sending out a SOS

i desperately need a new layout.
like desperately.desperately.desperatelyx100

and i need help organizing my thoughts.
i thought i knew...first instincts are always right arent they?
but then...the more you think about something the more questions pop out.
so now i dont anymore...again
bloodyhell
its like the first time all over again PSH

hmm i wonder if that thing you said a long time ago is true.
because if it is...then this is probably my turn.
im so lost
so awkward :S

♥SUNdae