whatchu say?

Hm

Im surprised I havnt been on fb that much recently. YAY 10points for me.

JKS

Ive been watching the OC again :(

I mean GOSH dont you just wish your millionaire lawyer would adopt you into his family and let you live in their poolhouse in orangecounty?

HELLYEAH

ANYWAYYY

I was suddenly reminded of tienyis chinese blogs today.

They're so pro that i dont understand most of what shes saying.

Or it could be my chinese sucks.

Maybe I should have tried harder in chinese school after all hey

SO YEAH

I shall revise my rusty language skills (Y)

这几天我的心情怪怪的。。

妈妈星期二要回中国了。

昨天买的票。

我好担心。

我的百分比究竟是多少？

不够。

♥

s

你的咖啡失去作用了吗？

cake kebab

I WANT KEBABSSSSSSSSS

:( mitcham why are you so far from me

i feel like destiny is pulling us apart

oh maybe its my LACK OF DRIVING SKILLS & TRANSPORTATION

someone wanna drive me there?

at 11pm :D

I WANT CAKE TOOOOOOO

so like.

cake kebabs?

PWOAHHH

slices of deliciously rich chocolate mudcake / a flavour of your choosing wrapped in a ..wrap?

TEEHEE

i feel so random

I LOVE YOU WORLD!

LOL

jk

you're a bit too old for me

♥

s

coffee

DYING.

IN.

LECTURE.

yeah 2 hrs sleep

BUT HEY I FINISHED MY ASSIGNMENT

dont think a tall coffee is enough

WHY ARE WE LEARNING ABOUT FACTORS THAT DETERMINE INFECTIONS

ok yeah no thats important

seriously why do i bother turning up for lectures that i cant concentrate on?

should just pull a nat and not come at all.

study @ lib trueee?

no scrap that

sleep

(Y)

im random

im tired

DONT BAG ME KAY?

JUST PUTTING IT OUT THERE

SIGH. Since I have been accused of having emo blogs

I felt I should let you all know

that my blog is a mix of what is real and what is not

so really...choose what you want to believe

AND

I dont always write sad blogs when I'm sad or when sad things apply to me.

I write it because it's meant to make my blog sound deep and meaningful so I wont sound like a brainless douche (Y).

Also because sad stuff is sweet

♥ nawwwww

OKAY so I have 3 hours till I'm meant to wake up to go uni.

STILL HAVNT FINISHED ASSIGNMENT

:(...LOL jk :)

heeheehee

1st rule of life:

Don't EVER trust someone with your heart,

unless you're ready for it to be broken, hated, dissected thoroughly, or just ignored :)

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I hate you case commentary.

I really dont want to write 2500 words on John and his diabetes.

OH and btw that JK comment above is a original sunnyspear©

♥

s

POOHbear

I have braces.

Why do you always smile then?

Cos I cant help it. IM SUNNY LIKE THAT

I WANT ONE OF THESE! its like a heat pack...SUNSHAPED

check it out HERE. its like safe for babies too :O

I read pooh's blog today

and what she said is so true :)

so i guess for the moment i should just SCREW all that crap

and enjoy the sunshine

because really, no matter how many clouds i see, the sunshines still there ♥

so i hope you see the sun shine just as bright

HBD TEEHEE

see you soon, whaaaatt?

♥

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ohHONEY

LOL i love how fb chats at 1:30am can lead to creation of poetry :)

"Thy words are like honeycombs,

That drip with everlasting sweetness.

But alas! thy honey tastes

Just like any other"

- Sunnyspear

(translation: your sweettalk lacks originality)

♥

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i.need.you

I am in serious need of some DNMing.

Do you ever get that feeling in the pit of your stomach that something isnt right? Or something is about to go wrong?
THATS HOW I FEEL NOW.
I keep trying to picture the perfect sunny day but instead it just looks like I photoshopped it.
Am I trying to kid myself?
Because thats what it feels like.
Do you feel it too?
I get so happy.Then suddenly out of no where I just get that FEELING that tells me sooner or later my bubble will burst.
You can run but you cant hide.
It's so annoying.




*****



I dont want to look at the peeling paint.
I just want to see the mona lisa smile.




♥
s

saturday

I have stayed in bed all day

Only gotten out to eat and use bathroom facilities.

FEEL LIKE POO

Why do I have to get sick at a time like this???

I NEED TO DO MY CASE COMMENTARY GODDAMNIT

O

ILY wifey

sushi.c. T-T says:
*annnndd
*we all drw circles around us
*to protect ourselves.
*..well thats what i think at least.
*pwoah, i just said something pretty deep
*(:

- ♥SUN(NY+1) says:
*OMG
*I THOUGHT OF SOMETHING EVEN DEEPER

sushi.c. T-T says:
*??

- ♥SUN(NY+1) says:
*love is when the circle around 2 people merge into a Venn diagram
*ROFLMAO!

sushi.c. T-T says:
*HAHAHAHAHA
*OMG

- ♥SUN(NY+1) says:
*AHAHHAHAH

sushi.c. T-T says:
*thats like..the second verse
*of my beautiful true "poem"

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you empty me of logic
and fill me with uncertainty

♥
s

a time

"For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace."

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

♥
S

why not?

OKAYYY
so the cause of my random 'happy' moment in my last post turned out to be...not...real
BUT!!! still
doesnt mean it CANT be real some day OHOHOHO!!

ANYWAYYY

UPDATE on life so far?
hmm not much
EXAMS ON THE 23RD
and im still 10weeks behind
I KNOW I KNOW
the fine line between JUST LAZY and NOT BEING MATURE AND ACCEPTING YOUR RESPONSIBILITIES are preeeetty hazy for me atm.
I just...cant find the motivation to do it.
even almost failing my midsems didnt seem to stop me from procrastinating
is laziness part of the 7 sins?
because i think it has now become MY NUMBER 1 SIN!
along with gluttony, greed and the like



ON FRIDAY
i was meant to have my injecting prac in the afternoon but due to my FOB TEST i had to skip that....and now im screwed cos its prob going to be on the OSCE and i will FAILLL since i have NO IDEA about anything needle related (and dont really want to)

ANYWAY.
SO YES I HAD THE FOB TEST - aka the citizenship test
AND ITS ACTUALLY NOT BECAUSE IM FOB
its just because if i wanted to become a citizen before i was 18 mum would have to do it too and she didnt want to.
ANND!!! for your information
I PASSED
100% TOO
yeah eat that suckerrrrs
(level up)


SO YES after the stupid test which took me 5 mins but they gave us like 45 mins to do it..
went with mum to DFO southwarf
OH
EM
GEE
ITS SOOOOO GOOD FOR DRESS SHOPPING
well normal shopping
AND HEELS
omgggggg if only i had more time!!
unfortunately i had to meet charlie for movies

Yeah THATS RIGHT
finaallyyy caught up with byuntae
i know im a crap bffl but HEY..he was busy too..i think
anywayy we saw ironman2.
DAMN good that movie
except i dont get the ending part thats after the credits
"we found him"
errr WHO? it looked like a samurai sword poking out from the sand or something
wthhh



SATURDAY we went for yumcha because it was Ronas birthday
HBD!
rents were going to go over to fam friends house to use their sporting facilities and i WAS going to pass. until they mentioned the free gym access and pool/spa
ok no i lie
it was the fact that they were eating lamb skewers for dinner
and I LOVE THOSE THINGS
SOOOOO went over and GYM-ED while they played tennis
yeah i know
first time ive been in a gym since...year 10 PE class
40 mins of jogging. 5km. and only 450 calories burnt
im pretty sure i ate like triple the amount of calories for dinner afterwards
gg after dinner they went upstairs to sing karaoke
and like the really old weird chinese songs too
so i just stayed downstairs and watched gossipgirl3
CHRIS I NEED THE REST OF THE EPISODESSS
(and ep 10 doesnt work for some lame reason)



MOTHERS DAY!!!
had to wake up earlier than i wanted to go down to safeway
since WE LEFT THE ICECREAM THERE AND DIDNT BRING IT BACK WITH US LAST NIGHT
also because i needed fresh strawberries and hash browns
rushed home before mum woke up
made her
choc banana smoothie
hash browns
pancakes with honey and whipped cream
strawberries+banana with whipped cream
(Y)
yum

then for lunch we had bbq
damn good
prob cos I WAS THE ONE COOKING
prooooo

she loved the photo album i made for her
nawwwww ♥

btw i started reading Dan Browns 'The Lost Symbol' before bed last night.
(yeah i know ive had it for ages cept mum keeps claiming shes reading it when in fact she WASNT...gosh now im like 6months late)
ITS SO GOOOD
i love how he always incorporates all these FACTS and real things into his books and makes a ... like...IMPOSSIBLE story out of it
okay maybe not impossible...but still a bit fantastical
BUT IS AWESOMEEE
and yeah im 2/3 of the way done already


hmm dont you just love rambling on about stuff that is random and no one cares about?
yeahhhh cos I DO




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hey
hey guess what?
..
..
yeah you
YOU
thats right
..
guess what?
..
..
..
HEY!
HELLOOOO
YOU
.
.
guess what?
huh huh?
..
..
..
5
retard


teehee



S
♥

sunshine, lollipops & rainbows

I
AM
SO
HAPPPYYYYY
♥



AHAHHAHA
There is something to look forward to after all!!
THOSE ASIAN DRAMAS DONT LIE :O
omgomgomg
SIF I EVER DOUBTED IT IN THE FIRST PLACE!




CONGRATS YOU GUYS ♥

AND TY FOR MAKING MY DAY AWESOME!





from now on i shall think back to this day if i ever lose faith
awwww ♥♥♥

♥
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I ROFL. LITERALLY

OMGOMGOMGOMG

In my tute.

Go on FB.

See the best status EVER.

MADE MY DAY!

AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

credits to alexchiu

abcdefail

I just read your email
and it made me sad
to see you treating me, us, in such a distant manner.



I should be used to it by now
but I'm not.
Life isn't like a business you know.
You dont deliver the goods because you're bound by contract.



You'll never understand
you guys are the reason
I am who I am now.



And I dont ever want to tell you.

Taking the safer path
will only lead you to pleasant things.
But I'm not satisfied with that.
I want to explore
and find something truly amazing :)




The question is...can I?

♥
S

ticktock

It was worth it in the end :)

teehee

11 for 20

...

NO WAIT WTH AM I SAYING?

WTHOBOJASJDKSAKDKSAHKD

I SUCK

ARGH!

THIS IS LAMMEEEEEEEE

:(:(:(

im retarded

no im just weird and random and having a SHES-LOST-IT moment

dont talk to me LOL

bye.

LURVEE

I ♥ TAEYANG!!!!

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ASEANBALL HAS COME AND GONE.

ANNNDD it was pretty good.
BUT because everyone was sooo hyped up for it, i think they were a bit let down.
BALL WAS AWESOME.
Got to see everyone in their pretty dresses and smexy suits.
Didnt get to dance much cos everytime i wanted to dance someone would tell me to get another drink with them...which ended up being like 10mins of waiting at the bar
then going toilet after ROFLL
yeh im talking about you antheashum
Dance floor was jampacked anyway. SO hard to find ppl in there.
and like if you manage to squeeze your way into the middle you can barely BREATHE let alone MOVE.

My fingers are freezing atm so cant type much. and im not in the mood for 1000w essays so yeah

After ball we went to AP. Which wasnt that great.
Left for apartment later on.
SLEPT ON THE DAMN GROUND
i
am
never
doing
that
again
woke up and my knees were like an old mans. felt like i had osteoporosis or something
BUT had a good night overall :)
TY JOSH FOR THE CORSAGEE
TY MATT FOR GETTING IT ROFL




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i wish i could pick a star from the sky
and wear it as a necklace
so that i'll always shine
even in the darkness
☆



♥
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