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It was worth it in the end :)

teehee

11 for 20

...

NO WAIT WTH AM I SAYING?

WTHOBOJASJDKSAKDKSAHKD

I SUCK

ARGH!

THIS IS LAMMEEEEEEEE

:(:(:(

im retarded

no im just weird and random and having a SHES-LOST-IT moment

dont talk to me LOL

bye.

LURVEE

I ♥ TAEYANG!!!!

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ASEANBALL HAS COME AND GONE.

ANNNDD it was pretty good.
BUT because everyone was sooo hyped up for it, i think they were a bit let down.
BALL WAS AWESOME.
Got to see everyone in their pretty dresses and smexy suits.
Didnt get to dance much cos everytime i wanted to dance someone would tell me to get another drink with them...which ended up being like 10mins of waiting at the bar
then going toilet after ROFLL
yeh im talking about you antheashum
Dance floor was jampacked anyway. SO hard to find ppl in there.
and like if you manage to squeeze your way into the middle you can barely BREATHE let alone MOVE.

My fingers are freezing atm so cant type much. and im not in the mood for 1000w essays so yeah

After ball we went to AP. Which wasnt that great.
Left for apartment later on.
SLEPT ON THE DAMN GROUND
i
am
never
doing
that
again
woke up and my knees were like an old mans. felt like i had osteoporosis or something
BUT had a good night overall :)
TY JOSH FOR THE CORSAGEE
TY MATT FOR GETTING IT ROFL




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i wish i could pick a star from the sky
and wear it as a necklace
so that i'll always shine
even in the darkness
☆



♥
s

@^$&$#(%*(@*#

SHIZZ

I'M GOING TO GO CRAZY.

Why cant it go away!

hi

There are a lot of things that changes over time.

Sometimes change is wanted.

or needed.

or inevitable.

Sometimes it is irreversible.

Since last year, many friendships have faded away.

But new ones have formed.

I dont see the people I used to be close to as much as I used to.

But that doesnt mean I dont care about you.

Because the thing good about close friends is that even if you havnt talked to eachother for a week a month, when you see eachother again you still feel like you can confide in them and count on them for support.

Whether that be advice. Or just someone to listen to you.

Even though so many things have happened during the time we have met.

You are still the same.

From the day I met you till now, you are still the kind, caring and dependable person I admire and look up to.

Like back then, like now, you still manage to make me feel better after talking to you.

You still treat me better than I deserve.

Even if you are just pretending that nothing has changed.

I still thank you.

Because you're support means a hell of a lot to me.

So many things has changed since last year.

But I have to thank those people who are still my close friends.

Even if we dont see eachother 5 times a week. I still feel like nothing has changed when I am with you.

Thanks for making me laugh when its raining.

Thanks for comforting me when I need a hug.

Thanks for telling me off when I need it.

Thanks for being truthful.

But most of all

Thanks for accepting me as who I am.

The good and the bad included.

I LOVE YOU BABIES!!!

Yes im being incredibly corny and mushy.

But I just wanted to remind you that I still care for you.

Even if we might not talk as much.

You should all know who you are :)

♥

S

SOS

NEED.
COFFEE.



proper coffee
the packet coffee i brought from coles is so gross and tasteless
:(

4hrs to go

Regret.

I knew it would come to this.

MIDSEM EXAM IN 8 HOURS
ON ALL THAT WE HAVE COVERED IN THE FIRST 5 WEEKS

AND GUESS WHAT?
Im attempting to go though all of that RIGHT NOW seeing as I did no studying in those 5 weeks.

Started to proper study at 9pm today.
AND IM STILL SUMMARISING THE SECOND SOCIOLOGY LECTURE
omg im dooooomedddd

I have to leave the house at 7
Therefore have to eat/shower/dress/packbag at 6am

So now I have 6 hours to get through the rest of sociology
AND START ON anatomy + biology + pharmacology +whatever else there is

WHY DO I ALWAYS DO THIS!!! leave it to the goddamn last minute
RAGE >:[


Oh and btw if i hear anyone saying YOU"LL BE FINE COS YOU"RE SUNNY SUN then please slap yourself because otherwise i will do it for you -.-
NO I WILL NOT BE FINE
AND NO I AM NOT BEING MODEST ABOUT 'NOT STUDYING'
BECAUSE I ACTUALLY HAVE. NOT. STUDIED. FOR. ANY. OF. THIS
understand my simple english?

NO I DID NOT SECRETLY NERD IT OUT AT HOME IN THE PART 5 WEEKS
I
ACTUALLY
DID
NOTHING

arrghhh!!!!!!!!!! why cant people understand that -.-
if you want to say something then suggest something that can actually HELP
cos im peeing myself ARRGHHH


Im actually reallyreallyREALLy worried i wont pass.

95% chance of me failing this exam.
But i guess its good in that it will be a massive wakeup call.
SUNNYSUN YOU ARE NO LONGER ON HOLIDAY
AND YOU ARE NO LONGER IN VCE WHERE YOU CAN GET AWAY WITH LAST MINUTE CRAMMING.

OHEMGEE
am i going to fail for the first time in my life :S


Today in the library darren, phil, tony, jonlee, eren, eunice were discussing what we had to know for the exam
and i sat there feeling like the STUPIDEST pile of poo ever
because i never learnt any of that.
some of it sounded farmiliar
but only the words. no idea what they actually meant.


:(


I think i can get through sociology and anatomy
but thats only 40% of the marks
AND I WONT REMEMBER ALL OF IT cos wayy to much to remember

as for bio im really screwed cos theres like about 300 pages in the LIFE textbook im meant to know
A hA hA hA
i really should have studied all those times i went on fb
Today was the first time i actually sat down and READ the lecture notes and tried to write my own notes for them.


IM SUCH A FAIL MED STUDENT



yes i know im ranting
i didnt say you had to read this


THANKGOD i dont have fb right now
or i might have been tempted again
BUT IM PRETTY PROUD OF MYSELF 3hours of solid study
only had a 10min break in between to eat a pear AHAHAH
so although i hate to admit it
leotard you actually did a good thing :)


OKAY.
ALLNIGHTER.
STUDY.
CRY IN A TOILET IF I FAIL.

♥
s