Thursday, April 15, 2010

Regret.

I knew it would come to this.

MIDSEM EXAM IN 8 HOURS
ON ALL THAT WE HAVE COVERED IN THE FIRST 5 WEEKS

AND GUESS WHAT?
Im attempting to go though all of that RIGHT NOW seeing as I did no studying in those 5 weeks.

Started to proper study at 9pm today.
AND IM STILL SUMMARISING THE SECOND SOCIOLOGY LECTURE
omg im dooooomedddd

I have to leave the house at 7
Therefore have to eat/shower/dress/packbag at 6am

So now I have 6 hours to get through the rest of sociology
AND START ON anatomy + biology + pharmacology +whatever else there is

WHY DO I ALWAYS DO THIS!!! leave it to the goddamn last minute
RAGE >:[


Oh and btw if i hear anyone saying YOU"LL BE FINE COS YOU"RE SUNNY SUN then please slap yourself because otherwise i will do it for you -.-
NO I WILL NOT BE FINE
AND NO I AM NOT BEING MODEST ABOUT 'NOT STUDYING'
BECAUSE I ACTUALLY HAVE. NOT. STUDIED. FOR. ANY. OF. THIS
understand my simple english?

NO I DID NOT SECRETLY NERD IT OUT AT HOME IN THE PART 5 WEEKS
I
ACTUALLY
DID
NOTHING

arrghhh!!!!!!!!!! why cant people understand that -.-
if you want to say something then suggest something that can actually HELP
cos im peeing myself ARRGHHH


Im actually reallyreallyREALLy worried i wont pass.

95% chance of me failing this exam.
But i guess its good in that it will be a massive wakeup call.
SUNNYSUN YOU ARE NO LONGER ON HOLIDAY
AND YOU ARE NO LONGER IN VCE WHERE YOU CAN GET AWAY WITH LAST MINUTE CRAMMING.

OHEMGEE
am i going to fail for the first time in my life :S


Today in the library darren, phil, tony, jonlee, eren, eunice were discussing what we had to know for the exam
and i sat there feeling like the STUPIDEST pile of poo ever
because i never learnt any of that.
some of it sounded farmiliar
but only the words. no idea what they actually meant.


:(


I think i can get through sociology and anatomy
but thats only 40% of the marks
AND I WONT REMEMBER ALL OF IT cos wayy to much to remember

as for bio im really screwed cos theres like about 300 pages in the LIFE textbook im meant to know
A hA hA hA
i really should have studied all those times i went on fb
Today was the first time i actually sat down and READ the lecture notes and tried to write my own notes for them.


IM SUCH A FAIL MED STUDENT



yes i know im ranting
i didnt say you had to read this


THANKGOD i dont have fb right now
or i might have been tempted again
BUT IM PRETTY PROUD OF MYSELF 3hours of solid study
only had a 10min break in between to eat a pear AHAHAH
so although i hate to admit it
leotard you actually did a good thing :)


OKAY.
ALLNIGHTER.
STUDY.
CRY IN A TOILET IF I FAIL.




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