see me

THIS SONG IS SO CUTE♥

Turn Around - Samantha Jade

Ohhhh yeahhhh
Ohhh nooo...

Is it me, or did we agree to love,
somewhere I don't feel we got enough.
It's you, but what about me?
it seems like your living life without me

Everything seems to have your time but
my space in your heart is closing up
And the place where pictures hanging,
is the only time that you're with me.

Don't leave me here out all alone, oh no.
I'm still right here, where'd you go?

Look around, don't you feel something missing?
I'm the one you promised you would love,
but you gotta act so far away.
While I'm holding on please turn around.

I see you but i don't feel you,
can't get your attention to to save our love.
Look back and see me now .
Don't let me down,
please turn around.

i think I've must have get too much
cause i felt the road was getting rough.
Suddenly i felt lonely out here
I looked beside me to find you not there.

Said you would love and protect me,
all i have is the words you left me.
Here i stand with the plans in my head,
its getting me the love that you said.

Don't leave me all alone, no no no no
I'm still right here...
Where'd you go?

Look around, don't you feel something missing?
I'm the one you promised you would love,
but you gotta act so far away.
While I'm holding on please turn around.

I see you but i don't feel you,
can't get your attention to to save our love.
Look back and see me now.
don't let me down,
please turn around.

You wanna see the tears I cry on my pillow,
that doesn't compare what your doing to my soul.
You don't even know I'm in need of love.
Calling you love but you don't seem to her it,
and I'm losing you now.
Please just look around.

Look around, don't you feel something missing?
I'm the one you promised you would love,
but you gotta act so far away.
While I'm holding on please turn around.

I see you but i don't feel you,
can't get your attention to to save our love.
Look back and see me now
don't let me down,
please turn around.

♥SUNdae

ur like a disease. so contagious

LOL SIU AND TIENYI WHY DID YOU HAVE TO INFECT ME WITH YOUR DISEASE?

1. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
forehead/cheek *blush*

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
"OH CRAP TELL ME THAT WAS A NIGHTMARE"

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
winnie dearrrrrr♥

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
nope :[ wish i wassss

5. Will you ever donate blood?
NO!!! i faint when i go for bloodtests
..actually...if my friends/family were dying and only i could give blood then i would T__T
will need a lot of tissues thoughhh ...

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of opposite sex?
hmm bestfriend? certainly one of my bests friends :]

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
no sifffff. im not mean like somepeople *looks at siu*

8. What does your last text message say?
"Lok means lol kk...come to skl...ur late!!"

9. What are you thinking right now?
why oreos deserve to be crushed and eaten and bashed around. THEY"RE SO TEMPTING BUT THEY"RE NOT GOOD FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
yes! dad so he can take me shopping.
sushi so i can bag her about her immatureness
LINHTRAN so i can obsess over..yer LOL jkkkksss
siu so i can complain about the lack of formal partner
nancy so i can ask her how the phuck do you use eyeshadow!!!!!
and oreos :]

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
1am.
was on floor listening to music and playing games on my mobile cos cudnt sleep

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
errr im wearing pjs? LOLOLOL so...somewhere in melb

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
NO BUT FOOD IS!!! iloveyoufoodbaby♥

14. Who was the last person(s) to text you?
congee&mum

OH YES!!!
limo is finally booked :D
though im not 100%sure yet..not until he replies my email :S
BUT IT LOOKS DAMN HOT
dress is like....in danger of not arriving on time
NEED TO GET: clutch, shoes, jewellery, fake eyelashes
NEED TO DO: how am i gonna do hair and makeup???
NEED TO LEARN: how to use fake lashes, how to put on eyeshadow, how to lose weight, how to put in contacts, how to walk in high heels for an entire night and not die

OH WASABI .. 3 FRKN SACS THIS WEEK STARTING FROM TMR
eat me

off to attend to stupid ACCOUNTINGGGG

♥SUNdae

♥

TO THE 2 AWESOME PEOPLE TODAY WHO WERE WORRIED OVER ME:
THANKYOU
&sorry you had to see my embarrassing gayness

♥SUNdae

cbflkjaskhdkahsfkhaskdhsa

ok so heres the deal
I AM GETTING SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS CRAP

bloody hell you ignorant pig I DONT CARE ANYMORE
i do NOT like silence
i do NOT like awkwardness
i do NOT like being ignored
i do NOT like coldness
i do NOT LIKE YOU
seriously. why do i even BOTHER. its probably not even worth it. and especially when nothing is getting any better.
well obviously you dont give a damn so why the hell should i.



AND
stop.
no more.
the end.
OK?
i made a mistake. realised it. gonna get over it and MOVE ON
because i dont WANT to be seen that way. YES SOMETHINGS MAY BE TRUE BUT DOESNT MEAN IM LIKE THAT OKKKKKKKK
sorry in advance

seriously is year12 jinxed or something?

♥SUNdae

All over again

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY

It's 2.30 am and i cant sleep.
I have to wake up at 7am to bake a cake for mum's breakfast. BAHHA and make egg rolls. and pancakes? I FORGOT TO BUY BACON T___T sorrrryyyy
BUTTT i already have banana&choc chip muffins + choc-coconut-irishcream balls :D
SUPER NICE

mmm heres what i got mum:
card (duh)
rose (duh)
these lil dumbells + pedometer
alarm clock (she wanted oneeee)
perfume
nail polish
:D

& i almost snapped out of it when it sucked me back in

ALL OVER AGAIN - Jackie Boyz






♪ i'll Always Remember
i'll Never Forget
how You Took My Breath Away
the First Time We Met
no Matter What Happens
no Matter What You Do
i'll Always Remember
the First Time I Saw You ♫



♥SUNdae

and life goes on

OH NOOOOOO
It's been a while since I've updated huh...
I MUST KEEP THIS UPPP...Seeing as i only rarely write in my diary -.-
Hand writing is sooo much more tiring :P

welll
After a extremely tedious day of double chem then double english, came home and made ONIGIRI!!!
They were VERY nice I must say :D
Which is probably why i used up half the rice that mum cooked :S and ate 5 of them.
BAHAHHA SO MUCH FOR MY DIETT!!!!!!!!!!
Ah reminds me.
IF YOU EVER SEE ME BINGE EATING THEN MAKE SURE TO TELL ME OFF OK?!
Because starting..well actually from yesterday..but seeing as i ruined it today...STARTING FROM TODAY I SHALL NOT BINGE EAT AND I SHALL SLIM DOWN FOR FORMAL!!
which is a month away...
Oh gosh. time really creeps up on you doesnt it?

ANYWAYYYYYS
formal hunting isn't going well AT ALL.
dress: undecided
shoes: what shoes -.-
bag: OMGGGGG
hair&makeup: where when who?
limo: I'll leave that up to siu :D
afterparty: would i even be allowed to go?
partner: waiting for growthspurt :S

So you see? I'm in desperate need of TIME which i dont really have considering the fact that i have at least 1 sac per week PLUS I'm behind on every subject.
CHEMISTRY SAC TMR: I HAVE NOT LOOKED AT BIOCHEMICAL FUELS YET WHY THEN HELL DO WE NEED THAT??!!??

On a positive note..
MOTHERS DAY IS COMING UP SOON!!!
Time to spend some quality time with dear mummy.
However, this brings about a big problem.
WHAT DO I GET HER???
and what should i make for breakfast? O___O
I mean...i would love to make a cake or something..but then i'd have to wake up at 5am? -.-
you see my dilemma.


and guys. HEI SE HUI MEI MEI ARE COMING TO MELB!!!
this friday. at melbourne uni. =]
some HSKA singing competition or something...not quite sure.
and guess what?? im not going :[ because mum thinks i should be studying OR doing something PROPER
when i asked her what PROPER was...she replied:
"well you need to go look at some formal dresses. and didnt you want trackies? and what about your cardigan that you wanted. and SHOES."
well....if thats what she means by PROPER im all up for PROPER stuff :D:D:D
BAHHAA

OH YES!!!.
peter. PLEASEPLEASE get a growth spurt T___T
i implore you.
yes i know you are 166
but IF I GET THOSE NICE 'hooker heels' (as siu calls them) THEN I SHALL BE 170!!!!
OH YES. and get a haircut too
so you can spike it up like daniel he BAHHAHAAH

ohdear. whatever happened to chemistry revision.
I SHALL TOODLOOS DARLINGS!!
xx

♥SUNdae