bubbles

Hey

Remember that little bottle of 'unbreakable bubbles'?

And how we tried it but realised that the bubbles did pop?

You guys all said that it didnt work. It was fake.

Guess what?

It does work.

I tried it just then :)

I blew the bubbles.

But instead of trying impatiently to see if they would pop or not

I watched them float around in my room.

Bubbles are so pretty.

I didn't even realise that not all the bubbles were breaking.

Some of them stayed, on my desk, the bed, my hands, my hair.

They did eventually pop

but not before I had the satisfaction of knowing

that I was wrong when I thought it was a lie.

So see? Not all bubbles pop.

Maybe if we were more patient in the beginning

you would have seen it too :)

♥

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despite everything

i still want to believe

so i will

just not now.

Have you ever woken up one day and suddenly realised that you did something wrong?

Something you didnt realise you did wrong until just now?

Maybe its something you did for the first time.

Maybe you've already made the same mistake time and time again.

Or maybe you were so absorbed in your own life, and selfishly ignored the concerns of others.

I have.

So I know that it comes back to you. Haunts you. Makes you feel uneasy everytime you think about it.

But what can you do?

Everyone has their problems. The problems that are just a part of everyday life. The problems that they only tell to a selected few close friends. And the problems that they keep to themselves. So I wonder what everyone has to hide. What kind of problems they are keeping to themselves.

I have been selfish.

Only thinking of myself, only focusing on how to make me feel better.

I have been ignorant.

I pity myself for being in this state.

I guess I can only say sorry. Even if sorry does jack all.

Maybe I can apologise by saying that I am feeling much worse.

Maybe if you knew you wouldnt blame me as much.

Oh and by the way, this isnt an emo post.

Im just trying to express the feelings that Im sure you have all had at some point in time.

s

i wonder

I wish I could read minds.

Then I wouldn't be such an idiot.

Sometimes I wish someone could read mine too.

dippin' dots

I

CRAVE

DIPPIN'

DOTS

:D

HOW NICE IS IT :D IT LOOKS SO CUTE

AND TASTES SO GOOD

cept when it melts towards the end but like yeah

NOMNOMNOM

check it out dippin' dots

goals in life:

buy dippin dots :D

♥

Chillax its only a FREAKING SCREWDRIVER

First day of uni over and done with :)

Was scheduled for merely 5.5 hrs today but managed to finish 1 hr early :D

You may have noticed that my blogs are usually about something GREAT that happened, or more likely something lame that happened.

Therefore, unless something absolutely supremely-fantastically-awesome-awe-inspiring happened today or something stupid-gay-depressing-plain-unlucky happened.... I would not be blogging so soon :)

Seeing as I seem to have such bad luck which allowed me to be in 2 carcrashes within a month of each other (god bless you mary-jane) and witnessing a $700 fine plus a 12 point deduction / licence suspension and various other things which I will NOT continue to blabber on about..... I think it is fair that today was a cloudy day.

I almost fainted in PCL class.

(which is patient centered learning aka fake case study class )

Well our topic this week is the shoulder and some kinda shoulder pain thingo that I dont know about.

Well we watched a youtube video of a rotator cuff surgery

Yeah...bet you never knew surgeons are FREAKING CRAZY AND STICK SCREWDRIVERS IN PEOPLE?

Ok yeah I get it....you have to cut ppl up and all that but seriously a SCREWDRIVER?

I thought it would be a bit more professional than that.

Ended up having to hyperventilate for 5 mins after the vid (not that I watched most of it anyway seeing as they were just POKING PEOPLE omfg)

Yes I had to lie my head on the table and shudder for 5 mins after this.

Would have cried if it wasnt for the fact that Im determined not to humiliate myself as much as possible....which I know I will once we start dissecting those cadavers every tuesday.

I mean...its not blood itself that scares me

Or open wounds

well they scare me but its not THAT THAT bad

What I HATE is seeing things being cut, stabbed, whatever

I hate seeing that screwdriver go in and pierce the skin

I hate seeing things sticking out (ie the handle of the screwdriver)

And I hate seeing blood squirt out.

It freaks me out bad.

I know...I wish I wasnt such a wuss

Some doctor I'm going to be -.-

That is all for now

S²

WELCOME:D

May I introduce the newest member of my family.....

COCO!

ISNT SHE ADORABLE?

Mummys back :)

Yes it probably means no more going out at night for kebab runs and the like but I'm glad shes back.

Things I have achieved this holiday?

- signed up to gym :D

- shopping

- ate korean bbq

- HOTPOT

- lost my memory

- bruised my self numerous times

- cooked

- brought curtains?

- watched 6 movies in a row and pulled and allnighter

- went to a drive in

- bashed up my bed

- cried....watching notebook

- realised how glad I am to have such awesome friends

- said sorry ... only like 1000 times? (not that I remember)

- worn someone elses clothes

- sleepovers!

- watched soccer

- kicked a soccer ball

- clean up my room

- saved my teddybear from being violated

- dressed up

- had someone else take my contacts off for me :P

- had food cooked by someone else

- slept for 16 hours

- went to a birthday party

- lost something

- got back something I had lost

- helped someone (I hope?)

- did someones hair

- did something wrong

- got told off for doing something wrong

- gotten pissed

- lied to someone

- sang karaoke

- watched a movie

- snuck into a movie

- gotten drenched in the rain

- fell over

And thats all I can be bothered writing

Now off I go to watch some Eddie Murphy movie with my dear mother whom I love very much

and not just because she brought back an LV bag

YAY!

One more thing.

Im incredibly sorry but I dont think I can give you what you want.

:( Despite the fact that I am dreading it... I will try to find an opportunity to tell you.

Sorry

BYEEEE

x

remember?

你忘了我们的约定吗？
答应了就要遵守承诺
你说过你会过来
无论如何你不能返回
看着我，我会让你骄傲
我爱你

If I didnt say anything, no one would know :)



Thanks Dee and Chris
for not laughing at me
for refusing to let me stay home alone
for singing retadedly in the front seat
for being awesome bros :)
♥