theres a narrow line between SLOW and DUMB =.=

SIGHHH

i
stuffed
piano
exam
.

BUT HEY!! its over at least =D
&& for once...im not stressing out LOL. coz ive kinda given up hope already
well this is gonna be my worst result EVER for piano =.=
my record so far:
gr2: A+
gr5: A+
gr7: A
gr8: ??? (C? B?)

ANYWAYS.
ohmigawd.
i am such a dumbass
kkkk this morning..i went to the bus stop (of rather i RAN)
&& i watched the bus go past ROFLMAOO
so i waited for the next bus
but then it was getting close to 8:30
so i called mum && she came to drive me to school instead
KK so i arrived in time
&& i was sitting on the steps outside music centre when..
suddenly i realised that mel & panda were already gone.
&& im like...OH CRAP WE HAVE ENGLISH FIRST PERIOD...am i late ?!!?
(ms scholes is UUBERscary)
so i 'walk briskly' to P9
and the classroom is empty...
and there were hardly any people walking around.
so im like...hmm mayb im really early??
i decide to walk back up so i can check a timetable.
and then i meet winnie on the way
shes like... UR REALLY LATE go check the library
so i 'briskly walk' up to the library..
and i still cant find my class
so then i go down to the yr12 lockers to check timetable
AND I COULDNT FIND MY ENGLISH CLASS WRITTEN ON THE SHEET THINGO
so im like..WTH MANNN
i go to the yr11 lockers
AND I STILL COULDNT FIND MY CLASS
i kept checking my diary..and my timetable says FIRST PERIOD ENGLISH
so im like...full on lost && stressing myself
....
and then i realise i was looking at mondays timetable
HAHAHAHAHAA
because i didnt come to school on monday...so i kinda thought today was monday
and on mondays i have eng first
but when i was checking the timetables @ lockers..i was looking at TUESDAY
and i realised i had accounting
so i 'briskly walked' once again down to B3
=.=
&& everyone was looking @ me like..WTHH ur 20mins late
but at least i didnt get a latepass =D=D=D

okokok anyways
what was the point of writing this long piece of thingymajigy that you dont care about?
well...i just had an epiphany:
i think my heads stuffed up =]=]

(btw this hypothesis was further proved when at recess desmond tried to tell me some jokes...and i didnt get what HAPPYHAPPYTIME was...so he had to do a body gesture to get me to understand.
and then i didnt get the punchline of the joke =.=
or whatever you call the answer of a joke )

OK.
end of report.
goodnight.
and dont let the bed bugs bite.
if they do....
THEN BITE THEM RIGHT BACK. those son of a MAGGOTs

expectations

i hate it
how pplz dont realise that
its hard keeping it up.

i hate it when
i dont live up to other peoples expectations;
to my expectations.

dont they realise that sometimes i get tired too?
that i want to just forget all the stupid crap im supposed to do,
and just relax?
but i cant.

i dont like it how people just assume
that im going to get a good mark for a test..
just because im sunny sun.

because when i dont get that result,
it just makes me feel all the more guilty,
more dissapointed.

i wish my mum didnt always expect so much from me,
even though i know
its only because she believes in me.

i just wish that once in a while i could come home
with my C+
and have someone tell me that it was a good effort,
that i should just try harder next time.

but instead
all i get is "what happened?"

and then there are the people
that dont understand
that even though i may have done better than them
i still failed myself.
the raw marks mean nothing.
its the comparison between your past results that really matter.
so when i say i did bad, it just means that i could have gotten better,
because i ddnt live up to my expectations.
(and im sorry if ive ever offended anyone by saying i did crap when you got a worse mark
but i dont mean it that way)

i just want to give up
and stop trying to keep up the pace,
because im burning out.

but its too late.
because its my own expectations
that are burdening me the most.

i cant help it

ode to geeks

i was eating a slice of leftover pizza

when suddenly...an inspiration came to me
and with that ... i present to you my latest creation:




ODE TO GEEKS

Geeks, o geeks,
why doth thou search and seek,
for for that answer sheet,
just so you can peek?

But geeks, poor geeks,
why cant you see,
that this is as pointless
as pointless can be?

Geeks, dear geeks,
i must sympathize with thee.
For it was not thine choice
that led you to be

Geeks, alas, geeks,
i now feel so blue,
for why must i
be one of you?


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