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SCREW YOU
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Monday, September 14, 2009
flies
I hate flies that intrude into your home randomly. And you cant stop it. No matter how many times you try to make it leave, it continues buzzing around your house, wandering around. So I try to ignore it, I move from room to room escaping it. I succeed in finding a slice of peace, forgetting it. But sooner or later it finds its way back to me. I have to live with this fly, buzzing around constantly, hoping that one day it will find the exit on its own. SIGH.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENZO! 18th :)
(not that he will read this seeing as he prob doesnt even know i have a blog + he should hopefully be trying to cram for accounting seeing as he went to NANDOS today instead of doing last years paper)
ACC&SPESH sac tomorrow, yet I have gone against my better judgement and started to blog. That is probably because i cannot be bothered writing so much in my diary? OH I PROMISE I WILL DO SPESH AFTER THIS!! I PROMISE I PROMISE.
I too agree with mel&sushi's blog.
I LOVE YOU ALL A LOT♥♥
&& I shall miss you next year :(
(REMINDER: someone organise reunions OKAYY?)
But you should already know that right^^ I shall post a mushy blog LATERRR :)
Went to boxhill to look for a profile book BUT THEY DIDNT HAVE ANY?! So now I will have to go glenn. If they still dont have one then I'll just use a visual diary and stick pics on them + get people to write comments?? PLUS I NEED TO MAKE A START ON MY INDIVIDUAL NOTESSSS♥ (And no they are not love letters..not in that sense anyway BAHAHAHAH o.o) Hopefully I will be able to write all of them up by the end of the holidayy!!! Give them all to you next term. Hmmm unless I can think up something better than notes?
OHDEAR I am in the mood for hugs.
I wonder when international HUGS DAY was....damnnnn. OHWELLS I shall make my own LOL. Sigh wheres panda when you need.
OKAY!
I AM going to do spesh questions now :)
I am NOT going to watch ouran high host club.
I am going to fantasize about vampire knight, or anything vampire related.
I AM going to block out all non studyrelated thoughts.
Ithink.
♥SUNdae
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Friday, September 11, 2009
today
First of all, AwWW IM SORRY CHARLIE
You're not gay :)
Unless she is a guy :o
Forgiveness yes? ahh you always end up forgiving me BAHAHAH I think o.o
Secondly
In response to mel:
KANAME IS SUPERHOT TOO!!!!!!!!!
And oh so nice and caring and thoughtful and understanding ♥
But yeah his dark side is :S LOOLOLLL its like shes the only thing keeping him good.
ZERO IS ALSO SUPERCUTE
&& yeah that guy you were talking abt...LOLOL reminds me of you&jam
Ahhhokay too animeobsessed.
Hmm Just had a nice loooonnnngggg talk with mum
;) ilovemymummy
& how i can tell her anything
Well yeah...it was rather helpful ;) Sigh man HOW IS IT that mums are like ALL KNOWING... ? I didnt even tell her anything and she already guessed. LOL I seriously didnt intend on telling her stuff...but yeah it just ended up flowing out. And her feedback was really honest. Honest in the sense that she doesnt just try to sugarcoat things and make me feel better, but instead she analyses the whole picture and tells me the positives as well as the negatives. I thank her for that ;)
See...today was a special day..kinda. I went out the door this morning, and i was in a good mood.
LOL I mean the sun was shining, bright but not too bright, and the air smelt sweet, and it was friday, and it feels like spring has finally come...a fresh outlook on life etc. And yeah, I was actually feeling pretty good. LOL AND i didnt have that scowl on my face BAHAHAHAHHA
A refreshing change.
Bludged through english. Then went to glenny for happycup+breadkingdom. My good mood lasted me until lunch...which was when my headache kicked in. I HATE BOOBOO TIME. hence the name BOOBOO lololol
Bludged spesh and accounting.
Basically afternoon was badmood time.
Felt pretty shit until that D&M with mum.
Now i only feel physically shit. OMG mass headache + so damn weak/tired. NO ENERGY LAH.
Well yes I think she understands.
ANYWAYS
Piano is being moved tmr.
Cant wait to be reunited with my darling...
IF ANYONE HAS ANY GOOD MUSIC TO RECCOMENT IT WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED.
♥SUNdae
(PS see it works much better if i keep the emo stuff out of here)
You're not gay :)
Unless she is a guy :o
Forgiveness yes? ahh you always end up forgiving me BAHAHAH I think o.o
Secondly
In response to mel:
KANAME IS SUPERHOT TOO!!!!!!!!!
And oh so nice and caring and thoughtful and understanding ♥
But yeah his dark side is :S LOOLOLLL its like shes the only thing keeping him good.
ZERO IS ALSO SUPERCUTE
&& yeah that guy you were talking abt...LOLOL reminds me of you&jam
Ahhhokay too animeobsessed.
Hmm Just had a nice loooonnnngggg talk with mum
;) ilovemymummy
& how i can tell her anything
Well yeah...it was rather helpful ;) Sigh man HOW IS IT that mums are like ALL KNOWING... ? I didnt even tell her anything and she already guessed. LOL I seriously didnt intend on telling her stuff...but yeah it just ended up flowing out. And her feedback was really honest. Honest in the sense that she doesnt just try to sugarcoat things and make me feel better, but instead she analyses the whole picture and tells me the positives as well as the negatives. I thank her for that ;)
See...today was a special day..kinda. I went out the door this morning, and i was in a good mood.
LOL I mean the sun was shining, bright but not too bright, and the air smelt sweet, and it was friday, and it feels like spring has finally come...a fresh outlook on life etc. And yeah, I was actually feeling pretty good. LOL AND i didnt have that scowl on my face BAHAHAHAHHA
A refreshing change.
Bludged through english. Then went to glenny for happycup+breadkingdom. My good mood lasted me until lunch...which was when my headache kicked in. I HATE BOOBOO TIME. hence the name BOOBOO lololol
Bludged spesh and accounting.
Basically afternoon was badmood time.
Felt pretty shit until that D&M with mum.
Now i only feel physically shit. OMG mass headache + so damn weak/tired. NO ENERGY LAH.
Well yes I think she understands.
ANYWAYS
Piano is being moved tmr.
Cant wait to be reunited with my darling...
IF ANYONE HAS ANY GOOD MUSIC TO RECCOMENT IT WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED.
♥SUNdae
(PS see it works much better if i keep the emo stuff out of here)
Thursday, September 10, 2009
charlie
:) finished the first season thingo :)
up to ep3 of the second oneee YAY
WHY ARE VAMPIRES SO INCREDIBLY SMEXY?
hmm its a hard decision: kaname. zero. edwardcullen♥
BAHAHHAHAHAHHAH *fantasizing*
ANYWAYS >:)
purely for the reason that he doesnt want me to mention his name
i will now say to anyone who is reading this :)
CHARLIE IS A GAY GUY WHO COMMITS SUICIDE :)
BAHHAHAHH dontkillme :) chillax mang
yeh only cos in unimath class winnie was like LOL SUNNY UR LIKE BLANCHE (cos supposedly im stuck in my fantasies and slightly mental LOLL) && then the topic turned into CHARLIE CAN BE ALLAN :)
PWOAH :) i'd rather be mental thn GAY and SUICIDAL
youselfobsessedfreak
ROFLMAO WHICH ALSO REMINDS ME
when you asked me about __
and i was like....err didnt i tell you? its not like that anymore..
LOL then you went on to say something along the lines of:
GOOD! finally. thankgod
heyhey WHATS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN -.- oh so unsupportive. EVEN THOUGH I SUPPORT UR LIL THING shheeeesh tightarse
BAHAHAH evn though that was very mean -.- but ur reaction cracked me up a bit. i mean i expected something more...you know? COMFORTING? and like HELPFUL? and NOT SO DIRECT&MEAN -.- what kinda friend are you
(i feel sorry for her LOLLLLLLLLL jks)
OKIES seeing as i have headache+tummyache (boobootimee)
i will now head off to sleep ( YEAH I KNOW EARLY)
and then wake up at 1am to continue my vampirefantasies :)
ciaoo~
up to ep3 of the second oneee YAY
WHY ARE VAMPIRES SO INCREDIBLY SMEXY?
hmm its a hard decision: kaname. zero. edwardcullen♥
BAHAHHAHAHAHHAH *fantasizing*
ANYWAYS >:)
purely for the reason that he doesnt want me to mention his name
i will now say to anyone who is reading this :)
CHARLIE IS A GAY GUY WHO COMMITS SUICIDE :)
BAHHAHAHH dontkillme :) chillax mang
yeh only cos in unimath class winnie was like LOL SUNNY UR LIKE BLANCHE (cos supposedly im stuck in my fantasies and slightly mental LOLL) && then the topic turned into CHARLIE CAN BE ALLAN :)
PWOAH :) i'd rather be mental thn GAY and SUICIDAL
youselfobsessedfreak
ROFLMAO WHICH ALSO REMINDS ME
when you asked me about __
and i was like....err didnt i tell you? its not like that anymore..
LOL then you went on to say something along the lines of:
GOOD! finally. thankgod
heyhey WHATS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN -.- oh so unsupportive. EVEN THOUGH I SUPPORT UR LIL THING shheeeesh tightarse
BAHAHAH evn though that was very mean -.- but ur reaction cracked me up a bit. i mean i expected something more...you know? COMFORTING? and like HELPFUL? and NOT SO DIRECT&MEAN -.- what kinda friend are you
(i feel sorry for her LOLLLLLLLLL jks)
OKIES seeing as i have headache+tummyache (boobootimee)
i will now head off to sleep ( YEAH I KNOW EARLY)
and then wake up at 1am to continue my vampirefantasies :)
ciaoo~
♥SUNdae
INCLASS
oh HO HO HO
Yours truly is currently in DOUBLE ACCOUNTING with bbytran.kenzo.des&maymay.
MR BOLZ WONT LET ME GO LIB cos i was like 3mins late PSH. Not like we're doing work anyway?
OHEMGEE merodi & winni both have profile books that theyve already gotten people to fill outttt I NEED A PROFILE BOOK >:O
this weekend i MUST go find myself one..or it will be TOO LATEE!
stupid printer wont print doublesided.
btw MASS EYEBAGS TODAYYYY. BAHAHHAHA so funny
last night was like 1am and i was pretty tired...so said goodbyes on msn and prepared to sleep. Then suddenly didnt feel like sleeping anymore...so guess what? I WENT TO WATCH A DRAMA!!!
I wanted to watch hotshot but like the first ep was 2hrs long and i only intended on watching 1hr...so i settled for anime instead. VAMPIRE KNIGHT :)
I remember zhuzhu loved that one LOLOL. And the ep was only like 20-30mins long.
SO YEA guess what time i ended up sleeping?
5:10am
BAHAHAHHA 3hrs sleep YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
OKILYDOKILY I WILL GO NOW
<3>
Yours truly is currently in DOUBLE ACCOUNTING with bbytran.kenzo.des&maymay.
MR BOLZ WONT LET ME GO LIB cos i was like 3mins late PSH. Not like we're doing work anyway?
OHEMGEE merodi & winni both have profile books that theyve already gotten people to fill outttt I NEED A PROFILE BOOK >:O
this weekend i MUST go find myself one..or it will be TOO LATEE!
stupid printer wont print doublesided.
btw MASS EYEBAGS TODAYYYY. BAHAHHAHA so funny
last night was like 1am and i was pretty tired...so said goodbyes on msn and prepared to sleep. Then suddenly didnt feel like sleeping anymore...so guess what? I WENT TO WATCH A DRAMA!!!
I wanted to watch hotshot but like the first ep was 2hrs long and i only intended on watching 1hr...so i settled for anime instead. VAMPIRE KNIGHT :)
I remember zhuzhu loved that one LOLOL. And the ep was only like 20-30mins long.
SO YEA guess what time i ended up sleeping?
5:10am
BAHAHAHHA 3hrs sleep YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
OKILYDOKILY I WILL GO NOW
<3>
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
those were the times
:) I am very happy for acertainsomeone today
because I have just learnt that they are currently experiencing acertainsomething that is very sweet&wonderful. Though if we're not careful even the most amazing things in life can turn into bitterness.
Yes they remind me of myself. It makes me both thrilled and also slightly envious.
So to acertainsomeone:
Goodluck♥
I'm sure you'll do better than i did. YOU BETTER!!
I was rather stressed for the english sac, as you may have noticed from the last post. I ended up rewriting my whole story and memorising (or attempting to memorise) it. Slept at 4am lastnight/thismorning. BUT overall i am rather pleased with myself.
Spent the entire CHEM double today trying to write out my story again. I didn't finish :S
So when i went into the ENG sac i was reaalllyy nervous that i wouldnt be able to finish writing up my 1200w shortstory + written explanation which I'd actually have to think up on the spot. However it worked out rather satisfyingly...I managed to write the piece in 55mins and spent the remaining time doing the WE. Could have done that to a better standard...but HEY AT LEAST I FINISHED?
(Y) came home and slept from 2-7
OHSOTIRED these days + headaches.
Mum wants to take me to doctors BUT I REFUSE TO! They always just end up taking blood tests because they cant find any obvious problems :(
Hmm today feels rather strange. Or is it just me?
I feel rather emotionless.
Well not emotionless, just...neutral. bland. like an outsider looking in on my life.
Makes me think of 'WHOSE REALITY' although Im sure everyone is pretty sick of it by now.
"Our past experiences and memories shape our reality and how we face the future"
THAT RIGHT THERE could be a very good prompt :)
I rather agree with it too.
All the goodtimes, good memories Ive had, I want to cherish and treasure. I regret not being able to record every single time I have been happy. I regret I have taken so many pleasurable things in life for granted. Sometimes we are blessed with happiness, but dont see the blessing. All the places Ive been to, I wish I had firmly stored them in my memory. I wish I could go back and write down every laugh I had, every moment of glorious bliss. Because these are the things you call up on when you are down. They are the moments in life that you can think back and bring a smile to your face. All the lovely times you had, the lovely people you've known, and all the wonderful things that you will encounter...they are what gets you through your day.
As for all those times you cried, you raged, you felt like giving up...however tempting it is to just lock them away and run as far from them as you can. However, they are not meant to be forgotten; they are meant to be reflected on and learnt from. Just like when we make a mistake, we learn from it..our experiences too are meant to guide us on how we view situations in the future. There have been many times Im sure for every one of us where we have just wanted to forget the negative things in our mind. But I think that accepting, acknowledging and moving on is the more practical approach. There are many things I regret knowing/seeing/feeling/doing in my life. Yet I do not throw them away. I wait until the wound is no longer fresh, and i contemplate over them. I hope Im able to learn from them, all the things I did wrong, all the things other people did wrong. Try to forgive and move on. Hopefully at the end of the day these experiences will make me a better person, or at least a stronger person.
SO
To all the people who I have been able to give even the slightest bit of happiness, a smile, a good memory to: ♥I am glad that I did, I only wish I could give you more. Hopefully I have made your day just that tiny bit more interesting, more cheerful.
To all the people who I have troubled, hurt, annoyed, angered or caused unhappiness to: Even if it is something of no significance to you, something you dont care about, I wish that I could undo everything, but I cant. All I can do is offer my sincere apologies. Whether or not you accept it is not in my control.
OH and from now on I will try to keep any emo posts out of this blog. I have somewhere else i can write them now :) that way YOU who are reading this wont have to put up with the stupidity of my lame negativity.
because I have just learnt that they are currently experiencing acertainsomething that is very sweet&wonderful. Though if we're not careful even the most amazing things in life can turn into bitterness.
Yes they remind me of myself. It makes me both thrilled and also slightly envious.
So to acertainsomeone:
Goodluck♥
I'm sure you'll do better than i did. YOU BETTER!!
I was rather stressed for the english sac, as you may have noticed from the last post. I ended up rewriting my whole story and memorising (or attempting to memorise) it. Slept at 4am lastnight/thismorning. BUT overall i am rather pleased with myself.
Spent the entire CHEM double today trying to write out my story again. I didn't finish :S
So when i went into the ENG sac i was reaalllyy nervous that i wouldnt be able to finish writing up my 1200w shortstory + written explanation which I'd actually have to think up on the spot. However it worked out rather satisfyingly...I managed to write the piece in 55mins and spent the remaining time doing the WE. Could have done that to a better standard...but HEY AT LEAST I FINISHED?
(Y) came home and slept from 2-7
OHSOTIRED these days + headaches.
Mum wants to take me to doctors BUT I REFUSE TO! They always just end up taking blood tests because they cant find any obvious problems :(
Hmm today feels rather strange. Or is it just me?
I feel rather emotionless.
Well not emotionless, just...neutral. bland. like an outsider looking in on my life.
Makes me think of 'WHOSE REALITY' although Im sure everyone is pretty sick of it by now.
"Our past experiences and memories shape our reality and how we face the future"
THAT RIGHT THERE could be a very good prompt :)
I rather agree with it too.
All the goodtimes, good memories Ive had, I want to cherish and treasure. I regret not being able to record every single time I have been happy. I regret I have taken so many pleasurable things in life for granted. Sometimes we are blessed with happiness, but dont see the blessing. All the places Ive been to, I wish I had firmly stored them in my memory. I wish I could go back and write down every laugh I had, every moment of glorious bliss. Because these are the things you call up on when you are down. They are the moments in life that you can think back and bring a smile to your face. All the lovely times you had, the lovely people you've known, and all the wonderful things that you will encounter...they are what gets you through your day.
As for all those times you cried, you raged, you felt like giving up...however tempting it is to just lock them away and run as far from them as you can. However, they are not meant to be forgotten; they are meant to be reflected on and learnt from. Just like when we make a mistake, we learn from it..our experiences too are meant to guide us on how we view situations in the future. There have been many times Im sure for every one of us where we have just wanted to forget the negative things in our mind. But I think that accepting, acknowledging and moving on is the more practical approach. There are many things I regret knowing/seeing/feeling/doing in my life. Yet I do not throw them away. I wait until the wound is no longer fresh, and i contemplate over them. I hope Im able to learn from them, all the things I did wrong, all the things other people did wrong. Try to forgive and move on. Hopefully at the end of the day these experiences will make me a better person, or at least a stronger person.
SO
To all the people who I have been able to give even the slightest bit of happiness, a smile, a good memory to: ♥I am glad that I did, I only wish I could give you more. Hopefully I have made your day just that tiny bit more interesting, more cheerful.
To all the people who I have troubled, hurt, annoyed, angered or caused unhappiness to: Even if it is something of no significance to you, something you dont care about, I wish that I could undo everything, but I cant. All I can do is offer my sincere apologies. Whether or not you accept it is not in my control.
OH and from now on I will try to keep any emo posts out of this blog. I have somewhere else i can write them now :) that way YOU who are reading this wont have to put up with the stupidity of my lame negativity.
♥SUNdae
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
english
I SPENT 45MINS WRITING HALF A PAGE FOR MY SAC
which means...
45 MINS LEFT TO WRITE 4PAGES :)
HOWSCREWED AM I
i must naturally work like a snail
after all i did spend 4hrs today @ mt lib WITH NO DISTRACTIONS (cos ppl were still in school) doing only 2pages of spesh
thats not evn 2pages of QUESTIONS. thats 2pages of ANSWERS
and now i will attempt to write up my eng short story
which i realise i should NOT have done seeing as it would be so much easier to write a damn expository or persuasive
♥SUNdae
which means...
45 MINS LEFT TO WRITE 4PAGES :)
HOWSCREWED AM I
i must naturally work like a snail
after all i did spend 4hrs today @ mt lib WITH NO DISTRACTIONS (cos ppl were still in school) doing only 2pages of spesh
thats not evn 2pages of QUESTIONS. thats 2pages of ANSWERS
and now i will attempt to write up my eng short story
which i realise i should NOT have done seeing as it would be so much easier to write a damn expository or persuasive
♥SUNdae
sorry
i was being a hypocrite
i just wish that my piece of the puzzle can be seen too
and another day spent not doing work
should have gone to monash =.=
man i think too much
should just not care about anything
but then again if ur mum keeps thinking ur not doing ANY WORK it IS very frustrating =.= you kinda CANT not care LOLLLL
im gonna start another blog btw
so you wont have to read this lame negative stuff
:)
♥SUNdae
i was being a hypocrite
i just wish that my piece of the puzzle can be seen too
and another day spent not doing work
should have gone to monash =.=
man i think too much
should just not care about anything
but then again if ur mum keeps thinking ur not doing ANY WORK it IS very frustrating =.= you kinda CANT not care LOLLLL
im gonna start another blog btw
so you wont have to read this lame negative stuff
:)
♥SUNdae
Monday, September 7, 2009
all SCREAM
i would very much like to go to an empty field in the middle of nowhere
and scream my lungs out
heyhey guess what?
why do ppl have to pass judgments based on WHAT THEY SEE.
they dont even bother trying to look beyond the immediate.
stop thinking from one perspective okay.
if you want to judge so badly
shouldnt you try to judge the whole damn picture?
rather than the little tiny corner you just happen so see
WHATTHEHECK
its so annoying
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND CRAP
everyone makes mistakes okay
YES I AM MEANT TO BE STUDYING RIGHT NOW
its not like YOU dont make mistakes
its not like you dont frkn screw up
EVERYONE SCREWS UP SOMETIMES
JUST PART OF LIFE OKAY
nobody's perfect
omg maxRAGEEEEEEEE
and scream my lungs out
heyhey guess what?
I
AM
SO
SICK
OF
ASSUMPTIONS
AM
SO
SICK
OF
ASSUMPTIONS
why do ppl have to pass judgments based on WHAT THEY SEE.
they dont even bother trying to look beyond the immediate.
stop thinking from one perspective okay.
if you want to judge so badly
shouldnt you try to judge the whole damn picture?
rather than the little tiny corner you just happen so see
WHATTHEHECK
its so annoying
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND CRAP
everyone makes mistakes okay
YES I AM MEANT TO BE STUDYING RIGHT NOW
its not like YOU dont make mistakes
its not like you dont frkn screw up
EVERYONE SCREWS UP SOMETIMES
JUST PART OF LIFE OKAY
nobody's perfect
omg maxRAGEEEEEEEE
SHOULD I MOVE TO NUFFNANG?
hmmm
zZZz
meant to go jacks today but felt like a dead zombie LOLOL
:( english sac tmr
didnt studdyy
DIDNT EVEN WRITE ONE PRACTICE ESSAY
screwed :O
ohWHATEVERRRR
IMSICKOFIT :D
GOODNEWS- will be reuniting with my piano soon!!!
baby ive missed you soooo much
esp when i went to Lei's PRO ASS HOUSE IN SANCTUARY LAKE and heard his pro ass pianoplaying + singing.
jaw almost dropped
but then again that could have been due to the fact that like HIS BACK YARD WAS A LAKE
-.-
orrr his cake was this massive choc one with my fav choc fudge icing :)
but yes any good songs i shud learn?
OH OH OH ANNDDDD
in the near future i am going to buy a black sketchpad
and get ppl to write in it :)
i'll stick pictures in them later LOLOLOL
or do you think i shud print pics out and stick them first?
hmmmm
oh goodness
3 lovely ppls bday coming up
and i dont know what to get themmmm
OMG WHICH REMINDS ME
screw jason&pk for laughing at me when i said i might go dan/ken's
JUST COS I NORMALLY DONT ... err FIT INTO THOSE KIND OF SITUATIONS
doesnt mean ... yer
HEY IM ONLY GOING COS ITS BOTH THEIR 18th
i would much rather they had it at karaoke... cos that way i dont have to stress about id's and crap
OH and clothes. LOLOL
OH and the entrance+table fee
OH and the STICK WITH YOUR FRIENDS warnings LOLOL
bet you linhtran is gonna get sick of me sticking to her like glueeee
sooo....what do rich, retarded, peverted, anorexic guys who love dressing semiformal all the time like?
ARGH I SEE A LIL SPIDER ON MY CURTAIN!!!!!!!
O.o its climbing up slowwllyy but keeps falling down
i shall NOT kill it :)
a) because i dont have the guts to
b) i cbb anyway
c) supposedly seeing lil spiders are good luck
oh shiet better do some work eyy
♥SUNdae
Sunday, September 6, 2009
disturbia
BAHAHHAHAHA found this :) while i was studiously studying like i always am :)
-quote bomb all
anywayyss
did some thinking
and realised that the only approach to this is to stop trying and go with the flow
so from now on
你想做什么就做什么
我也没有什么能做的
你想你的
我想我的
老公说我是自找的
说的也是
所以现在你想怎么样就怎么样
只想静下心去学习
不要受太大的影响
PAUSE
等两个月以后再想：）
-quote bomb allanywayyss
did some thinkingand realised that the only approach to this is to stop trying and go with the flow
so from now on
你想做什么就做什么我也没有什么能做的
你想你的
我想我的
老公说我是自找的
说的也是
所以现在你想怎么样就怎么样
只想静下心去学习
不要受太大的影响
PAUSE
等两个月以后再想：）
ily mitch&paige♥SUNdae
Friday, September 4, 2009
imsorry
sorry guys
crap mood recently
crap mood recently
(as jerry kindly and loudly pointed out today)
sorry if i raged/ranted abt stuff to you :( i shudnt trouble other ppl with that kinda lame pointless stuff.
sorry if ive been a betch or if ive been uninteresting to talk to
sorry if ive annoyed you with my lowness
just me being stupid!!! :)
think of it as PMS okay :D :D :D
i think the stress is also getting to me...im so tightly round up :S
so yer SORRY SORRY SORRY put up with it just a while longer :)
SUNNYSUN soon to come back to a cinema near you :)
:( i should be treasuring every moment spent with schoolpeeps right now
i'll miss S^3NT♥ & everyone else that has just become a part of everyday life.
life is to be enjoyed
not to be fretted over
oh and just to let you know
i do NOT like the person i am right now
i want the old sunnysun back not this freakishly unsunny person
shes the biggest retard
give me me back
sorry if i raged/ranted abt stuff to you :( i shudnt trouble other ppl with that kinda lame pointless stuff.
sorry if ive been a betch or if ive been uninteresting to talk to
sorry if ive annoyed you with my lowness
just me being stupid!!! :)
think of it as PMS okay :D :D :D
i think the stress is also getting to me...im so tightly round up :S
so yer SORRY SORRY SORRY put up with it just a while longer :)
SUNNYSUN soon to come back to a cinema near you :)
:( i should be treasuring every moment spent with schoolpeeps right now
i'll miss S^3NT♥ & everyone else that has just become a part of everyday life.
life is to be enjoyed
not to be fretted over
♥SUNdae
oh and just to let you know
i do NOT like the person i am right now
i want the old sunnysun back not this freakishly unsunny person
shes the biggest retard
give me me back
life
LOL
WHY DID I DRINK THAT LAME INSTANT MOCHA @ LIB
looks like another late night for meee
oh so tired
+ like panda eyes to the max
whatever
DONT GIVE A FUCK
(sorry for the swearing)
looks like another late night for meee
oh so tired
+ like panda eyes to the max
whatever
DONT GIVE A FUCK
(sorry for the swearing)
everything is so depressing these days
WHATEVER i dont give a damn
i give up
(not)
one of these days im going to chuck it -.- i swear i can feel it coming.
agree with sushi: drinking sounds oh so tempting
I BETTER BE ALLOWED OUT IN THE HOLIDAYS
♥SUNdae
WHATEVER i dont give a damn
i give up
(not)
one of these days im going to chuck it -.- i swear i can feel it coming.
agree with sushi: drinking sounds oh so tempting
I BETTER BE ALLOWED OUT IN THE HOLIDAYS
♥SUNdae
Thursday, September 3, 2009
moodswing
=.=
there goes my smileyface
sighh back to the routine low againnnn
next one due to hit in...another 24hrs im predicting LOL
:(
deardearsushi wish you were online so i cud seek ur wonderful advice that you cant seem to take urself.
confused
"It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone: you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives, but we always wait until they're gone to say the things we never had the courage to before."
"If I could be anyone at this moment, I'd be her so you'd love me too."
(continuation of awesome quotes i scabbed)
LOL btw my horoscope reading is so CRAP
went back to the hk msn site that sushi showed me yesterday and read my horoscope:
overall:2/5
you are surrounded by the smell of gunpowder ( i think they mean in the figurative sense), and even some friends that arent close, or people from work can feel your moodswing (omg so true). some people and the other half have unresolved problems? its best to sit down face to face to clarify the differences between communication. singles, you will have [something stockmarket] as well as more opportunities to meet highclass people. todays guide: strive for ur rights? lucky place?: learn from the past.
love:2/5
in the face of emotional defeat, you who have always been sentimental, is once again hiding in your sadness and self pity. todays guide: try to avoid the negative emotions. luck prescription: sincerity can even open metal and stone?
work:3/5
you shouldnt be impulsive. learn to be more patient. the key to success is to take everything slowly. todays guide: treat ur work seriously and find a breakthough? kaiyun motto: work well with everyone
money:3/5
it should be fairly easy to make money now. you should maintain the lifestyle? you have built up and you may even get a reward. todays guide: consider working with family members.
and then the stupid tarot card that i chose was ALSO the worst:
寶劍十 錯過戀愛最佳時間，「蜜運」機會不可能
你选择这张塔罗牌暗示，目前的爱情能量有点低迷，甚至错过了告白或是挽回对方的最佳时间。也许你现在每天都生活在痛苦与懊悔中，因为你刚刚失去了一段甜蜜的恋情，由于「误会」无法在短时间释怀，以至于现在每天都抱着痛苦的情绪入眠。艾菲尔老师建议你，「失恋」并不可怜，重要的是，要学会「爱惜自己」与「珍惜对方」的人生课题。
which basically translates to:
10 of swords. missed the best time for love. chances: impossible
the tarrot you selected suggests ur current love energy/status? is a bit depressed, maybe even missed a confession, or missed the best time to get them back. maybe you live everyday in pain and regret, because you just lost a sweet romance due to 'misunderstanding' which cant be solved in a short time. so now you go to sleep everyday with painful feelings. eiffel teacher suggests that 'lost love' isnt sad, the most important thing is to learn to 'respect/love yourself' and 'cherish the other person' when dealing with lifes issues.
yehyeh fobby translation whateverrr
LOLOL THATS NOT THE POINT
the point iss THATS LIKE THE DAMN FORECAST FOR THE WHOLE MONTH omgg im jinxed!!!
and B1's horoscope is like complete opposite
hes got like 5/5 5/5 4/5 4/5
and 10 of cups
which then goes on to talk about how wonderful is love life is blossoming etcetc
get screwed
sad part is
this thingo is pretty damn accurate
jinxed to the max
:(
there goes my smileyface
sighh back to the routine low againnnn
next one due to hit in...another 24hrs im predicting LOL
:(
deardearsushi wish you were online so i cud seek ur wonderful advice that you cant seem to take urself.
confused
"It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone: you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives, but we always wait until they're gone to say the things we never had the courage to before."
"If I could be anyone at this moment, I'd be her so you'd love me too."
(continuation of awesome quotes i scabbed)
LOL btw my horoscope reading is so CRAP
went back to the hk msn site that sushi showed me yesterday and read my horoscope:
overall:2/5
you are surrounded by the smell of gunpowder ( i think they mean in the figurative sense), and even some friends that arent close, or people from work can feel your moodswing (omg so true). some people and the other half have unresolved problems? its best to sit down face to face to clarify the differences between communication. singles, you will have [something stockmarket] as well as more opportunities to meet highclass people. todays guide: strive for ur rights? lucky place?: learn from the past.
love:2/5
in the face of emotional defeat, you who have always been sentimental, is once again hiding in your sadness and self pity. todays guide: try to avoid the negative emotions. luck prescription: sincerity can even open metal and stone?
work:3/5
you shouldnt be impulsive. learn to be more patient. the key to success is to take everything slowly. todays guide: treat ur work seriously and find a breakthough? kaiyun motto: work well with everyone
money:3/5
it should be fairly easy to make money now. you should maintain the lifestyle? you have built up and you may even get a reward. todays guide: consider working with family members.
and then the stupid tarot card that i chose was ALSO the worst:
寶劍十 錯過戀愛最佳時間，「蜜運」機會不可能
你选择这张塔罗牌暗示，目前的爱情能量有点低迷，甚至错过了告白或是挽回对方的最佳时间。也许你现在每天都生活在痛苦与懊悔中，因为你刚刚失去了一段甜蜜的恋情，由于「误会」无法在短时间释怀，以至于现在每天都抱着痛苦的情绪入眠。艾菲尔老师建议你，「失恋」并不可怜，重要的是，要学会「爱惜自己」与「珍惜对方」的人生课题。
which basically translates to:
10 of swords. missed the best time for love. chances: impossible
the tarrot you selected suggests ur current love energy/status? is a bit depressed, maybe even missed a confession, or missed the best time to get them back. maybe you live everyday in pain and regret, because you just lost a sweet romance due to 'misunderstanding' which cant be solved in a short time. so now you go to sleep everyday with painful feelings. eiffel teacher suggests that 'lost love' isnt sad, the most important thing is to learn to 'respect/love yourself' and 'cherish the other person' when dealing with lifes issues.
yehyeh fobby translation whateverrr
LOLOL THATS NOT THE POINT
the point iss THATS LIKE THE DAMN FORECAST FOR THE WHOLE MONTH omgg im jinxed!!!
and B1's horoscope is like complete opposite
hes got like 5/5 5/5 4/5 4/5
and 10 of cups
which then goes on to talk about how wonderful is love life is blossoming etcetc
get screwed
sad part is
this thingo is pretty damn accurate
jinxed to the max
:(
♥SUNdae
stupidman
RAWR
RAGERAGERAGERAGEEEE
omg man was @ monash lib with wilson.thisal.arman.B1
and it was like 10
and we were in the silent area thingo...yes i know that means NO TALKING but there was like barely anyone there sheesh.
i was saying something QUIETLY and then some stupid dude just stood up and said
"HEY..be quiet"
im like WTHHHHHHHH GRRRRRRR
stupid dude who was short and looked like a potato
like literally his head is like a potato =.=
BAHAHHAHA yes i have a beautiful illustration of him too...which i dont know where ive put
but whatever thats not the point =.=
AND RIGHT AFTER HE SAID THAT HE LEFT
like omg if ur gonna tell us to shuttup then at least do it WHEN UR STILL GONNA BE STUDYING... sif say it and then leave
AHAHAHHAHHH so funny
bagged the shyt out of wilson :)
"what are you looking at sunny?...the wall?" -thisal
ROFLMAO!!!!!!!!!!!! ONLY COS WILSON WAS RED AND HE BLENDED IN WITH THE RED WALL
(Y)(Y)(Y)
5...4....3....2....1....KABOOM!!!!!!
&& dw mang ur singing isnt..that..bad? :S
ahh love you guys (Y)
&& ty for putting up with me while i was on my icecream high :):)
YES YOU KNOW WHAT???
today started out another rather gloomy day..much the same as the past week
except it did have a certain lowpoint =.=
HOWEVER!!! was extremely pleased with myself
because I FIXED SOMETHING THAT THE LADY SAID PROB COULDNT BE FIXED :)
yay!!!
:( but its gonna break again..i just KNOW it..too fragile
well yes tomorrow is my chem sac
and i am rather ashamed to say
i have not done any questions to revise
not even last years sacpaper :(
I WILL DO THAT TMR IN MY FREE THOUGH!!!!!
cant concentrate that much these days...
only have rare moments when my balance of high&low are in equillibrium LOLOLL
btw seeing as i just gave thisal the link to this blog
i shall give a special shoutout to him
THISBABY YOU MAKE ME AHAHAHAHAHAHBOOMBOOM
ily
xx
♥SUNdae
RAGERAGERAGERAGEEEE
omg man was @ monash lib with wilson.thisal.arman.B1
and it was like 10
and we were in the silent area thingo...yes i know that means NO TALKING but there was like barely anyone there sheesh.
i was saying something QUIETLY and then some stupid dude just stood up and said
"HEY..be quiet"
im like WTHHHHHHHH GRRRRRRR
stupid dude who was short and looked like a potato
like literally his head is like a potato =.=
BAHAHHAHA yes i have a beautiful illustration of him too...which i dont know where ive put
but whatever thats not the point =.=
AND RIGHT AFTER HE SAID THAT HE LEFT
like omg if ur gonna tell us to shuttup then at least do it WHEN UR STILL GONNA BE STUDYING... sif say it and then leave
AHAHAHHAHHH so funny
bagged the shyt out of wilson :)
"what are you looking at sunny?...the wall?" -thisal
ROFLMAO!!!!!!!!!!!! ONLY COS WILSON WAS RED AND HE BLENDED IN WITH THE RED WALL
(Y)(Y)(Y)
5...4....3....2....1....KABOOM!!!!!!
&& dw mang ur singing isnt..that..bad? :S
ahh love you guys (Y)
&& ty for putting up with me while i was on my icecream high :):)
YES YOU KNOW WHAT???
today started out another rather gloomy day..much the same as the past week
except it did have a certain lowpoint =.=
HOWEVER!!! was extremely pleased with myself
because I FIXED SOMETHING THAT THE LADY SAID PROB COULDNT BE FIXED :)
yay!!!
:( but its gonna break again..i just KNOW it..too fragile
well yes tomorrow is my chem sac
and i am rather ashamed to say
i have not done any questions to revise
not even last years sacpaper :(
I WILL DO THAT TMR IN MY FREE THOUGH!!!!!
cant concentrate that much these days...
only have rare moments when my balance of high&low are in equillibrium LOLOLL
btw seeing as i just gave thisal the link to this blog
i shall give a special shoutout to him
THISBABY YOU MAKE ME AHAHAHAHAHAHBOOMBOOM
ily
xx
♥SUNdae
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