quotes

first time being to jacks in like AGGGESSS
so bored

anywayy...
unable to start studying
i was inspired by some deep fb statuses so i decided to google up "deep and meaningful quotes"
except the quotes that came back sounded a bit like a old grandpa
i then came across this blog
http://trueloveisworthwaiting.blogspot.com/
ahhh some truly cute quotes in there!!!!!!!
so yes i shall put 1 or 2 up everytime i blog :)

"If someone you love breaks your heart, cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it."

"The saddest love is to love someone, to know that they still want you, but the circumstances don't let you have them."

BAHHA ALSO I FOUND THIS LIST
omg love this blog LOL so funny

Perfect Man, Original List

1. Handsome

2. Charming

3. Financially successful

4. A caring listener

5. Witty

6. In good shape

7. Dresses with style

8. Appreciates finer things

9. Full of thoughtful surprises

10. An imaginative, romantic lover

Perfect Man, Revised List (age 32)

1. Nice looking (prefer hair on his head)

2. Opens car doors, holds chairs

3. Has enough money for a nice dinner

4. Listens more than talks

5. Laughs at my jokes

6. Carries bags of groceries with ease

7. Owns at least one tie

8. Appreciates a good home-cooked meal

9. Remembers birthdays and anniversaries

10. Seeks romance at least once a week

Perfect Man, Revised List (age 42)

1. Not too ugly (bald head OK)

2. Doesn't drive off until I'm in the car

3. Works steady - splurges on dinner out occasionally

4. Nods head when I'm talking

5. Usually remembers punch lines of jokes

6. Is in good enough shape to rearrange the furniture

7. Wears a shirt that covers his stomach

8. Knows not to buy champagne with screw-top lids

9. Remembers to put the toilet seat down

10. Shaves most weekends


Perfect Man, Revised List (age 52)

1. Keeps hair in nose and ears trimmed

2. Doesn't belch or scratch in public

3. Doesn't borrow money too often

4. Doesn't nod off to sleep when I'm venting

5. Doesn't retell the same joke too many times

6. Is in good enough shape to get off couch on weekends

7. Usually wears matching socks and fresh underwear

8. Appreciates a good TV dinner

9. Remembers your name on occasion

10. Shaves some weekends

Perfect Man, Revised List (age 62)

1. Doesn't scare small children

2. Remembers where bathroom is

3. Doesn't require much money for upkeep

4. Only snores lightly when asleep

5. Remembers why he's laughing

6. Is in good enough shape to stand up by himself

7. Usually wears some clothes

8. Likes soft foods

9. Remembers where he left his teeth

10. Remembers that it's the weekend

Perfect Man, Revised List (age 72)

1. Breathing

2. Doesn't miss the toilet

ALL FOR NOW♥
not forever



*****

11.25pm

you just suck like that
;(
i cant even be bothered complaining to my diary anymore
because its just going to be a repeat of what ive already said
you cant dttm
but ichmy


****


♥SUNdae

"Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out of my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.s. I'm still not over you
Still not over you"
-Rhianna

i hate how you invade my mind so easily
when i try so hard to keep you out
everytime i think im fine
i fall back again

keep changing like the tide :(




♥SUNdae

PAIGE!!!!!!

LADIES&GENTLEMEN
INTRODUCING THE LATEST MEMBER OF THE FAMILY
...
PAIGE!!!!!!!!adopted 30/8/09 :)

OHMIGAWWDDD

kk heres the story
on friday i was @ glenny with B1
and we saw this stall full of teddies&dolls :D
AND I SAW PAIGE!! ..except she was too expensive...so i moved my attention on to ISABELLA (which is another teddy that is like $50 LOL and had a cute lil pink dress)
well anywayy i decided to come back on sunday after tution. SO I DID :) i just wanted to have another look at isabella so i can decide whether or not i should buy her....
BUT THEN I SAW PAIGE AGAIN..and how do i put it...it was like love@first sight (with fireworks going BANG BANG in the background) BAHHAHAHA
She looked so sad there :( i wanted to take her home.
BUT OH SO EXPENSIVE!!! $75
see i thought i would only need 40..but i brought 30 more just in case...BUT THATS STILL ONLY 70!!! (and thats all the cash i have at home too!!)
so off i went to the ATM machine to check my balance
$2.23
VERYVERYBAD!!!
so i counted all the coins in my wallet..
$7.50
THATS 27 CENTS SHORT!!!! i was like SIF im going to end up not getting her JUST COS I WAS FRKN 27CENTS SHORT thats the lamest thing ever
ahhh but THANKS TO MY BRAINY BRAIN lol i remembered my schoolpurse..
and what do you know....there were some coins there!!!!
ANYWAY...i went back to the lady with my money
OH SO EMBARRASSING
LOLOL why?? cos i had $55 worth of coins :(
i handed the coins over with very sincere apologies. She looked at me weird...kept smiling and saying "oh thats okk" *chukle*
I WAS LIKE omg it looks like i just tipped out my piggybank or something
which..is kinda true LOLshh
ANYWAYSS..she asks me "so where did you end up getting all the money from?"
and i replied..."well...i have $2.23 left on my bank account"
AND SHE LAUGHED AT ME T____T
"dont worry...my daugher did that too today..she just called me saying she has $3 on her bank account because she brought a belt and shoes. How old are you?"
"um....17"
"oh...well shes 15"
ROFLMAO EMBARRASSING MUCH???????????
yesyes welllll
i now am reallyreally poor
so i guess no movie for me :( awwwwww
:) BUT NOW I HAVE A COLLECTORS TEDDY!!...not very handy if you wanna cuddle her while you sleep though..cos shes delicate + she has a tendancy to shed furr BAHAH

OKIEDOKIE
thats all for now

ily paige♥




♥SUNdae

step up

TIME TO STEPUP
i have made an epic decision :)
for the next 2.5months

SUNNY SUN WILL NOT USE MSN/FB FOR MORE THAN 20mins PER DAY
except on weekends :)
or unless there is some kinda pressing matter which i needa deal with LOL which hopefully there wont be
cant expect me to cut down too much♥

SO if you wanna chitchat
call me baby
*eyebrows*


LOOOOOOOOL
yes and i MUSTMUST study hard from now on
i mean...the whole point of____ was to concentrate more RIGHT?
MORE LIB. less comp. less food. less going out to do nonstudy related stuff.

2.5 months is really a VERYVERYVERY short time
so i gotta resist temptation
and BATTLE those snakes
so i can get into the course i want (Y)

ANNDD seeing as its getting closer to the GOODBYE time of the year :(
i wanna take heaps of photos
so i can put them all in a lovelyfolder
and look back on the beautiful people in my life
LOVE YOU ALL





***


感谢我不可以　住进你的眼睛
所以才能　拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾　用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽

感谢我不可以　拥抱你的背影
所以才能　变成你的背影
躲在安静角落
不用你回头看 不用珍惜


***





♥SUNdae

snakes

last night
i dreamed about SNAKES
the exact storyline of my little sleepy adventure i dont remember..
but i DO remember a part where i was inside a house
with mum
and then i saw a snake outside
and more and more
and then there were ALL THESE SNAKES in the garden
They were like supersnakes or something...kinda like the elasticdude in fantastic4
cos they could go through really small holes
At first they seemed like REAL SNAKES
but then after a while they looked more like cartoons snakes cos their heads were really big
AND THEN THEY STARTED COMING INTO THE HOUSE
and i was behind those glass door things
looking at them coming..and panicking
and somehow we managed to find somehting to kill off these snakes
well not kill...but either make them dissapear or like make them POP ROFLMAO

SSOOOO
i did a bit of google research to see what all that was about

http://www.experiencefestival.com/a/Dream_InterpretationDictionary_Snake/id/243109

In its psychological interpretation a snake in your dream is a phallic symbol, and to dream of one, especially if it was coiled around you, or otherwise on your body, is a warning that you may be a slave to either your sexual passions or repression. However, according to the oracles, snakes in a dream are warnings of various troubles, obstacles, or treachery. Of course the colors and other details must be carefully considered, but as a general rule: to dream that you were bitten by one portends a period of struggle against unfortunate circumstances, and if it was a cobra, it carries a special warning to guard against accidents in the following few weeks. If your dream featured a snake wound around you which you could not throw off, you are being warned to expect treachery where you least suspect it. To dream of being surrounded and unable to kill more than one or two indicates that you are in danger of being seriously cheated by someone you trust, but if you managed to kill (or get rid of) them all, it is a sign that you will succeed in spite of any hostile opposition; to walk over snakes without trying to kill them suggests that you will, in the end, actually turn the tables on those who are trying to block your way. To dream of playfully handling snakes suggests that you are in danger of being led astray by unprincipled friends or associates; and if your dream featured a professional snake charmer at work, it indicates that you will have to defend your reputation against malicious gossip.

http://www.unclesirbobby.org.uk/dreamessaysnake.php

Snakes are in some ways quite difficult but in other ways rather easy symbols., They are difficult because they can refer to lots of things such as an awkward sexual encounter, a person you do not get on with, a person who is deceitful, and a fear that some bad thing may happen very quickly. But all these things can be reduced to some simple questions - what is the biggest

problem in your life right now? What do you fear in the day to come? What difficult relationship is causing you problems? What problems are you wrestling with?

Snakes may refer to difficult situations that you feel you are being sucked into.
The snake may represent some fear that may strike at any moment.
Snakes can link to problems in general.
Snakes link a great deal to difficult relationships
Snakes in many ways can link directly to figures of authority. They maybe show that you feel under threat in some way.
Snakes maybe symbols of your own deceptive behavior.

Think about the bad things and troubled things. The snake represents the traps and troubles which we hope to avoid.
Snakes can link to intellectual and problems which you just cannot seem to solve.

DREAM TIP : Dreams are very much linked to day to day reality. They concentrate on changes in your thinking and new events. They are very much linked to the type of things you lie awake in bed thinking about. So when you try to understand what a snake means in a dream then its not actually so difficult. Snakes symbolize problems, traps, lies, bad relationships, and virtually any difficulty. A snake dream is likely to link to something that troubled you about the day before or something that you are worrying about in the day ahead.

Dreams generally link to some real issue of relevance to you right now. They may capture your feelings on some health issue, work problem , relationship in difficulty , your feelings about how things are generally going, your plans for the day ahead or some simple paranoia or fear.

hmm I WONDER

♥SUNdae

oh days like these

HAKUNA MATATA♥




i wish i was worryfree!!!!

but although life is slightly more peaceful...
VCE IS STILL NAGGING ME!!!!
:(




OH DAYS (or rather nights) LIKE THESES YOU JUST GOTTA ENJOY LIFE!!!
well yes my eyes are SOVERYTIRED and droopy and have dark circles under them...
BUT THAT DOES NOT STOP ME FROM GENERALLY FEELING GOOD.
BAHHAHA which reminds me...gotta ask mel if that eye roll on thingo works (Y)

watched 2 movies todayyy
DANCEFLICK (which despite having a rather entertaining trailer..did not turn out THAT funny)
& THE TAKING OF PELHAM 123
(which was MUCH better AHAHHAH and keeps you on the edge of your seat)

OMG WHICH REMINDS ME...
MOVIES TO WATCH:
☻my sisters keeper
☻fighting
☻sherlock holmes
☻alice in wonderland
☻G-force
☻surrogates
☻NEW MOON
soooooo if anyone is willing to watch one of them :) notify me please!!
yesyes im meant to watch mysisterskeeper with the lovelyschoolpeeps on wed next week

WHICH REMINDS ME
ILY DEAR SUSHI
xx


OKAY i am like increasingly freaked out at the general...EFFORT everyone is putting into their studies right now. i mean like....almost everyone i talk to is studying so hard?
and im like there going...yeh i'll handle it...
which basically means everyone is going for the home run whereas im just slacking off.
THATS WRONG!! AND BAD!!
SO I HAVE DECIDED
to be more studious
i shall study as much as possible when im not hanging out
so that when i DO hang out its okay...cos yeh ive done enough studying to make up for it?
AND!!! i brought a HUGE pack of chuppachups today
so i'll make sure i eat them when im studying instead of eating actual food which will make me fatfatfat.
(and yes shuttup they were viet chuppachups I DIDNT KNOW OKAYYYY duumaa)


i am rather bored and CBF going on msn or fb
SO I SHALL JUST type random stuff to myself
as i have explained i WOULD write it in my diary where you wouldnt have to read all this meaningless crap...but like yeh im too lazy
besides blabbing on about random stuff is fun♥


*****************************

PLANS FOR THE WEEKEND?

SATURDAY
wakeup&clean up room
studyyy
dentist @ 1.15
lib/shopping
STUDY!
dinner/tv
mayyybe some msnfbtime
sleep before 12!!!!

SUNDAY
bus to bh for tution
GLEN (i reallyreally want that teddy!! :O so im going to go spend my last savings on it T___T it will be worth it rightrightright??? omg $40 IM GONNA BE SO POOR)
maybe library..depending on the time
relax&dinner
studyy
hopefully not too long on the comp =.=
sleep around 12?

MAN I HAVE A FEELING I WONT BE ABLE TO STICK TO THIS lolollll
ohwells i'll give it a shot


*************************


OMG YES AND IF I HAVE TIME i may bake some cupcakes or something
seeing as certain lame people want to gobblethemdown
plus it makes me happy LOLL and we all need a happydose now and then!!
B1 YOU BETTER MAKE THOSE CUPCAKES YOU SAID YOU WERE GONNA MAKE!!! I WANT THEM



AHH YES
d&m question of the day
If there were 15 hostages that someone was willing to exchange for YOU...would you go and save them...but become the hostage yourself? or would you decline the offer??
3 scenarios:
a) hostages were just random people you dont know
b) hostages were your friends
c) hostages were your friends and family members
BAHAHH THIS WAS TAKEN FROM THE MOVIE!!!



sigh
you know how everyones like OMG AFTER VCE IM GOING TO JAPAN/HK/KOREA/TW/WHEREEVER WITH MY BUDDIES
but then like...its 2.5months till the end of vce
and basically no one has the time to think about that kinda stuff anymore?
:( nawww i really wanted to go!!!
but then again i dont think anythings going to be organised on time
WHICH IS WHY...i hope we can still go to like goldcoast or something together
and then leave the OVERSEAS stuff till after 1styr uni
LOLOL which is what most people do anyway??
BUTBUT I ReALLY WANTED TO GO!!!!!!!
ohwells cant wait to go back to china either (Y)
shoppingshoppingshopping♥
eatingeatingeating♥
grandparents♥
generally feeling spoilt and carefree and getting what i want MAKES ME HAPPY
LOOOOL i hope my future hubby is a millionaire&really good at spoiling ppl
BAHHAHHAHHAHHH

OKAY I SHALL END THIS RANDOMNESS NOW!!!!!!!


OH NO WAIT JUST ONE MORE THING
sorry about having a tantrum last night!!!
x__x
you know its just like..the ..err..EXCITEMENT (i guess you can call it?) you get from suddenly finding out something :(
but yes i still shudnt have been so lame
VERY immature and selfish
I IS SORRY LAH


OKAY NOW THIS IS THE END TO THE RANDOMNESS


mwahxx
♥SUNdae

%@*#^$(!)!

THAT
IS
THE
STUPIDEST
THING
I
HAVE
EVER
FRKN
HEARD
OF










screw it
GAYGAYGAYGAYGAY











>:@
going to bash up my pillows then eat icecream
RAWRRRRRRRRRR

why the eff am i still not sleeping

could have slept at 12






@#*?!%^$&







♥SUNdae

LOOLLLLLLLLLL

JUST REMEMBERED!!
saw this @ VEGGIE BAKERY in bh today

BAHAHHAHAHA oh the TRUTHFULNESS of this

YOUsir are a CHICKEN BUN thats what




BAHHAHAHA and ur only worth $1.80 tsktsktskk

it didnt evn taste like chicken...tasted like BBQpork ROFLMAO
ohwellss


SOOOO this is what i got up to when i was meant to be studying for acc sac BAHAHAHA
such a camwhoreeeee♥♥

BAHHAHA OKAYOKAY now i will go back to talking on msn :D
AND THEN SLEEEPP!!!!!!!!!!!

-.- yeh yeh i know study too...


YESSIR!!

♥SUNdae

something new

OKAY GUYSSSS

sooo!!! trying out our new plan (Y)
THIS BETTER WORKKK

B1

"I, B1, PROMISE B2, THAT I WILL STUDY AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE TO PASS SEMESTER 2 AND ALSO TO GO TO ALL OF MY UNI CLASSES UNLESS I MUST MISS IT DUE TO UNAVOIDABLE CIRCUMSTANCES. AND I ALSO PROMISE TO TRY AND BE THE HAPPIEST I CAN. HOWEVER, THIS ONLY APPLIES IF B2 ALSO FULFILLS HER OWN PROMISE." -12.55am

YOU SAID IT!!! SO YOU BETTER NOT BREAK UR PROMISEE!!!!!!!!

and YES I PROMISE TO STUDY MOREE!!!!!!
wasnt that the point of this new plan anyway???


Bum

YOU BETTER TRY YOUR HARDEST TO MAKE IT GO AWAY LIKE I AM.
COS IF YOU SNOB ME OFF
I WILL KILL YOU
IF YOU MAKE ME REGRET
I WILL KILL YOU
IF I END UP KILLING YOU
I WILL KILL YOU
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE





pray that this works out

♥SUNdae

mydear

"And right now, I am here and you are there
It’s not like climbing up a stair
And though it hurts ‘cause we still care
The gotta go is so unfair"

LALALA bored
okok
i have done NO WORK SINCE WEDNESDAY
soooooooo
i will now force myself to do some accounting
:O

LOOLOLOL i had a little tantrum today
cos my teeth left me grumpy
ANNDD i TOLD MUM TO TURN ON THE INTERNET
and shes like..OK!!!
and then goes and makes a LONG AS PHONECALL
=.= cant she like PAUSE FOR 1min to TURN IT ON FOR ME????
i tell ppl to WAIT all the time for her =.=
WHY CANT SHE DO IT FOR ME
yes well yes acted rather immaturely for a while
(IM USUALLY VERY MATURE)
then went to go on the swings in the park to chilloutt
LOOLOLOL my cold got worse from that i think =.=
YES thennn decided to take a detour thru monash uni on the way home
except i got lost-.-
ended up one street away from home
OHWELLS
it was scary BAHAHAH


OKAYOKAY ANYWAYY
i shall listentomusic + doaccountinghomework


TOODOLOOS




♥SUNdae

MADE MY DAY

guysguys
as you know i was feeling rather bludgy and grumpy today

which is why i would like to thank mr.eren commenter tan
for making my day
and being the catalyst for my HAPPYHIGH right now
:D
its like one of those moments MOMENTS!!!! where everything is WEE AND HAPPY!!!

yesyes i am going to copypaste our convo
BAHHAHAHA



S:LOLOLL and btw i am PROPERLY commenting you cos yes i find commenting comments very...weird and pointless ROFLMAO

E: and yes,... i am commenting your comment because by the time i started typing this comment, i hadn't finished reading your comment and so i didn't realise you find commenting comments weird hahhahaha.....

S:and sif comment my comment which i almost commented back
LOLOL well now that you have finished reading AND commenting my comment you now know that i find commenting comments weird which is why i am commenting on a proper comment and not commenting on my comment which you also commented on?
CONFUSION FTW

E:and.... i like to comment comments because it's ironic that you can comment a comment. it's also a lot more convenient commenting a comment because you don't have to make your own comment to which the person you are commenting may comment thus wasting your time making a real comment when they've just decided to comment your comment. Also just to annoy you =p i'm commenting on your comment thus making your proper comment useless because it's much more convenient to comment this comment than to create my own comment, but you won't comment your own comment which i commented on because you find it weird to comment comments !

S:AND OMGGGG CONFUSION TO THE MAXXX
=.= i find it rather annoying that you keep commenting on my comment instead of making your own comment in response to my comment. and yes it is ironic that you can comment a comment but just because you can comment a comment you shouldnt comment a comment left on your own wall because after all the person who commented you are expecting a proper comment inreturn for their proper comment instead of a comment on their comment. the only time you should comment on a comment is if the comment being commented on is neither commented by you or directed to you. i expect that you shall reply to this comment by a proper comment instead of commenting on this comment.

E: i seee...welll.
i've decided against commenting your comment in lieu of making my own comment to which you can comment on =). in complying to your comment that i should make a proper comment instead of comment your comment which by the way is goi...ng out of my way since it's a lot more convenient to comment your comment and not make a proper comment for which you can reply with a proper comment, although it is courteous not to comment your comment i do agree, i think it necessary that you comment my comment so we're equal somewhat in commenting comments and thus commenting comments are no longer needed and we can make proper comments instead of commenting comments ! we shall not comment each other's comments but make proper comments, unless it's another person's comment which we are commenting in which case it is okay to comment comments because commenting comments isn't rude because the commentor making the comment has commented on the comment made by another commentor =)

confusioned ?

S:oh fellow commenter
i am very glad that you commented properly in response to my comment instead of commenting my comment because yes it IS much more polite. this way i can properly respond to your proper comment instead of looking like a idiot and b...eing the only one commenting. i agree that we should not comment eachothers comments unless required to do so...for example if the comment was in response to someone elses comment on our comment which is a good reason to comment on a comment. as tiresome as proper comments are...they are much better than commenting comments because then you can actually SEE the comment on peoples walls instead of seeing a comment of a comment.i dont quite understand why comments on comments are even allowed seeing as it is rather pointless. if you wanted to comment why not just comment instead of commenting on a comment? but then again i guess sometimes the thing you want to comment on is infact someone elses comment.

BAHAHHAHAHAHA
omg
complete waste of time BAHAHHAHAAH

TY MUCHOS

♥SUNdae

:O

omfg


SOMEONE WATCH DANCE FLICK WITH MEEEEEEEEE
:)


more procrastination ftwww

:P


cbf writing in diary -.- too reliant on technology to be bothered with picking up a pen and putting it to paperrrr
LOLL


randomrandomrandom


i sniff at the rate of 10sniffs per minute

i cough at the rate of 20 coughs per hour

i laugh at the rate of 1 laugh per hour

i am random at the rate of 100000 randoms per second

BWAHAHAHAHHA



yes i am currently saving up money
(Y)
sunny's want list:
- NEW HC TEDDY/SOFTTOY (Y) that bear@glenny is soooo going home with me
- one of those cool as pro makeup boxes :D saw the makeupladys one and IT IS AWESOME i shall play dressups with it BAHHAHA
- curler :D i dont plan on spending $35 eachtime i want curly hair =.=
- straightener :) isnt it like supposed to be every teens MUSTHAVEitem?
- longtopsss so it can cover up my hippo ass
- new tightsssss
- black jacket (Y)
- BOOTS
- necklace
- microsoftdisc ROFLMAO >__> gg comp
- new speakerrs. current ones are ugly no offense =.=
- proper cold/cough medicine that works
- wii :)
- IPHONEEEE
- big jumperrs are the love
- MORE BAKING EQUIPMENTT!!!!!!
- a blanket/throw
- need new bagggg
- plane tickets to china
- no make that plane tickets to jpn/korea/tw THEN to china (Y)
- gossipgirl ALL SEASONS seeing as i havnt evn watched A SINGLE DAMN EPISODE :O
- a chandilier for my bedroom ROFLMAO
- HOW COULD I FORGET!!!! A PUPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY "who let the dogs out WOOF WOOF WOOF"
- new watch
- willywonka chocolate ROFLMAO i wish
- this list was supposed to be realistic =.= OH WELLS
- haircut ROFLMAO...but scared they'll gimme a mushroom head again
- ALL OF TECKS SHEET MUSIC
- after i reunite with my darling piano :( baby i miss you sooooo much xx
- puppypuppypuppypuppypuppypuppypuppy
- those L shaped cushionsss
- LOL can you buy a 99.95?
- and last but not least ... JIRO
- or if the above one is too unrealistic....then i guess aaron would be okay too ROFLMAOOOOO I WISH
damn should have wished for that BAHAHHAHAHHAHA NUUUUUUUUUUuu
:D

yesyes ROFLMAOO okkk now i gotta choose one of the above to save up for
hmmm
orrr i could make a note of them and take it back to give to deardaddy and nag him to buy for meee ROFLMAO hes gonna have a heart attack

OH SHIET I FORGOT!!!!!!!! A LAPTOP!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
sony hopefully :)
PINKK THEY HAVE PINKK
but narr i'll go sophisticated && get black/silver
...buttbutbutbut PINNKKKKKKKKK


ok wtf am i on about?
now i am going to busy myself with tv
screw accounting

i is not in the feeling for study lah

LMAO EVEN I LAUGH AT MY LAMENESS WOOOOOOTTTTTTT
must be that chicken from before
damn you chicken
BAHAHHAHAHHAHA :( i wanna buy chickens for the other house
but like yerr if i get chickens + puppy...something tells me its not gonna turn out great
but then agian they might become like full bffls
hmm should i try?
i can get them matching collars
BAHHAHAHHAHA or not =.=


yes i am about to shutup
and yes please dont even bother to read anything in my blog anymore
cos like yeh its a waste of your precious 5mins of life you can spend eating or doing somthing meaningful
i WOULD write this in my diary
but yes like i already said..too lazy to write :) typing is faster
or maybe i should get one of those private blogs anthea has? like her ONLINE DIARY or something BAHAHHAHAHHA
or not cos i cbb
you know i should change the layout here
but once again i cbb
i should also write somehting meaningful
cbb
i should get off mny fat ass and do hw
cbb
i should get off my fat ass and bake cake
cbb
i should shut up
cbb
ROFLMAO ok no thats a lie
cos technically if i shuttup and get off my fat ass then i cud go downstairs and eat choc cake whilst watching KATE & LEOPARD or whatever that thing is called
unless....WILLYWONKA is also VERY tempting..all that damn chocolate



OH GOD MY GAYNESS NEVER CEASES TO AMAZE ME

sorry guys :(

♥SUNdae

i refuse to diet

MWAHAHAHAHARHHHH
>:]
i am feeling EXTREMELY satisfied with myself
seeing as i was able to successfully persuade mum into buy 3huge asianbread thingos :D
LOOOOOOOOOOL
even though she was complaining abt me being fat and going on a diet the whole time
-.-
still BAHHAAHA


hmmm
so far my plan at nerding out has...been temporarily postponed LOL
my sniffing makes my head go WEEEEEEEEEEEEE
LOLOL
yes the past 3days i have had PLENTY of sleep :D
well its not like i have much else to do
ANNDD ive watched more tv thn i have in like...AAGGGEEESSSS
LOL using my time VEERRYYY wisely :) BAHAHHA
okok yes i know i should have done some hw
-.-...soonsoonn

OMG WENT DENTIST TODAYYY
mm chose light purple bands and they turned out pink :)
heyhey IM NOT COMPLAINING BAHAHH
buttt omgg the front teeth now HURTLIKEHELL which leaves me a pretty UNsunny sunny

brought more choc chips :) and cocoa powder todayyy
so i expect i shall be making more cookies/cupcakes soon enough


nownow as i have repeatedly told sushi
I WANT TO WATCH MY SISTERS KEEPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
rawrrrrrrrrr
its based on Jodi Picoult's novel (all her books are kinda sadish)
has anyone read the book? :D its a good book yeayeayeaaahhh
so sad i cried sooo much :(
and with camerondiaz in the moviee im SUUREE i'll cry if i see it :)
its basically abt a girl (Anna) whos sister (kate) has some disease that i cant remember the name of
and like....to put it harshly her purpose in life is to save her sister from this deadly disease.

"It made me wonder, though, what would have happened if Kate had been healthy. CHances are, I'd still be floating up in Heaven or wherever, waiting to be attached to a body to spend some time on Earth. Certainly I would not be part of this family. See, unlike the rest of the free world, I didn't get here by accident. And if your parents have you for a reason, then that reason better exist. Because once it's gone, so are you." (p8)

seee VERY deep (Y)
yesyes well basically she attemps to sue her parents for her own right to her own body
and yup wont ruin the rest for youuu
:( so saddd


ROFLMAO oh yes i was meant to upload the pics of the cookies i baked
but sooo cbf
right now my main concern is getting mum to buy that stupid disc thingy so i can finally use the comp that is sitting ALL READY on my desk =.=
LOLOL that way i can like scab movies+drama off everyone
YAYYY!!!!!!!!!
mmm mum is making potato&pasta salad atm :D
and I shall have the honor of doing the currychicken sausages + BBQ chicken wings that we brought today
(Y)(Y)
i am so fat
omg
LOLOLOL
BUT YES AS THE TITLE OF THIS ENTRY SAYS
I REFUSE TO DIETTTTTTTTT
not yet anyway
i mean i need all the distraction i can get
unless you want me to sleep even more? LOOLOL

STUPID JASON -.- keeps telling me that i have noticeably gained weight
ROFLMAO YOU SUCK -.-
if i had some alcohol in me i would CRY
but i dontreallygiveashit atm
welll no thats a lie LOOL i still wish there was some kinda magicpill that makes you lose weight..one that actually works??
not i can be bothered looking for one =.= meehhhh
OMG EVEN MY DENTIST COMMENTED ON HOW "SHE LOOKS BETTER WHEN HER FACE IS SLIGHTLY ROUNDER"
im like....errr is it THAT obvious =.= come onnn only 2kg since i started dieting
I NEED TO GO BACK TO MY WEIGHT IN....YR10 :O
damnnn goodtimes (Y)

sushidear lets take up exercising
as soon as i can be bothered im going to go do situps :D and jog
-.- yeh i always say that but like it never lasts for more thn 2days
BAHAHHA OH WELLSSSSSS

right off to put the chicken in the ovennn
byebycicle!!!

♥SUNdae

lah de dah

BAHAHAHHAHAH

manngg i was gonna blog last night buttt

MUM TURNED OFF THE INTERNET

cos yes we've gone over our limit for the month :( thanks to my excessive uploading on fb

(Y) love photos♥♥

YES I AM SICKKK

:D

loolol felt D-E-A-D yesterday buttt still tanked it and went lib after unimath :)

well okay mainly cos winnie would have kidnapped me there anwyay

and also i already asked charliechaplan to go with me :(

LOLOLOL DIDNT DO ANY WORK

all i did was like..sit down in the kiddie books section and mass d&m

or ratherrr...BAHAH THEY BOTH RAGED AT ME

LOOOOOOOOOOOL

sif rage at me guys :( AND SIF IM STUBBORN AND SINGLEMINDED

and for your information I AM SELFISH ENOUGH OKAY sheeeesh

-.-

yes well yes TYWINNIEDEAR for your veryyy motherly letter :)♥

and yes sorry LOLOL me&charliechaplan went to get pizza

binge eating is always no1 in my HOWTOFEELBETTERKIT

okayokay i shall...half listen to your advice for now :) until yes i come up with some supersaiyan idea like einstein BAHAHHAHAHAH

♥♥♥♥ you guys MWAx

LOLL went home and...errr what did i do?

OH YESSS

LOLL i grabbed a blanket and curled up on the sofa to watch tv

BAHAHHA JULIA WON THE AMERICAS MOST BEAUTIFUL PERSON!!!!

couchpotatoed till like 11ish?

went upstairs to BLOG but yes like i said NO INTERNET

so just listened to music while i made another lame diary entryy

man im surprised ive kept up amy for like...almost a month now :D :D

almost a month D:

ANYWAYYYYY =.=

ROFLMAO NO ENG PERIOD2 TODAY sooo i woke up at 9 and lied in bed whilst listening to some stevie&david for like 1.5hrs

then obviously...foooddddd

and now...ROFLMAO i finished tagging ppl on fb cos IM AT MOUNT WAV LIBRARY

bahaha how sad i am mangg

only cos fb got blocked at school :(

GOOD! wont get distracted this way (Y)

yesyesyesyesyes GUESS WHAT GUYS

im going to GET BACK TO BEING A NERD

or rather

try to catch up seeing as im 3.5ch behind in spesh and 6 ch behind in chem and 1HUGE ch behind in acc :)

2 sacs next week :O

OH OH OH

i would also like to apologize to certain people esp sushi&winnie&cb

abt my errr call it moodswings? BAHHAHAHAAH

lets just blame it on pms for the moment

heyhey I CANT HELP IT OKAYYY

im like :) :( :O :/ :S :D >:[

so yes put up with it for a while

♥

okay better start walking down to schoollll

sigh so lame school LOLL

3more months!!!!!!!!

32 more school days :O

omgg :s makes it sound uber scary yer??

UPDATE LATERR xxxx

♥SUNdae

im fine

IM FINE :)







lol just pmsing guys
sorryyyyy




♥SUNdae

bu zhi dao

missed school today
mums going to be pissed when she comes back home
shes going to ignore me
i know it


i hope this doesnt turn into routine
i refuse to be emo


you seem fine
so im the only one shitting myself probably


i seriously need to not care as much about the whole situation
but right now i cant get it out of my damn head
i'll force it out of my head
i can hide
i know you think i cant hide
maybe i can though. maybe i can hide just enough so that you guys cant hurt me this much
just enough so that im not fully distracted from anything else
enough so that the screwed up thoughts in my head can go away
? do you think i can?


maybe if i keep fakelaughing...it will turn into real laughter :O
BAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
err no that just sounds out of place


what the hell am i thinking?
argh im so confused
i need someone to just figure it out for me
ITS SO DAMN CONFUSING
why am i even feeling this way this fucked up way
it all comes down to my fault doesnt it
yes


no i dont want to keep thinking about this
i only want to think about my studies right now
eliminate problems
need to find a way to do that


omg why did i even let myself be this fucked
its unfair. to me. to you guys.
i'll fix it
yes? no. i'll try



how long will it take? until things are normal enough for you to stop hiding
im just DYING to know -.-
and also how your feeling right now
is it really fine for you now? is it just me that is sad we cant be normal?


i wish i understood all this shit im feeling
so i can do something about it
but now i dont even know what to do
other than run


oh god


♥SUNdae

i dont give a.....i wish

the word that perfectly summarizes my mood atm is FUCK
which i would prefer not to use but PHUCK doesnt seem to quite fit

also seeing as my mood is shit + im pmsing + shit keeps happening...excuse me if i use repetition of swearwords ok cos they seem to make a better point :)

well basically
im fucking pissed
i would be pissed at you. but i know its not your fault
so instead i just alternate between being pissed at you and pissed at me :)
oh btw this is AFTER the extreme emoness which im sure is going to come back and haunt me very soon
ok i dont give a crap if i sound like some whiney little brat emo
but my life is shit and i dont know how i got here
i mean did you NOT know the implications of acting this way?
i mean COME ONNNNNNNN
GRRRRR
BUT THEN AGAIN NONE OF THIS IS YOUR FAULT
its all my bloody fault omfg
memememememyselfandi
yes thats right once again the fool digs herself into a hole thats too tight to get out of
ok so im left here
not knowing what to do
and going all boohoo one moment then RAWR the next moment
and this just HAS to come at this perfect timing when i already have crappy stuff to worry about
WHY am i so damn stupid? like seriously
ok i refuse to let myself keep crashing everytime something happens
BUT I CANT DAMN HELP IT
and now im not going to be able to concentrate on anything
I MEAN WHY THE HELL WOULD I BE SO STUPID AS TO NOT DO ANY STUDY WHEN FRKN EXAMS ARE FRKN 2MONTHS AWAY

you know what
if i knew exactly what you were thinking or what you wanted or what you need
then i'd know what to do
but now im like stuck
AND YES I SOUND LIKE A BITCH BUT THATS COS IM AT THE PEAK OF MY PISSDOM RIGHT NOW AND I WANT TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF IT BEFORE I START FEELING ALL EMO AND LAME AGAIN

omg this is so unfair seriously
i wonder...was it planned? or did it suddenly pop into your strangestrange head while you were eating a ham sandwich
maybe i'll have a inspirational POP of my own when i eat my damn sandwich next time

ok NOTE TO WHOEVER READS THIS if anyone does;
if you have a problem with someone. tell them. cos that way you can solve it without them going WTF ARE YOU DOING and it might actually HELP the situation instead of screwing it up

plan x looks more and more inviting
i mean like if im going to be depressed anyway i might as well double the depressness and just go the full way
this week i swear is so unlucky

ok if i wasnt such a chicken i would run away right now
from everything
to like that lil island in singapore or something like that
omg unfortunately my life isnt as cool as the chick in boysoverflowers

omfg how the fuck am i meant to study now
oh im screwed
wish i was like sushi...study is her distraction
im like the opposite...stuff like this just distracts me from studies
oh man after doing so shit in the sac and pmsing THIS had to happen.. THEN MUM HAD TO JUST BE THE ICING ON THE CAKE
i am seriously inches away from bursting
somethings gotta give.. i swear
i cant keep up with all of it





OMG ITS ALL MY FAULT WHAT DID I DO WRONG WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
why does it have to be like this
i mean did you have to go the the extreme :(
why why why why whyyy
HOW DID IT GET HERE
okokok its my fault its all my fault
can we just you know be normal
cant we all be happyfamily yay no worries kinda thing??

i have my assumptions
which i wish are totally wrong and off track
but they seem to be a perfect fit atm
sigh


will whatever your doing make you happy?
i mean will it solve whatever you need to solve?
if it makes you happy if its what you want
then i'll try tank it
will it really?


man i wish i knew what you were thinking right now
are you even slightly upset about what your doing?
or does it make you feel better
am i the only one being lame

LOL no wait i think i know the answer
yes i over dramatize stuff
so this is prob the same yer?
i mean i could like wake up and then realise it was just a misunderstanding yer?
despite all the damn evidence that even i, the slow one, picked up


and why am i not writing this in my diary damn
stupid diary have to handwrite OMGG takes me forever

well yes well
im screwed
and i need a EXIT plan
anyone? someone?


omg just to think only yesterday we were still discussing ...-.-
i hope this helps you
cos its screwing me up
i hope this foolishness stops soon
because i would really appreciate being able to concentrate on my studies when i need to
ie the next 2months?
and yes this isnt making me concentrate
=.=
unless i get my brain washed :O
BAHAHHAHH
sigh no

well im off
mass D&M coming upp
i am sooooo going to stick pins and voodoo you next time i get pissed =.=


OH MY GOD THIS IS SO CHILDISH
=.=

♥SUNdae

home alone

♥♥♥♥
When I say jump,
you say how high
I ain't never seen nobody,
how they get so high
Like a bird, like a plane,
this party got me insane
This party got me insane,
so jump jump jump jump
♥♥♥♥





yes thats RIGHT im home on a normal school day
and NOT because im wagging =.= LOOLOL
DOUBLE ACCOUNTING GOT CANCELED!! only 1st&6th period...and unimath =.=
bahhah TY wilson for walking me down to the busstop &waitingg
OMG SIF MISSED THE BUS =.= had to wait like 30mins hommggg

ANYWAYYS
theres been HEAPS of times the past few days when i reallyreally wanted to blog =.= but MUM WAS USING THE COMP AND RAGING AT ME =.= so unfortunately i was unable to update

yesyes well what have i got to say? lol
BUSYTIMES we are living in
which is why i have given up on my spesh sac =.= its tmr and i KNOW i wont be able to do shyt tonight..not with formal to worry abt

sighh WE BETTER BE DOING SOMETHING AFTER DEB or else i would have skipped formal AP for nothing =.=
hmm dont evn know if mum will let me out after deb :S

OH YES. MAJOR DISSAPOINTMENTTTT
didnt get to see that meteor shower last night =.= should have gone to mt dandy
but someone was too chicken to -.-
nawwww i had 2 wishes all lined upp
still working on the 3rd one :D LOLOL i'll make that one later when i can think of a pro one that covers like 5wishes in 1 BAHAHHAHA im asian i want better value (Y)



hmm suddenly had the thought
if you had to choose between family and friendship who would you choose?
frienship or love?
love or family?

if you could spend the last year of your life with one person...would it be your brother.sister.parents? your best friend? or your crush?

hmm very hard questions LOLOL
i mean i know that laogoongtracy values friendship over love LOLOL
ahhh gotta love her for all her wise advice (Y)
but then she prob would prefer family over friends right?
hmmmm which would i prefer
i mean on a day to day basis prob choosing to hang with friends over family is normal..
but when it comes down to something big. e.g. if here was gonna be a MASSIVE meteor shower LOL and you could only hang with ONE person...wouldnt someone in your family be more important?
but then again either way you would be emo =.=
LOLOLL cos you would have 'ditched' other people
HOMG SUCH A HARD QUESTION




OH AND YES ANOTHER DEEPANDMEANINGFUL THING FOR YOU TO PONDER
while B1 and i were perving on puppy photos @ borders we came across this quote

"In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing."

-Mignon McLaughlin

ROFLMAO some serious corniness going on here
but yes...is what this mcLAUGHlin guy's claim true???
i mean LOL as i pointed out LOVE can be heapps of types of love. FRIENDSHIP IS LOVE FAMILY IS LOVE
so how is it possible that ONE person can be everything
i mean 2 - 1...leaves you with heaps of other love
which does NOT equal nothing =.=
so yes I DISAGREE because love isnt all invested in one person. its invested in HEAPS of people =.=

so B1 how do you like my logic huh :D persuaded yet?
BAHAHHAH yesyes we found other VERYcoolcorny quotes too (Y) which i shall get off his phone later LOOLOOLL


okok i am going to stop being a noob and d&ming with the laptop screen in the middle of a school day the day before my spesh sac and formal :D


OFF TO EAT!!?

♥SUNdae