself some of those instant rice thingys but dad called and then the rice got burnt.
So as im tying this im inhaling smoke.
great way to end the year huh.


Yesterday at like 9pm i decided why not have some ppl over for newyears.
SO, although it was very last minute, I invited some peeps over for tonight.
Most people cant make it though. SIGH should have organised it earlier.


Heard enough of my boring rambling yet?



OH YES
Things i have brought/received over xmas period:
- LAPTOP finally: apple macbookpro <3
- versace sunnies
- clinique happy to go perfume pens
- summerdress
- top
- WII
- DKNY watch
- 2 guess bags
- notebook from cotton on ( ONLY $2.50!!)
- Novo boots
- Novo sandals
- Novo wedges
- bangles
- 14 books!!!!!

And thats all I can remember :D

Now that Im out of stuff to bore you with...i shall go watch METEOR SHOWER!!
(which is the chinese version of meteor garden / hana yori dango / boys over flowers)


CIAO LOVELIES

♥S

i wish i love you but i dont

TODAYYY
was uneventful once again -.-

BUT!!!!! i was successful in making tomato&pepper steak
yummy in my tummy WOOOOOOOOO
oh and made Parmesan & thyme wedges
niceniceeee

i ceebs posting the pictures up ;)


ANYWAYY today for once i shall attempt to sleep EARLY!
as in after i finish writing this.
shoppingshoppingshopping tmr!!!!!!!!!!




BTW to my dear wife:
dw someday you shall be put off :)
and then you'll feel MUCHMUCH better



LOVING YOU BABIES AND MISSING YOUUU


♥
s

put me on hold

As winnie mentioned today
I HAVE NOT BEEN A GOOD BLOGGER
The reason being
1) i cbb
2) theres not much to blog about
3) some dude was over at our house in the study for the past 4days so didnt get to use comp.

ANYWAYYY
Last sunday was alright.
btw HBD LINH&RAINER
Yeah I dont really get the whole obsession with clubbing.
MY FEET KILLED FOR 2 WHOLE DAYS AFTER
-.-
PLUS I GOT BARRED TWICE
frkn bald guy IT WAS SO SCARY
well i guess me and ems sister really dont look alike huh



Went shopping yesterday at knox with mums bestie.
LOL SHE GOT ME THIS REALLY NICE TOP AND SKIRT FROM FOREVER NEW.
daymn why is everything nice so expensive =.=
ANYWAYY I wish they had a black skirt but they didnt..so got the flowery one.


OKAY today I attempted to do some Ls practice tests and FAILED 3TIMES
;O
Guess I really DO need to read that damn book =.=
MEHHHH

I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO BEFORE CHRISTMAS
1) get my Ls
2) BUY BOOKS
3) buy presents
4) INTERVIEWWWWW shyttt
5) get plane tickets
6) LAPTOP

BUT I SOOOOO CEEBS.
Im sure you are all the same -.-
Cept you guys are prob actually DOING STUFF with friends while i stay at home being an antisocial loserrr
LOL reminds me of that song from hotshot
'yeh 我是 superman
yeh 你是 loserr'


OKAY THERE YOU GO MY REALLY RANDOM BLOG :D

And because for some reason i dont fall asleep until 3am these days
I WILL NOT KILL OFF SOME MORE TIME :D



bye bicycle


♥
s

IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

FINALLY

aksjdasfsagfkasjdsa
OMG IVE WAITED BLOODY 12 YEARS FOR THIS DAY :D
THE END OF MY HIGHSCHOOL CAREER
WOOOOOOOOOOOO

AND NOW
drama
movies
books
goingOUTOUTOUT
callme
xxxx


I AM SO HIGHHHHHHHHHHHH


LOL
guess what. I made an interesting discovery today.
A benefit of having a bf is to EAT YOUR LEFTOVERS WHEN YOU ARE FULL
MWAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHH
cept I only need linhtran with me :X


ANYWAY today had exam at 2
blahblah
then shopped around mc for winnies present.
FINALLY choose a bag i THINK is the size she wants -.- if it isnt dont blame me OKAYY??
ANYWAY trammed down to sofias and gave them their suprise partayyy
16 of us $180 THAT IS PRETTY DAMN GOOD YEAH?
I still owe her a 10page letter though.


OH AND TO YOU BABIES WHO I STILL OWE PRESENTS TO.
I shall try to get them one by one LOLOL
when i get more pocketmoney that is
SUNNYSUN is SOOOO BROKE

BUT ANYWAYYYY
What should i do thursday friday & sat?



WHOCARES IM OFF TO MY DRAMALAND NOW


i love yoo
like flies love poo


♥
S

STFUEXAMASDIAFJAGSDAJS

I CANT STUDY ANYMOREEEEEE
Not that I have studied at all today
BUT SERIOUSLY I CANT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT.




************************************




Anyway reflecting on yesterday when we were discussing becoming nurses / doctors
I came across the realization that the first male ass i'll see (if I end up doing med) will most probably be some total stranger who is probably old ugly and hairy.

THAT CREEPS ME OUT BIGTIME.
I MEAN I SO DO NOT WANT MY EYES TO BE DESTROYED BY THAT TRAUMA.

1. I have NO intention of seeing a old mans ass, front OR back
2. I have NO intention of seeing a STRANGERS ass
3. I HAVE NO INTENTION OF SEEING ANY MALE ASS FOR THAT MATTER
4. I would not like the remainder of my innocence to be stripped from me in such a crude manner.
5. I cant remember but SOMEONE said that doctors have to wash patients too, just like nurses. And from sushi's story about her sis washing some old fat guy...I REALLYREALLYREALLY dont want to physically come in contact with male ass.
6. To be frank. I dislike male ass in general.
7. What if I get so disgusted I cant do my work properly?
8. OLD MALE ASS. Need I say more? THATS GROSS/
9. What if I have to like...wipe people's poo off their ass? OH GREAT HEAVENS do NOT make me do that.
10. I refuse to examine male asses or to diagnose problems related to their asses.

HMM so it seems I'm very unsuited to the medical path, yes?
I agree also.
I mean even if it was girl ass I'd still be way uncomfortable.
Its like...they call them PRIVATES for a reason you know. TO KEEP THEM PRIVATE?
But that isn't the worst part.
The worst part..is the dissection of a human body.



DEAD ASS



So now...I am reallyreally thinking how on earth I will ever be able to become a doctor. I'm not a really....GOREy person. Blood.guts.ass. Medicine doesnt seem that appealing anymore does it?


WELLL I shall be off now to 'attempt to read my unimath book'



aJAA


♥
S

So close

Finally there is only one more left.
Monday
5:pm
I
WILL
BE
FREE


Well almost free...theres always the interview to prepare for.

NO UPDATE the past 2 or so weeks NOT because I have been seriously studying my ass off, but because I spend every non-sleeping moment at home watching dramas.
HOT SHOT IS SO GOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!!
:)


********************************

Well anyway we have 2 new members to the family.
2 8week budgies I brought for mums birthday.
The female is a light purple color and the male is bright blue/green with a yellow head.
HE IS SOOO PRETTY...more like a girl.
Which is why I have named him JJ after JaeJoong
♥
As for the female...we're still working on a good name.


********************************

UNIMATH EXAM TODAY. 3HRs of hell
For some reason I couldnt breath during the exam -.-
Anyway I know exactly what Winnie means when she says that people dont understand or dont TRY to understand.
Sometimes when I say that I did shit
Or I dont understand
I'm not prepared...
IT ACTUALLY MEANS IM NOT PREPARED.

And most of the time, the response is "You'll be fine"
Really over the past few months I have come to be rather annoyed when people say that "dont worry you'll ace it"
Because you dont understand.
I WONT ace it.
SO PLEASE I BEG OF YOU.
DONT EVER SAY YOU'll ACE IT NO PROB.
Because that just shows you're not even listening to me, it just shows your ignorance.
And it leaves me feeling helpless.


*********************************

EVERYONE IS OVERSEAS NOW
and I am still stuck here...studying?
I MISS YOU bayBEEs


♥
S

Ramblings of a teenager

I AM SO GLAD
That exams are coming to and end.
And I am so glad
that things are the way they are now.
So really
THANKYOU :)
For being the past.
And thankyou
for not being in the future.
I love the fact that I dont care.

SO I am once again bored having spent the majority of my time today procrastinating :D




ANYWAY
More adds to the list from last night.

13) After a long time, what you think is 'like' is no longer 'like', it's a habit, and a comfort.
14) The things that are said may not be as important as the things that aren't said.
15) Sometimes you think you've moved on from the past, but when you have to choose between the past and the future, you won't necessarily let go that easily.
16) Not saying something doesn't mean it isn't true, it only means it's harder to admit.
17) People often have to decide between ones self interest, and the interest of others. Choosing the interests of others above your own doesn''t always mean they are better off. Choosing to be selfish doesn't always mean you have done the wrong thing.
18) When you're running, everything beside you is a blur, except for your destination. If you have no destination, and you dont slow down to notice where you are, then you become blind.
19) More often than not, people wait for the things they want rather than reach for it themselves. It's not laziness. Its called being scared.
20) There is always a story behind the story.

And I have absolutely no idea why I am writing these random 肉麻 and corny stuff. But HEYY you gotta admit some of them are pretty true huh.

But for now I would like to SLEEP.
I wonder if I actually do dream a lot, but then just forget?
I wish I could know.
From now on I should write my dreams (or what I can remember about them) in a little book.
Hmm



Goodnight dears



♥

SUN.

More than the sky

I have just spent the past 3 days doing nothing but watching dramas & tvshows.
And for that, I am very disappointed in myself.
But watching those unrealistic shows, I have come to the conclusion that:

1) The people you dislike are not at all as bad as you think they are.
2) The people you adore are not always as wonderful as you would like to think.
3) Misunderstanding come from doubt.
4) And leave a path of destruction behind them.
5) The people you value the most may not be the people that always believe in you.
6) The people you would have thought didnt care sometimes do care.
7) When people say forever, they dont mean forever. They only mean forever, for now.
8) Sometimes you have to have dreams in order to live life to the max.
9) And sometimes its better not to have dreams because when you realise they wont come true, you get more hurt.
10) Nothing in this world is definite. There is always the possibility that it will change. Even if you dont realise.
11) It's not called love if you love someone for all the good you see in them.
12) It's called love when you can see the bad in them, but love them for it anyway.



OH :)
My 18th birthday is still 3months away.
BUT I've thought of my birthday wish already.
There's almost nothing i want more than for that wish to come true.
But I'll never be able to know whether it really worked or not until AGGESSS later.
Maybe I should set a time limit for it? hmm

Anyway enough of my rambling. I really am feeling so very bored and strange.
DID I MENTION I AM DYING TO GO SHOPPING@@@@@@@@@@

Until next time.

♥

SS

wrong is right. right is wrong.

Once upon a time,
in a land far far away.

There lived a princess in a tower.
In a room on the top floor.
The tower had a tall wall around it.
And a moat with no bridge.
Guarded by a big fire-breathing dragon.

The princess waited and waited.
For days, weeks, months, years.
For the prince to arrive.
And take her to his grand castle.

But as time passed.
The prince still didnt show up.
The princess told herself to be patient.
And believe that the fairytale would end.

Until one day.
She decided to escape and look for him herself.
It a was perilous quest.
And she had reached the moat.
When she fell into its murky waters.

And realised.
That there was no dragon,
It was only her fears.

There was no moat.
It was only reality.

And the wall.
Was one she had built herself.

She realised that there was no point
in waiting in searching.

Because there was no prince.
And she was not a princess.

But when she regained consciousness.
She had forgotten everything.
Only that she was back in her tower.
Waiting for someone who would never come.




♥

S.


p.s. Im just bored

'pens down'

Ahh
So refreshing.
Yes.
English & spesh part1 out of the way.
Now I only have...hmm...5more exams?
WHAT 5 MORE EXAMS nuuuuuuuuuuuu.

OH THE POSITIVE SIDE
I am feeling much more positive?

I dont knowwww its just that THE HARDEST EXAM IS OVER!!!
But then again the easiest exam is also over too...meaning everything left is like medium?
SHUDDERS


SIGHHH major embarrassment today mang
I GOT MY ENGLISH DICTIONARY CONFISCATED T___T
yehhh stupid people
IT HAD A CHINX TITLE THATS IT!!!
Everything inside was english ONLY THE DAMN COVERR
ookayy so it had some pictures inside too.
BUT LIKE HOW IS THAT GONNA GIVE ME AN ADVANTAGE OVER OTHER PEOPLE?

MEH
Thisal wouldnt stop bagging me about it :(
SIGHH so shameful walking to the front of the hall to get it back..everyone silent...waiting for you to hurry up so they can go...OH GEE GEE


THENN I got told off in the library for trying to eat my caramel slice ($1.30 worth of sweetness)
SIGH I WAS BEING PRETTY NON SUSS ABOUT IT
;( Guess some people just dont understand the importance of getting sugar into the blood system before an exam.


OH CRAP
Another embarrassing thing.
I arrived late and all the people doing english had already gone in. Only the ESL peeps were still lining up.
And Mr. Irwins like "Do you do ESL?"
ANd he said it like 4 times but I still had no idea what he was saying...kept going 'WHat??'
Then someone behind me was like.."NAH she doesnt"
And Irwin goes 'You dont do ESL but you still cant understand what im saying?'
I think he thought I would fail the english exam BAD.
ANYWAYY sigh :( got laughed at ;(
MANG ONE DAY IMA BE SO DIGNIFIED I"LL BE LIKE THOSE POSH ENGLISH LADIES WITH THE POSH ACCENTS DRINKING POSH TEA (and posh cupcakes and posh tea cakes and you know)
Or maybe not.



ANYWAY.
I read an AWESOME essay by _____(i dont say just incase)
ROFLMAO ITS SOOO CUTEE.
Like all the mushy cliche lovey dovey crap about some chick called...S...S...DAMN I CANT REMEMBER?
But yeah ROFLMAO he wrote "It was her back that i fell in love with first"
I LOL AT THAT SO MUCHHHHHHHH!!!
I mean WHATTT YOU FELL IN LOVE WITH HER BACK? MANG SHE WOULD BE OFFENDED IF SHE KNEW. Its like..."hey I think you're really pretty...I mean your back. The front is so-so" BAHAHAHAHHAH
And the esaay (it was for ESL no idea what prompt) was like fULL of stuff like "her smile could make every man's knees weak"? and stuff like that.
It.Was.So.Entertaining.
Although I'm not sure the girl, if she were to read it, would find it very romantic.
If i were to rate it on a mushyness scale of 0 to 100 that would be like 99.95.
BUT BUT not to sound too offensive I still think its very cute..
cough



OMG ANYWAY
I should have spent this past hour doing Spesh exam2 practice :O
seeing as I have not done a SINGLE prac exam for it yet.


Times up
BYEEEEE

♥SUNdae

breakdown

I spent the whole day doing nothing
other thn 1.5hrs of english.

Reason?
I had a panic attack
breakdown
whatever you call it.

PHUCK
Im exams have gotten me so screwed up.
I cried and I threw up my lunch.

:(


And right now if anybody says any crap about DW YOU"LL DO FINE. or YOU"LL ACE IT.
I
WILL
PUNCH
THEM.

In very agitated mood atm. And people saying reassuring crap like that just pisses me off.
Especially people who either dont know that ive been getting shyt marks or people who just ignore that fact.
Seriously if thats all you can think of
then please dont say anything.


Oh and GOOD LUCK FOR ALL YOUR EXAMS GUYS


Thats all

i love Miura Haruma

I ♥ MIURA HARUMA



from KOIZORA ♥♥♥♥

COMPUTERRR

WOOOOO
FINALLY
MY
DESKTOP
COMP
IS
READY
TO
USE



Its been sitting on my desk for like a few months now useless.
BUTT i woke up this morning to find that mum finally installed windows!!
YAYYY



so guys if you have movies/ DRAMAS/ anime/songs
PLEASE TELL MEE
so i can scab off you :)



mwaa
♥SUNdae


ps vdinner photos will be going up sometime soon :) when mums not here bAHAHAH

goodtimes

OHDEAR
Last night was definitely enjoyable.
Everyone looked sooooo pretty and handsome.
SIGHH
:( Almost cried.
BUT due to my duties to my vanity ... I kept it in so my makeup wouldnt smudge.
SPENT 1.5HRS ON THAT MAKEUP lol cos im noob like that?
YEAH friday was so damn hectic.
Was meant to go to Jennys to get my hair curled BUT didnt have time.
MAYBE that was because I only got my dress like 2hrs before leaving the house =.=
Remind me to NOT do that again??

DINNER was good.
If you havnt heard me brag yet then you would have known that
I ATE 2 DESSERTS!!!!!!
mwahahha
I feel so accomplished.

Went over to Chiu's house to celebrate Jasons bday.
Ate helium balloons.
Watched movie.
Ate yummyfood.
And icecreamcake!! FRODDO FTW

Got home at like 4am OMG MAN
slept at 5am
GEE GEE


And today was bludgy :)
I did 1hr of study though so...compared to the past few weeks its an improvment.
FARK
5
more
days
until
i
die.


stress much?

well im prob not stressing enough
or i wouldnt be waiting for ella enchanted to start would i?


BYTHEWAY
I received a LOL sms from dan (VERRYY LONG)
And cos im bored i'll put it up here.
ENJOY

"Yo hello there sunny sun :)
you know who this is they call me dan,
im so hot they say im the candle man,
with an S on my chest more fly than superman!
Anyways just woke up,
should go for a run,
lying in this bed is no fucking fun.
Omfg english and spec on the first day,
man i wish i had a fucking gun,
put it to my brain and scream 'say goodbye to superman!'
sigh woke up so late but at least there's still the sun,
speaking of sun, i think you need a fucking tan!
Lmao what kinda name is sunny sun,
go to the beach and eat some sand,
oh and while your at it get that fucking tan!
Rofl you remind me of rachel wong,
your face so flat,
as flat as my frying pan.
But your name's sunnysun,
you like to shop but cant even afford calven klein.
You think you hard you think your number one,
nah sunny you're at the bottom you're just sunny sun.
Rodlmao im only joking sunny
trying to have some fun,
im actually your biggest fan XD
have funat valedictory with susanne,
you know i love you long time sunny sun! :D


I LOVE YOU MY DEARS!!



♥SUNdae

the first day of the end

WOW

Today I spent the first day of the end of my secondary life
at home
alone
antisocial
watching drama
and crying.



SCREW THE DAMN MEDIA FOR ALL THE LIES THEY MAKE UP
AND ALL THE DAMN EXAGGERATION.
PEOPLE GET EGGED EVERY YEAR ITS A BLOODY TRADITION ITS INEVITABLE.
GO HARASS OTHER PEOPLE WHO DESERVE IT.
BLOODY HELL
YOU"RE MORE INTERESTED IN THE FACT THAT MWSC EGGED AVILA THAN THE FACT THAT WE WERE ATTACKED AND INJURED.
DO EGGS HURT MORE THEN FRKN BASEBALL BATS?
RAWR
GO.GET.A.LIFE.YOU.ANNOYING.INCONSIDERATE.ATTENTION.SEEKING.BASTARDS!!!!!





To the rest of you
ILY





MOUNTWAVERLEY PRIDE BETCHES.
CLASS OF 09 AINT GONNA BE PUT DOWN BY THE LAME MEDIA CRAP.


SUNdae

wave goodbye

MWSC CLASS OF 09
I'll miss you long time babies

YESTERDAY

MONDAY WAS HECTIC MAN.
It was the day of the BLUEvsRED ALLIESvsDEAD.
Stupid school would only let us change at lunch.
So everyone brought their clothes, facepaint, props, the whole deal.
Ran to the toilet during period4 to get changed.
(SOMEONE COPIED OUR CONDENSED MILK THING .... goodwork (Y) )
MANG was nice and cosy with linht&sushi in ONE cubicle trying to get undressed ROFLLLLL
I spent like $30 bucks on my outfit mang LOL
PLUS spent both nights of the weekend making my proass hat :)
I came as...
CAT IN THE HAT!!!! mwahahahhaha

There were also some superlamos with afros BAHAHAH jks
little red riding hood
cats
fairies
roadkill :O
devils
skeletons
etcetcetc

Hung at the oval taking pics with everyone while the yr10s and stuff watched ROFLMAO
SUCK ON THEM MANGG
They still got LONGTIME to go.

Took class photos of each class.
And that was the last day EVER of secondary school.
Classes at least.

Anyways at like 10.30-11pm Jason picked me&chiu up to go valley reserve for the big party.
EFFING HELL MANG.
Im sure by now you would have heard from somewhere about what happened there.
WHO THE HELL WERE THOSE MASKED PEOPLE.
SO DAMN DOG THAT THEY CANT EVEN SHOW THEIR DAMN FACE.
LIKE HELL YOU JUST GO HITTING PEOPLE WITH POLES/BATS ACTING LIKE YOUR ALL SO SCARY AND CRAP WHEN YOU'RE TOO SCARED TO SHOW YOUR FACE.
I was so damn shocked man.
CANT BELIEVE THEY HIT A GIRL TOO.
YOU RUINED OUR YEARS END FOR US.
Screw you. I officially curse you.


Anyways got herded off the reserve and ended up at Thisals house.
Hung around outside Safeway for a while then went to Jerrys.
Stayed there for a while then went to take someone to the hospital.
Got home like 3.30?


OHMYGOD
Cant believe people would actually just HIT students randomly.
See if i was like a hardcore G I would say: YOU DONT MESS WITH MY FRIENDS AND GET AWAY WITH IT.
But seeing as I'm nothing like that then..yeah wont really have the same effect if i say it? So i'll pass.

Well I really hope everyone is feeling ok.
And I hope whoever did this will be held responsible.




TODAY

Woke up late.
Got to school late.
SOOOOO didnt get as much time as I would have liked to sign uniforms.
OHWELLS I shall like bring my shirt to valedictory or something.

After so many years of watching year 12s ending their secondary schooling.
I was finally one of those people.
I remember in year 7 thinking how grown up they were, how mature, how they were in a completely different world.
I used to be a little scared of them, but also a little in awe.
But somehow, somewhere,
I have become one of those people?
I dont know when the change occured, but it appears I am now one of the 'young adults' leaving the college.

Im happy about finally getting here.
But Im so sad.
So sad to leave everyone behind.
I wish I hadnt taken you all for granted.
I wish I could have made more effort.
And Im sure a lot of the other yr12s have the same kind of feelings.

Final assembly was a blast.
Those party thingo that the teachers handed to us were pretty loud.
Blew so much my throat hurt.
First it was the grand entrance.
Im so proud of my fellow classmates for making so much noise :)
...then the school song
...the video
...Marama's 'how far we've come'
...certificates
...and finally the rush to the exit.

Once we were out people started hugging and bursting into tears.
Ofcourse knowing me, I had a head start.
I already cried in the hall
BAHAHAHHAHAH

I dont know.
Its like I still havent fully grasped what it means to GRADUATE.
Like Im still expecting to see everyone sometime.
When in fact...I probably wont see a lot of them from now on.
I mean other than english exam...I probably wont see 2/3 of the class of 09 ever again.

AHH I WISH I HAD TOLD EVERYONE HOW MUCH THEY HAVE CONTRIBUTED TO MAKING MY SCHOOL LIFE ENJOYABLE.
GOODBYE MOUNT WAVERLEY SECONDAY COLLEGE.



After assembly the most stupid idiotic thing happened.
Long story short:
I lost my phone.
Thankfully I was able to meet Ngoc & then meet up with ken at glenny.
kept getting people to call my phone.
No one picked up..it only rang =.=
And like twice someone picked up but then hung up again.

Well anyway losing my phone basically made me like run from school to station to school to glen and FRKN HELL PISSED ME OFF BAD.
BUT
HEHEHE after i got home and I went to get a fork
(to eat something DUH)
I saw it on the kitchen counter =.=
Seems mum found it on the ground where I put my bag this morning.
PSHHHHHHHH
SO GAY LAH made me all pissed for nothing.
I was prepared to have a tantrum with the pillow.


ANYWAYYYY
SORRY theres no pics :(
BUTT I shall upload later
For now you can check other people's upoad on fb yea?





I love you boo
I love you too

♥SUNdae

oh the irony

I could probably write you a 1000word essay right now.

Instead I will not.


Because really...

what CAN I say.


Thursday 15th October 2009
was one heck of a day. I'll say that much.





♥SUNdae

look back

YO GUYS

Wasn't able to blog much this week because of my obsession with reading. LOL during the weekend I read 5.5books :) ALLLL vampire related. MWAHAHAHHAHAHA.

Its times like these that I think I'm too immature for my own good; too lacking in self control; too naive; too absorbed in my little fantasy world with the fairytale and happy ending.
Sometimes I think I should just grow up for once.

BUT
I like to be silly and laugh my head off because it makes me happier. I like to relax and procrastinate because it takes my mind off all the stress. I like to believe because its more simple. I like my fantasies because they are my dreams and they encourage me to move on.

Sigh. There are things that I wish I could say here but HECK NO WAYYYY TO EMBARRASSING. Plus you would prob be like WHOTDAPHUCK and laugh.




HMMM
Was meant to go to monashlib yesterday but...um...yeahh too tired. Got home and slept from 7pm-8am this morning nonstop. Mum was pretty pissed because supposedly I dont have time to sleep - I should be studying hardcore. Thankgod I woke up to Jasons sms saying he was on his way to pick me up. I dont think mum intended on driving me to school, she prob wants me to LEARN MY LESSON (for like the 100th time?) about how sleeping in late has its consequenses blahBLAH.
Anywayyy I told Jason to dont bother coming cos yeah I only woke up at like 8:15 and I'll prob be late. BUT after my supersaiyan 10min shower he was outside waiting for me.
So
THANKYOU :)
(Though I'm sorry to say I dont fully trust you behind that wheel. Doesnt feel as...soothing. Poultry is better ^^" )

Hmm school was the sameold sameold.
FIRST 2PERIODS I HAD DAMN CHEM PRAC EXAM. OHMYGEE failed so bad. LOLOL I couldnt do 7 out of the 10 extended questions BAHAHAHHA.
I wanted mr craig to give out the answers RIGHT AFTER CLASS but he's like "What's the rush? Its not like you have any answers to mark anyway". Yeh such a supportive learning environment I'd say.

English; we got our practice exams back!! I got 13+17+16 out of 60? I KNEW I SHOULDNT HAVE DONE LBW FOR THE TEXT RESPONSE!!! SCREW FILM TECHNIQUES MANG I DONT GIVE A POOPOO IF YOU USE PHOTO MONTAGES OR NOT. But I am rather satisfied with the others...better than what I expected seeing as i did not practice pieces.

Oh that reminds me: You would think that after years and years of teaching, that teachers would have better handwriting no? However NO OFFENSE but they write like rats. I mean OMG...no I will not rant about this :) LOLOL See? exercising self control already :D:D

ANYWAYY After school went over to glenny to EAT(duh) & figure out a outfit for monday & muckupday
MONDAY: teamB = RED....and so far we have no clue as to what to wear yet. I dont even OWN anything RED =.=
TUESDAY: muckupday. I came up with the idea of suspenders+tie so I think thats what we're doing. Gonna borrow someones tie + buy suspenders. GLENNY DOESNT SELL SUSPENDERS omgEE so yeah whoever goes to chaddy next can buy 6pairs them :)
Got dropped home and then went back to eating(duh x 2) and reading the vamp book I picked up from the lib (LOL SOME VAMPIRE CHICK FALLS IN LOVE WITH A VAMP HUNTER woooooooooolala)



ANYWAYYSS
I sure am shytting myself about the fact that THERE IS 4DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT. 3 DAYS OF CLASSES.
I have a feeling I'll end up crying. NOT because I am a crybaby but because YOU KNOWW it just feels so weird. When you are about to lose something, thats when you realise how precious it is to you. And yeah you annoying people that I have spent the past few years with, I will miss you.
OMG if I cry at valedictory I'm going to smudge all my makeup. DAMN. Better bring backup then BAHAHAHHA.


OHNUUUUUUU
Mums bday on sat.
I HAD AN IDEA BEFORE AND IT WAS A REALLY GOOD ONE COS SHE REALLY WOULD HAVE LIKED IT. But now I forgot. Damn my damned memory.


OHYERRRRRR
I really needa go study with bomuchan. Havnt seen him for...howmanyweeks? And natalieniap&anteater. Gotta go study with them too!!!

Thats all for now.


SIGH
You know when you sometimes do stuff or go to places and then it reminds you of something else?
Sometimes its GREAT but sometimes that is kinda depressing too.
Sometimes I dont know if I've actually crossed that bridge yet? Have I even finished building my bridge?
Or am I just standing on it, knowing I should keep traveling, but at the same time looking at the beautiful scenery behind me.
t's like everytime I take a step I see things that remind me of the scenery I once passed and makes me look back.
Two steps forward. One step back.
But eventually I'll get to the other side...right?
ARGH I guess the first bridge is pretty hard to cross ey.

OHWELLS I'm glad that I'm thinking more in the right way now. LOL actually it's pretty cute if you think about it from the other perspective? Either way I think this way is more...hmm...suitable? At least the other story is happy.

♥SUNdae

close to the end

In exactly 3weeks time I will have already done my english&spesh exams. I will prob be shytting myself over how crap I did and trying to study for the next spesh exam.
COL
(that stands for CRY OUT LOUD for those of you who cant figure it out :)


LADIES AND UNGENTLEMEN
TY for taking the time out to fill out my profile book. Very much appreciated. Hopefully in a few years time I can look back and LOL at how funny it all is.
For those of you who haven't filled it out yet...PLEASE DO SO! And if I forget to ask you..come ask me :D If you can be bothered LOL


TODAY WAS MY LAST SAC EVER
EVEREVEREVER NEVER?
Sigh...see if this was last year I would prob be majorly depressed. But since this year I have become used to the fact that I dont finish my SACs. =.= Last year I cried over a C. But this year I cried over a D. =.= My average for all my subjects (except accounting) has dramatically declined:
spesh A-->C
chem A-->B
eng A-->B

Lets hope I can pull myself together for these last few weeks ey?
AJA AJA


SO it's nearly the end of highschool life.
VALEDICTORY: WHYYYYYY arent siu.nancy.linh going :O Its the last yr12 thing we do together mangg. Ohwells atleast most other ppl are going? I think. OH AND GOTTA FIND MESELF A DRESS
MUCKUPDAY: Guys shouldnt we try to come up with what to WEAR lololl PLUSS are we gonna plan anything? seeing as the school is being so damn tight. THEY ONLY ALLOW US TO BRING DAMN PLASTIC BAGS INTO THE SCHOOL ON THE DAY :O and like NO LIQUIDS. WHAT FUN IS THATTTT?!



I wonder if mum will let me go schoolies with friends =.=
I REALLYREALLY WANT TO GO!!!!!!!!
BAHAHHAH except if I go with sharon.winnie.&co. ME AND SHARON WILL BE THE ONLY UNDERAGE? :O LOLOL I do NOT wish to be left behind at the hotelmotel while they go have fun =.=
Which reminds me I SO HAVE TO GET MY Ls.

Watching Jason drive his arse everywhere PLUS the fact that my house is now so far makes me wish that I had a damn car so I didnt have to spend 1hr everyday coming home from school =.=
LOL I should be spending 50mins getting TO school too...but yeah Im lazy :) And I usually end up being driven.

OHYEAH That reminds me. LOL LilJ offered to take me to school on monday.
Supposedly at 8:15.
ERRR no offense but like MY BUS COMES AT 8:10 AND THE WHOLE POINT OF BEING DRIVEN IS TO WAKE UP LATER RIGHT? SO WHATS THE POINT OF YOU PICKING ME UP IF ITS STILL SO DAMN EARLY??
LOL dont tell him I said that x__x dont wanna burst his lil bubble of excitement.


NAWWW SUSHI&RACHEL ARE CRASHING AT SIUdear's HOUSE TMRRR
I WANNA GOOOOOOOOOOo T__T
But mummy wont let me.
She wont let me go mels lunch either :(
WHYYWHYYY
okay i know why
BUT STILLLLL



BAHAHHAH I think Ive done enough complaining for today!
But heyhey this complaining is GOOD complaining :)
I mean surely if all I did was blog about how I love this world then it would be very mushy no?
KEKEKE I shall only permit myself to blog like that once every while^^
But you guys all know anywayy nawww


Friends listen to what you say.
Good friends listen to what you DONT say.
♥



Sit tight and try survive this rollercoaster of a ride.
♥SUNdae

spring

AHHHHHHH♥♥♥

Take a deep breath. What do you smell?
SPRING!
Flowers.
Sunlight.
And an indescribable kind of happiness, anticipation for the seasons that follow.
I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!




WELLL I shall dutifully update you about my day.
I am rather peeved at myself seeing as I spent 11hrs straight watching anime/drama yesterday :(
I WILL NOT TODAY!! Yeah only because spesh sac is tomorrow ^^"


HUHUUU
I SAW PKS HOUSE TODAYY pwoahh
I arrived at school like 30mins late >__> (yeh prob cos of the watching drama till 2am?)
ANYWAYY
After chem I was kindly offered by Jason to accompany him to pick up PK.
BAHHAHAHA I'm so happy for him that he finally got his Ps :) It seems now all he wants to do is drivedriveDRIVE.
(BTW CONGRATS TO BOMAL WHO ALSO GOT HIS Ps THIS HOLIDAY!!!!)
ANYWAYYY PKs house is like BIG okayyyy -.-
AND HE HAS A REALLY CUTE DOG!!! Her name is Lucy♥ and BOY OH BOY is she one enthusiastic puppy or WHAT? Couldnt stop jumping up and down and kept trying to like climb up my legs or something & lick me.
As a result...I now have multiple scratches on my legs ..ehh PK you should really give her a manicure.
Hmm lets see...he has a GRANDPIANO♥
pool table :O
and so many nice big rooms.
I mean...his bathroom is like almost the size of my bedroom -.- sigh oh sigh rich peoplee.

WELLWELL we couldnt stay long ><>:) very worthwhile!!



Double english was not so tedious today. We were watching the Matrix. Which reminded me that I never really understood the movie at all. Poor Jerry&Ken tried to explain the whole real world fake world thing. MEH



Being my usual, er, clumsy self. LOL I missed my stop on the bus home. (It just happened that the next stop was like AGES away =.=)
MANG ended up walking 15mins to get home BAHAHHAHA.
BUT OH WELL it was good :) Im feeling rather sunny today!!
It IS an incredibly beautiful day.
And then to top things off, I found 3 flowers that had fallen off the bush thingo in my yard. They wernt even like brown or decaying, so I decided to bring them inside and put them inside a little dish thingo. AND NOW I HAVE FLOWERPETALS FLOATING IN THE DISH ON THE TABLE
woooooo



SO GUYS
Let me ask you a question
Which one do you like more?
Sun
Moon
Star
Sky
Clouds?



I love looking up at the sky on a bright day, or during night time :) And I just wonder...what is it about that scenery that attracts us so?





♥SUNdae

DINGDONGGG

HARROW EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!

Why... I've missed this place more than I thought I would ^^V
OKAY!
SOOOO .___. as you know I recently moved houses && thats why phoneline+internet took FOREVER to reconnect here.
ANNDD then after the phones started working..for some lamegayassreasonthaticannotcomprehend the internet just wouldnt work =.=
BUT ITS OKAY NOW!!



keke
New house...well what can I say?
:( I miss the stairs
:( I miss how its like 5mins from monash uni
:( I miss how close it is to the bus stop to school
THIS NEW HOUSE (although I do like the kitchen roof) IS VERY ANNOYING IN MANY ASPECTS.
1. No direct buses to school :O And the closest bus to glen comes like once every HOUR on weekends.
2. MY ROOM IS SO SMALL ARRRGHHHHHH :( I can only just fit in my Qbed...and a really small desk that I keep the laptop on. BUT THANKFULLY the spare bedroom is currently being used as my study so I have the proper desk+comp+bookcase there ^^
3. I HATE THE DOORS HERE -..- You cant lock doors from inside...so everytime you get IN the house you actually have to USE THE DAMN KEY TO LOCK THE DOOR FROM INSIDE. Bothersome much?

EH...sorrysorry I shouldnt be badmouthing my house should I?

THREE WEEKS UNTIL EXAMS MY DEARRSSSS

I hope you all used your holidays wisely. Unlike me, who barely did any work.
Yesyes I know you probably expect me to have done revision and nerded it out a bit etcetc. I will be 100% honest with you here.
I ONLY DID ONE ENGLISH KR ESSAY + SOME MULTIPLECHOICE QUESTIONS FROM SPESH CHECKPOINTS.
Thats it.
I'm not even joking in the slightest bit. Which is rather concerning seeing as there is less than a MONTH until exams and I have spent 2 whole weeks at home doing jack all.
To top it all off...I had 2 sacs today: spesh and chem, and I spent 5hours last night rewatching coffee prince. SIGHHH. Then at 11pm I started looking through my chem book and realised that theres all this CELLS&BATTERIES stuff and those ELECTOLYTIC CELLS crap that we's supposed to know? But yeh I was clueless.
Regardless I turned up to school and about 10mins before my spesh sac, a certain SOMEONE told me that THE SAC WASNT ONLY MULTIPLE CHOICE. I MEAN RAWR!#&#($$#%@^@*
WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME EARLIERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Yes if you scroll up you will see that I DID NO EXTENDED RESPONSE QUESTIONS AT ALL??
I thought this was ONLY MULTIPLE CHOICE and that the sac on thurs would be extended response. GG
Well in the end there were 3 questions I didnt do...which was 11 marks out of 43.
I shall leave the rest for you to ponder in dispair :)


OH AND GUESS WHAT!! I came home at..2ish today :) and I'm NOT proud to annouce that I have been watching host club for the past 4hours whilst continuously consuming food and lounging on my bed as if I dont have 7 exams coming up :) I mean HEY NO PRESSURE RIGHT?
=.=




Am I ranting on a bit here?
Yeh I think I'm being a bit of a loser.
WELLLL....sadly I will stop now :)


SO I CAN WATCH MORE HOST CLUB!!!!!!!



BYE BYCICLE! -jin

♥SUNdae

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SCREW YOU

OHDAMN

NO INTERNET OR HOME PHONE FOR IDK HOW LONG

prob a week?

SO YEAH :) if need pls call

xxx

flies

I hate flies that intrude into your home randomly. And you cant stop it. No matter how many times you try to make it leave, it continues buzzing around your house, wandering around. So I try to ignore it, I move from room to room escaping it. I succeed in finding a slice of peace, forgetting it. But sooner or later it finds its way back to me. I have to live with this fly, buzzing around constantly, hoping that one day it will find the exit on its own. SIGH.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENZO! 18th :)
(not that he will read this seeing as he prob doesnt even know i have a blog + he should hopefully be trying to cram for accounting seeing as he went to NANDOS today instead of doing last years paper)





ACC&SPESH sac tomorrow, yet I have gone against my better judgement and started to blog. That is probably because i cannot be bothered writing so much in my diary? OH I PROMISE I WILL DO SPESH AFTER THIS!! I PROMISE I PROMISE.

I too agree with mel&sushi's blog.
I LOVE YOU ALL A LOT♥♥
&& I shall miss you next year :(
(REMINDER: someone organise reunions OKAYY?)
But you should already know that right^^ I shall post a mushy blog LATERRR :)
Went to boxhill to look for a profile book BUT THEY DIDNT HAVE ANY?! So now I will have to go glenn. If they still dont have one then I'll just use a visual diary and stick pics on them + get people to write comments?? PLUS I NEED TO MAKE A START ON MY INDIVIDUAL NOTESSSS♥ (And no they are not love letters..not in that sense anyway BAHAHAHAH o.o) Hopefully I will be able to write all of them up by the end of the holidayy!!! Give them all to you next term. Hmmm unless I can think up something better than notes?



OHDEAR I am in the mood for hugs.
I wonder when international HUGS DAY was....damnnnn. OHWELLS I shall make my own LOL. Sigh wheres panda when you need.


OKAY!
I AM going to do spesh questions now :)
I am NOT going to watch ouran high host club.
I am going to fantasize about vampire knight, or anything vampire related.
I AM going to block out all non studyrelated thoughts.

Ithink.




♥SUNdae

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CANTBEFCUKED







thats all guys



♥SUNdae

today

First of all, AwWW IM SORRY CHARLIE
You're not gay :)
Unless she is a guy :o
Forgiveness yes? ahh you always end up forgiving me BAHAHAH I think o.o


Secondly
In response to mel:
KANAME IS SUPERHOT TOO!!!!!!!!!
And oh so nice and caring and thoughtful and understanding ♥
But yeah his dark side is :S LOOLOLLL its like shes the only thing keeping him good.
ZERO IS ALSO SUPERCUTE
&& yeah that guy you were talking abt...LOLOL reminds me of you&jam
Ahhhokay too animeobsessed.




Hmm Just had a nice loooonnnngggg talk with mum
;) ilovemymummy
& how i can tell her anything
Well yeah...it was rather helpful ;) Sigh man HOW IS IT that mums are like ALL KNOWING... ? I didnt even tell her anything and she already guessed. LOL I seriously didnt intend on telling her stuff...but yeah it just ended up flowing out. And her feedback was really honest. Honest in the sense that she doesnt just try to sugarcoat things and make me feel better, but instead she analyses the whole picture and tells me the positives as well as the negatives. I thank her for that ;)


See...today was a special day..kinda. I went out the door this morning, and i was in a good mood.


LOL I mean the sun was shining, bright but not too bright, and the air smelt sweet, and it was friday, and it feels like spring has finally come...a fresh outlook on life etc. And yeah, I was actually feeling pretty good. LOL AND i didnt have that scowl on my face BAHAHAHAHHA
A refreshing change.


Bludged through english. Then went to glenny for happycup+breadkingdom. My good mood lasted me until lunch...which was when my headache kicked in. I HATE BOOBOO TIME. hence the name BOOBOO lololol
Bludged spesh and accounting.
Basically afternoon was badmood time.


Felt pretty shit until that D&M with mum.
Now i only feel physically shit. OMG mass headache + so damn weak/tired. NO ENERGY LAH.
Well yes I think she understands.




ANYWAYS
Piano is being moved tmr.
Cant wait to be reunited with my darling...
IF ANYONE HAS ANY GOOD MUSIC TO RECCOMENT IT WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED.




♥SUNdae
(PS see it works much better if i keep the emo stuff out of here)

charlie

:) finished the first season thingo :)
up to ep3 of the second oneee YAY
WHY ARE VAMPIRES SO INCREDIBLY SMEXY?
hmm its a hard decision: kaname. zero. edwardcullen♥
BAHAHHAHAHAHHAH *fantasizing*


ANYWAYS >:)
purely for the reason that he doesnt want me to mention his name
i will now say to anyone who is reading this :)
CHARLIE IS A GAY GUY WHO COMMITS SUICIDE :)
BAHHAHAHH dontkillme :) chillax mang


yeh only cos in unimath class winnie was like LOL SUNNY UR LIKE BLANCHE (cos supposedly im stuck in my fantasies and slightly mental LOLL) && then the topic turned into CHARLIE CAN BE ALLAN :)
PWOAH :) i'd rather be mental thn GAY and SUICIDAL
youselfobsessedfreak




ROFLMAO WHICH ALSO REMINDS ME
when you asked me about __
and i was like....err didnt i tell you? its not like that anymore..
LOL then you went on to say something along the lines of:
GOOD! finally. thankgod
heyhey WHATS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN -.- oh so unsupportive. EVEN THOUGH I SUPPORT UR LIL THING shheeeesh tightarse

BAHAHAH evn though that was very mean -.- but ur reaction cracked me up a bit. i mean i expected something more...you know? COMFORTING? and like HELPFUL? and NOT SO DIRECT&MEAN -.- what kinda friend are you
(i feel sorry for her LOLLLLLLLLL jks)



OKIES seeing as i have headache+tummyache (boobootimee)
i will now head off to sleep ( YEAH I KNOW EARLY)
and then wake up at 1am to continue my vampirefantasies :)
ciaoo~

♥SUNdae

INCLASS

oh HO HO HO

Yours truly is currently in DOUBLE ACCOUNTING with bbytran.kenzo.des&maymay.
MR BOLZ WONT LET ME GO LIB cos i was like 3mins late PSH. Not like we're doing work anyway?

OHEMGEE merodi & winni both have profile books that theyve already gotten people to fill outttt I NEED A PROFILE BOOK >:O
this weekend i MUST go find myself one..or it will be TOO LATEE!

stupid printer wont print doublesided.

btw MASS EYEBAGS TODAYYYY. BAHAHHAHA so funny
last night was like 1am and i was pretty tired...so said goodbyes on msn and prepared to sleep. Then suddenly didnt feel like sleeping anymore...so guess what? I WENT TO WATCH A DRAMA!!!
I wanted to watch hotshot but like the first ep was 2hrs long and i only intended on watching 1hr...so i settled for anime instead. VAMPIRE KNIGHT :)
I remember zhuzhu loved that one LOLOL. And the ep was only like 20-30mins long.
SO YEA guess what time i ended up sleeping?
5:10am


BAHAHAHHA 3hrs sleep YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY



OKILYDOKILY I WILL GO NOW

<3>

those were the times

:) I am very happy for acertainsomeone today
because I have just learnt that they are currently experiencing acertainsomething that is very sweet&wonderful. Though if we're not careful even the most amazing things in life can turn into bitterness.
Yes they remind me of myself. It makes me both thrilled and also slightly envious.
So to acertainsomeone:
Goodluck♥
I'm sure you'll do better than i did. YOU BETTER!!


I was rather stressed for the english sac, as you may have noticed from the last post. I ended up rewriting my whole story and memorising (or attempting to memorise) it. Slept at 4am lastnight/thismorning. BUT overall i am rather pleased with myself.
Spent the entire CHEM double today trying to write out my story again. I didn't finish :S
So when i went into the ENG sac i was reaalllyy nervous that i wouldnt be able to finish writing up my 1200w shortstory + written explanation which I'd actually have to think up on the spot. However it worked out rather satisfyingly...I managed to write the piece in 55mins and spent the remaining time doing the WE. Could have done that to a better standard...but HEY AT LEAST I FINISHED?
(Y) came home and slept from 2-7
OHSOTIRED these days + headaches.
Mum wants to take me to doctors BUT I REFUSE TO! They always just end up taking blood tests because they cant find any obvious problems :(




Hmm today feels rather strange. Or is it just me?
I feel rather emotionless.
Well not emotionless, just...neutral. bland. like an outsider looking in on my life.
Makes me think of 'WHOSE REALITY' although Im sure everyone is pretty sick of it by now.

"Our past experiences and memories shape our reality and how we face the future"
THAT RIGHT THERE could be a very good prompt :)
I rather agree with it too.
All the goodtimes, good memories Ive had, I want to cherish and treasure. I regret not being able to record every single time I have been happy. I regret I have taken so many pleasurable things in life for granted. Sometimes we are blessed with happiness, but dont see the blessing. All the places Ive been to, I wish I had firmly stored them in my memory. I wish I could go back and write down every laugh I had, every moment of glorious bliss. Because these are the things you call up on when you are down. They are the moments in life that you can think back and bring a smile to your face. All the lovely times you had, the lovely people you've known, and all the wonderful things that you will encounter...they are what gets you through your day.

As for all those times you cried, you raged, you felt like giving up...however tempting it is to just lock them away and run as far from them as you can. However, they are not meant to be forgotten; they are meant to be reflected on and learnt from. Just like when we make a mistake, we learn from it..our experiences too are meant to guide us on how we view situations in the future. There have been many times Im sure for every one of us where we have just wanted to forget the negative things in our mind. But I think that accepting, acknowledging and moving on is the more practical approach. There are many things I regret knowing/seeing/feeling/doing in my life. Yet I do not throw them away. I wait until the wound is no longer fresh, and i contemplate over them. I hope Im able to learn from them, all the things I did wrong, all the things other people did wrong. Try to forgive and move on. Hopefully at the end of the day these experiences will make me a better person, or at least a stronger person.


SO
To all the people who I have been able to give even the slightest bit of happiness, a smile, a good memory to: ♥I am glad that I did, I only wish I could give you more. Hopefully I have made your day just that tiny bit more interesting, more cheerful.

To all the people who I have troubled, hurt, annoyed, angered or caused unhappiness to: Even if it is something of no significance to you, something you dont care about, I wish that I could undo everything, but I cant. All I can do is offer my sincere apologies. Whether or not you accept it is not in my control.







OH and from now on I will try to keep any emo posts out of this blog. I have somewhere else i can write them now :) that way YOU who are reading this wont have to put up with the stupidity of my lame negativity.

♥SUNdae