IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

FINALLY

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OMG IVE WAITED BLOODY 12 YEARS FOR THIS DAY :D
THE END OF MY HIGHSCHOOL CAREER
WOOOOOOOOOOOO

AND NOW
drama
movies
books
goingOUTOUTOUT
callme
xxxx


I AM SO HIGHHHHHHHHHHHH


LOL
guess what. I made an interesting discovery today.
A benefit of having a bf is to EAT YOUR LEFTOVERS WHEN YOU ARE FULL
MWAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHH
cept I only need linhtran with me :X


ANYWAY today had exam at 2
blahblah
then shopped around mc for winnies present.
FINALLY choose a bag i THINK is the size she wants -.- if it isnt dont blame me OKAYY??
ANYWAY trammed down to sofias and gave them their suprise partayyy
16 of us $180 THAT IS PRETTY DAMN GOOD YEAH?
I still owe her a 10page letter though.


OH AND TO YOU BABIES WHO I STILL OWE PRESENTS TO.
I shall try to get them one by one LOLOL
when i get more pocketmoney that is
SUNNYSUN is SOOOO BROKE

BUT ANYWAYYYY
What should i do thursday friday & sat?



WHOCARES IM OFF TO MY DRAMALAND NOW


i love yoo
like flies love poo


♥
S

STFUEXAMASDIAFJAGSDAJS

I CANT STUDY ANYMOREEEEEE
Not that I have studied at all today
BUT SERIOUSLY I CANT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT.




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Anyway reflecting on yesterday when we were discussing becoming nurses / doctors
I came across the realization that the first male ass i'll see (if I end up doing med) will most probably be some total stranger who is probably old ugly and hairy.

THAT CREEPS ME OUT BIGTIME.
I MEAN I SO DO NOT WANT MY EYES TO BE DESTROYED BY THAT TRAUMA.

1. I have NO intention of seeing a old mans ass, front OR back
2. I have NO intention of seeing a STRANGERS ass
3. I HAVE NO INTENTION OF SEEING ANY MALE ASS FOR THAT MATTER
4. I would not like the remainder of my innocence to be stripped from me in such a crude manner.
5. I cant remember but SOMEONE said that doctors have to wash patients too, just like nurses. And from sushi's story about her sis washing some old fat guy...I REALLYREALLYREALLY dont want to physically come in contact with male ass.
6. To be frank. I dislike male ass in general.
7. What if I get so disgusted I cant do my work properly?
8. OLD MALE ASS. Need I say more? THATS GROSS/
9. What if I have to like...wipe people's poo off their ass? OH GREAT HEAVENS do NOT make me do that.
10. I refuse to examine male asses or to diagnose problems related to their asses.

HMM so it seems I'm very unsuited to the medical path, yes?
I agree also.
I mean even if it was girl ass I'd still be way uncomfortable.
Its like...they call them PRIVATES for a reason you know. TO KEEP THEM PRIVATE?
But that isn't the worst part.
The worst part..is the dissection of a human body.



DEAD ASS



So now...I am reallyreally thinking how on earth I will ever be able to become a doctor. I'm not a really....GOREy person. Blood.guts.ass. Medicine doesnt seem that appealing anymore does it?


WELLL I shall be off now to 'attempt to read my unimath book'



aJAA


♥
S

So close

Finally there is only one more left.
Monday
5:pm
I
WILL
BE
FREE


Well almost free...theres always the interview to prepare for.

NO UPDATE the past 2 or so weeks NOT because I have been seriously studying my ass off, but because I spend every non-sleeping moment at home watching dramas.
HOT SHOT IS SO GOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!!
:)


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Well anyway we have 2 new members to the family.
2 8week budgies I brought for mums birthday.
The female is a light purple color and the male is bright blue/green with a yellow head.
HE IS SOOO PRETTY...more like a girl.
Which is why I have named him JJ after JaeJoong
♥
As for the female...we're still working on a good name.


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UNIMATH EXAM TODAY. 3HRs of hell
For some reason I couldnt breath during the exam -.-
Anyway I know exactly what Winnie means when she says that people dont understand or dont TRY to understand.
Sometimes when I say that I did shit
Or I dont understand
I'm not prepared...
IT ACTUALLY MEANS IM NOT PREPARED.

And most of the time, the response is "You'll be fine"
Really over the past few months I have come to be rather annoyed when people say that "dont worry you'll ace it"
Because you dont understand.
I WONT ace it.
SO PLEASE I BEG OF YOU.
DONT EVER SAY YOU'll ACE IT NO PROB.
Because that just shows you're not even listening to me, it just shows your ignorance.
And it leaves me feeling helpless.


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EVERYONE IS OVERSEAS NOW
and I am still stuck here...studying?
I MISS YOU bayBEEs


♥
S

Ramblings of a teenager

I AM SO GLAD
That exams are coming to and end.
And I am so glad
that things are the way they are now.
So really
THANKYOU :)
For being the past.
And thankyou
for not being in the future.
I love the fact that I dont care.

SO I am once again bored having spent the majority of my time today procrastinating :D




ANYWAY
More adds to the list from last night.

13) After a long time, what you think is 'like' is no longer 'like', it's a habit, and a comfort.
14) The things that are said may not be as important as the things that aren't said.
15) Sometimes you think you've moved on from the past, but when you have to choose between the past and the future, you won't necessarily let go that easily.
16) Not saying something doesn't mean it isn't true, it only means it's harder to admit.
17) People often have to decide between ones self interest, and the interest of others. Choosing the interests of others above your own doesn''t always mean they are better off. Choosing to be selfish doesn't always mean you have done the wrong thing.
18) When you're running, everything beside you is a blur, except for your destination. If you have no destination, and you dont slow down to notice where you are, then you become blind.
19) More often than not, people wait for the things they want rather than reach for it themselves. It's not laziness. Its called being scared.
20) There is always a story behind the story.

And I have absolutely no idea why I am writing these random 肉麻 and corny stuff. But HEYY you gotta admit some of them are pretty true huh.

But for now I would like to SLEEP.
I wonder if I actually do dream a lot, but then just forget?
I wish I could know.
From now on I should write my dreams (or what I can remember about them) in a little book.
Hmm



Goodnight dears



♥

SUN.

More than the sky

I have just spent the past 3 days doing nothing but watching dramas & tvshows.
And for that, I am very disappointed in myself.
But watching those unrealistic shows, I have come to the conclusion that:

1) The people you dislike are not at all as bad as you think they are.
2) The people you adore are not always as wonderful as you would like to think.
3) Misunderstanding come from doubt.
4) And leave a path of destruction behind them.
5) The people you value the most may not be the people that always believe in you.
6) The people you would have thought didnt care sometimes do care.
7) When people say forever, they dont mean forever. They only mean forever, for now.
8) Sometimes you have to have dreams in order to live life to the max.
9) And sometimes its better not to have dreams because when you realise they wont come true, you get more hurt.
10) Nothing in this world is definite. There is always the possibility that it will change. Even if you dont realise.
11) It's not called love if you love someone for all the good you see in them.
12) It's called love when you can see the bad in them, but love them for it anyway.



OH :)
My 18th birthday is still 3months away.
BUT I've thought of my birthday wish already.
There's almost nothing i want more than for that wish to come true.
But I'll never be able to know whether it really worked or not until AGGESSS later.
Maybe I should set a time limit for it? hmm

Anyway enough of my rambling. I really am feeling so very bored and strange.
DID I MENTION I AM DYING TO GO SHOPPING@@@@@@@@@@

Until next time.

♥

SS

wrong is right. right is wrong.

Once upon a time,
in a land far far away.

There lived a princess in a tower.
In a room on the top floor.
The tower had a tall wall around it.
And a moat with no bridge.
Guarded by a big fire-breathing dragon.

The princess waited and waited.
For days, weeks, months, years.
For the prince to arrive.
And take her to his grand castle.

But as time passed.
The prince still didnt show up.
The princess told herself to be patient.
And believe that the fairytale would end.

Until one day.
She decided to escape and look for him herself.
It a was perilous quest.
And she had reached the moat.
When she fell into its murky waters.

And realised.
That there was no dragon,
It was only her fears.

There was no moat.
It was only reality.

And the wall.
Was one she had built herself.

She realised that there was no point
in waiting in searching.

Because there was no prince.
And she was not a princess.

But when she regained consciousness.
She had forgotten everything.
Only that she was back in her tower.
Waiting for someone who would never come.




♥

S.


p.s. Im just bored