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MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HOHOHOPE YOU HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR

2010-12-24T22:19:00.003+11:00

GYYAAHHHHHH

I LOVE CHRISTMAS

AND ALL THE FESTIVE CHEER ♥

AND PRESENTS!

Hope you all have a lovely christmas and get what you wished for :)

And hopefully santa doesnt get lazy with your presents like he is with mine.

LOVEYOUALL♥

and make the leap, cause your feet always know where to go

2010-12-23T20:20:00.002+11:00

AW MAN I havnt posted in ages.

Well lets see.

Today started off well.

Woke up atound 10am (6 HRS SLEEP MAN!) and went for brekky&coffee with mum. Then we headed down to springvale to buy some asian book thingo for Justins christmas present (and BBT ofcourse). Decided to go chaddy because she still hasnt gotten me a present cos well...I dunno what to ask for?

Ended up buying SUNNIES!!

2 actually.

Well 2 + a free one cos every 2 sunnies you get they let you do like a random pick from a christmaslooking box. yeaaahhhh

Gucci <3

Dsquared

BUT TOOK SO FREAKING LONG

THENNNN went around looking for a white gold anklet (cos I want one for christmas) but only found ONE and it was a bit too thick and didnt look that pretty so yeah..fail.

2 days till christmas I still dont have a present.

I was meant to go Chinabar buffet with bomal but stupid red ninja assasin decided to pay a visit

So instead of eating various delicacies and stuffing my face with everything-but-seafood....I am here in bed. And thats where I'll stay for the rest of the night.

And depending on if my FREAKING CRAMPS go away by tmr morning....yeah

AND I WAS MEANT TO GO ST KILDA BEACH TMR

GAAAAHHHHH

On the plus side

5 days till CHINAA <3

& now for my antidote to cramps
BARBIE & THE 12 DANCING PRINCESSES :D

KONGKONG

2010-12-16T04:09:00.001+11:00

gossipgirl

2010-12-08T05:08:00.000+11:00

I FINALLY HAVE STUFF TO WATCHHHHH

thanks to B1 :)

AWESOME DAY TODAY :D

woke up late as usual..like 3?

was meant to catch up with bomal & have coffee then go over to my place so i could copy stuff from his harddrive.

BUTT seeing as everysingle time we do stuff i always decide what to do i made him choose

...yeah we ended up at Eureka towers

with no camera

LAWL!!!

BUT THE VIEW! SO PRETTYYY

well you'd expect as much since it was 300m off the ground. 88 storeys up :D

stayed there for like 2 hrs waiting for the night view & eating icecream

he wanted to go in the EDGE box thing but i thought it would be better on a sunny clear day rather than night.

WAITING FOR THE LAME ONE TO GET BACK SO WE CAN GO TO THE EDGE TOGETHER <3 so hurry your ass back

ANYWAY...walked to redsilks and had dinner

then went to this awesome little bubbletea place that had like..food and weird desserts and sold gatsby and polaroid cameras1!!

I HAVE NEVER SEEN ANYTHERE SELL POLAROIDS except online

GAAHHHH I WANT ONE SO BBAAAAADDDDD

they had awesome swinging chairs there LOL

chilled till 11:30 then drove to 24hr KMART

picked out outfits for eachother

LOLS so much easier picking gay outfits for guys than for girls

but my superman boxers do look pretty retarded..

went home and watched gossipgirl

I SHALL UPLOAD THEM SCENERY PICS ON FB TMR!!!

I MUST SAY

a pretty good day :D

******

Boy I'm like a G6

and baby you're the shiet

thats why I miss you

like flies miss poo

so sup

2010-11-24T00:10:00.001+11:00

Once again didnt know which blog to blog in

so I just clicked NEW POST on both of them and waited to see which one loaded first :)

YEAHHH I so ceebs blogging atm but...nothing better to do I guess.

BOMAL HURRY UP WITH THAT HARDDRIVE SO I CAN GET ALL THEM TV SHOWS

Lalala...so what am I meant to write about?

HMM

Well these past few days have been MEH and basically consists of me trying to fill up my time with something to DO.

Today went over to suzannes house though :D

like a 4 ppl birthday party thingy ROFL...even though SHARON AND SUSHIs BIRTHDAYS WERE LIKE 6 MONTHS AGO? man I should have added in mine too BAHAHHA

ATE SO MUCHHHH.

I have decided that from now on till before I go China...I AM GOING TO DIET.

MUST

LOSE

WEIGHT

BEFORE

UNI

STARTS

(okay this does not apply for when I go to new quay buffet <3)

ANYWAYYSS

Think fb makes it kinda obvious and all but yes...3 months. LOL

(freaking terr=.=)

SUCH A LONNGG TIMMEEEE WHYYYYY

Yeah you better like ask me real nicely when you get back.

LIKE REAL PRO-AWESOMELY-ORIGINAL-CUTE-ADORABLE-SWEET-NICE -.-

psh sif go for like quarter of a year.

EVEN THE TIMEZONE IS DIFFERENT lols

asdjkadhj I actually have a lot of complaining to do but...I'll save it for the other blog =.=

awkward turtles ♥

TEEHEE jaytee brought a whole bag of toys he won from those machine thingos over to nats house last night && I stole like 6 of them.
(left mickey mouse in rays car though)

&& took this goofy too. not cos i particularly LIKE goofy

BUT ROFLMAO IT REMINDS ME OF THE LAME ONE

see see??

TALL AND ~~RETARDED~~ GOOFY :)

OH and you can also see the bandaid on my arm from my injections.

GOSH PISSED ME OFF SO BAD!!

havnt been that pissed off in quite a while I have to say.

K ALL THE MONEY IN MY BANK + CASH ON HAND = $62

and the injection cost $68

$6 SHORT

and well....dont think they can exactly suck the vaccination stuff out of my system LOLS

SO WHAT DO I DO?

I FREAKING CALL MUM 10 TIMES

no answer.

MESSAGE HER "EMERGENCY CALL ME"

no reply.

yeah had to call DEE to come to uni

(yeah bros are now more reliable than mothers)

all the while being held hostage LOLS

FAR OUT SO EMBARRASSING MAN

then guess what?

I call again and she FINALLY picks up.

yeah sorry I was talking to colleagues couldnt answer the phone.

WHAT

THE

FUDGGEEEE

Seriously when shes on the phone with ppl she gets pissed at me for interrupting her

but when IM on the phone SHES FULLY LIKE INTERRUPTING

and if i dont reply shes like WHY DONT YOU REPLY

RAGE!

seriously -.- saying 'excuse me for a moment'...is it THAT DAMN HARD?

and now I have $0.43 in my bank account and like $30? cash on me

and tomorrow is chaddy VIP sale

FML :(:(

I need a job

I need to first write a resume

yeah.

OKAY I'M JUST GOING TO STOP RIGHT HERE.

too much blabbing on about random bits and pieces

misumisu

♥

sun~~shine~~

bored & cleaning room

2010-11-13T20:42:00.003+11:00

One, Two,

PikaBOO

Three, Four,

Life's a bore.

Five, Six,

Just for kicks,

Seven, Eight,

Go on a date.

Nine, Ten,

You're mine. Say when

And one day

We'll do this agen.

I love writing poems that dont make sense especially when I'm trying to clean this rubbish dump of clothes, teddies, blankets, and a bunch of other random crap..aka my rooms

I'll give you $2 to clean it for me.

Any takers?

Skittles

2010-11-05T21:31:00.003+11:00

I am so in love with eminem right now.
I kinda wanna marry him.
♥

If I could rap.
I'd call myself 'skittles'.
Because
skittles &
sunny
both
make
rainbows.

YEAH you better watch out
eminem ft skittles ♥
coming sometime in the future
to a candy shop near you
motherfudgerrrr

You know you are procrastinating way to much when you write 4 blogposts in 1 day...and you still have 2 exams coming up. AND you cant study tomorrow because you have a WEDDING TO ATTEND TO ♥

aftermath

2010-11-05T12:46:00.001+11:00

OK yeah I'm just going to keep alternating between blogs because I cant make up my mind which one to stick to so...SUCK.

SO I WATCHED
BARBIE FAIRYTOPIA
last night

Cute movie.

She looked quite stunning in the cover. BUT HELLO? There were only like..what 10 seconds? of her with her hair down. GOSH.

IF YOU HAVE BEAUTIFUL SILKY CASCADING BLONDE CURLS LIKE THAT

WHY KEEP IT IN A DAMN BUN!!!

Fairy stupid if you ask me.

AHAHHAH GETTIT??

FAIRY stupid? like....FAIRLY stupid? ohohoho

(please refrain from commenting that MYJOKES are fairylame...cos they're AWESOME)

ANYWAYY heres the trailer :D :D

BIBBLE IS SO ADORABLE.

It's her little puff ball...not quite sure what that is but I want one.

AND HE CANT TALK nawwww

he kind of just...make sounds.

So the whole movie is about Elina - which get this....IS A WINGLESS FAIRY how scandalous - going on a journey across Fairytopia to save her world from being taken over by the evil Laverna. Its like a MASSIVE garden and they live in flowers that have AUTOMATIC DOORS/PETALS!!! HOHSHIZZZ!! AndAND the middle of the flower is their bed...and theres LIGHTS TOO! So damn crazy. Who needs a mansion when they can have a flower that opens their petals for you without you even having to open it yourself :D

As with all Barbie movies...it ends with the evil fairy being defeated, her world being restored to peace, and her finally getting a pair of magical wings as thanks from the Enchantress.

I swear there is a love triangle going on in here.

See...because she cant fly, her mode of transportation for the majority of this film is on a butterfly called Hue. There is this part where they fly down to where the mermaids are and eat a magic seaweed thing that enables them to breathe underwater (kinda like Gillyweed in Harry Potter). How on earth a butterfly is able to fly/swim underwater is beyond me, but who am I to question the logic of Fairytopia right?

So anyway the mermaid prince Nalu helps them escape and love blossoms.

So Elina and Nalu like eachother right?

WELL GET THIS! I swear that HUE ALSO HAS FEELINGS FOR HER! Because well he keeps going on her journey and says its 'his duty'..psh more like duty to his HEART.

Two guys...One fairy.

HMMM....I wonder who she chooses

well seeing as there is a Barbie Mermadia sequel where she goes and saves prince Nalu from Laverna's evil henchmen...Im guessing she prefers her fish over butterflies.

Well there IS a barbie Mariposa sequel too about butterfly fairies but it has nothing to do with Hue...who is just a butterfly. I think.

"I believe I can flyyy

I believe I can touch the skyyyy"

LOL JOKES I dont have magic fairy wings :(

SO WHY AM I WRITING UP NONSENSE THAT NO ONE CARES ABOUT AND ISNT OF MUCH IMPORTANCE TO ME EITHER?

Well I'm hungy but I cant be bothered making food.

And I dont want to have to start revising for OSCE's already after yesterday's epic fail.

I will end here.

To procrastinate more.

abcdeFUDGE

2010-11-02T12:23:00.005+11:00

WHYYYYY

WHY MUST GOD PUNISH ME IN THIS WAY

I have now determined that symtoms from yesterday were def NOT hayfever...because the WHOLE DAMN NIGHT I COULDNT SLEEP.

Had to get up like 4 times to blow my nose.

AND THIS MORNING ITS STILL THE SAME.

Blocked nose that I have to forcibly clean out every 5mins or so.

Sore irritated throat.

Headache.

And the drowsy/tired feeling.

Somehow this doesnt feel like a normal cold to me.

OMGG I googled it....and found something called SINUSITUS

IT BETTER NOT BE THAT

Because apparently the it can last YEARS if its chronic
and even if i have acute viral sinusitus its still like...7-10days?

And did I mention my exam is in like 48 hours?

OH and I STILL NEED TO ACTUALLY STUDY?

LIKE....START?

~~Yeah yeah if i had studied earlier I wouldnt be this stressed out I KNOWW~~

FUDGE!!!!

FUDGING POOP

FUDGE YOU ~~MOTHER~~FUDGER WHO PASSED THIS DAMN VIRUS TO ME! I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN AND INFECT YOU WITH A HIV INFECTED NEEDLE!

bye.
off to blow out the gross stuff in my nose
sounds so appealing doesnt it

** P.S part 2 of my rant on the other blog http://sunsquared.wordpress.com/

nachos

2010-11-02T00:40:00.002+11:00

You're just like nachos

a little bit cheesy

a lot corny

and depending on what you put on top

you're a tad spicy

not to mention cooked to perfection

that reminds me

I deeply crave a corndog

which i guess can be cheesy and corny too

~~...and a dog LOL~~

zzz why am I updating BOTH blogs?
off to watch sleeping beauty then sleep :)

ciao

wordpress

2010-10-31T23:20:00.001+11:00

OKK
So I have been wanting a blog that would let me password protect posts. HENCEE I spent the majority of today trying to create one :)
I now have a wordpress

http://sunsquared.wordpress.com/

YAYYERSS

Unfortunately it's pretty lame because I cant put mixpod OR cbox on it
AND I cant change the font or font size in my posts
WTH =.=
Maybe i'll only use it for ranting then :P
or like alicia said...for confessing my love

"oh wherefore art thou ~~Romeo~~ mother"

***

On another note.

I do apologize for the (tu)

AHAHHAHAHAH

...

hmm im starting to be very ~~paranoid.~~

rage.

no actually i'm too tired to rage.

I will go watch something and sleep

and wake up nice and early tmr

go to uni

and see BYUNTAE WHO I HAVNT SEEN FOR SO MANY MONTHS

bye my lovelies

lmFAo?

2010-10-30T20:20:00.001+11:00

yeah k another LOL moment

....

not the same monetary value

it is if i have to get my fat ass off the couch and make my way to clayton

(Y)

not to mention psychological damage from the mother

8:20pm

haha your ass isnt fat

im sure its lovely LOL

THAT REMINDED ME SO MUCH OF THOSE GEEKS FROM BEAUTY&THEGEEK

kekeke

so adorably socially awkward

you're hot & you're cold

2010-10-30T02:30:00.003+11:00

mMMMmmm

I dont know why I'm not sleeping atm

especially when Im so TIRED RAWR

Today was the most fail study day of my life.

Got to uni at like 12:30 and immediately caught a bus to DTs

poor mother....thinking I was in the library the whole time :(

Went there and chilled....I dont even remember what we did anymore LOL

Waited for ray to come with the pancake batter & icecreammm <3

Unfortunately pancakes were such a big fail

like...4 people happened to decide to dye their hair =.=

SOOOOO waited for them before we headed off to CHELSEA BEACHHH WOOOO

Siu, Chris, Dee, Terr, Steph, Ray, Tung, Evelyn, Jason, James

Lovely day :)

Unfortunately I wasnt wearing bathers so I spent the whole time resisting the temptation to go in the water just so I wouldnt get my bra wet.

Knowing me...I had to do something stupid.

As soon as we got back to DTs I jumped in the shower and realised that OH GEE I just went in the shower with my DAMN BRA ON

WASTE OF EFFORT TRYING TO NOT GET IT WET AT THE BEACH

>:[

ANYWAY after my failwhale

we watched beauty&the geek :D

then gossipgirl

then vampire diaries

Still heeaaappppss behind on vampdiaries though :(

omgah she so hawt

Went to glenny to eat dinner & coffee & maccas with the same peeps (+ shawn, - evelyn & ray)

or rather, iced chocolate YUMMEH

OMGAH someone was wearing
matchingggg :D

Back to DTs

then the lovely & kind bomal (YEAH YOU"LL READ THIS) & ishan& gu jun pyo came and took me home

******

Even the best days have their sunsets

zzzz

sometimes this thing in the back of my head pisses me off

makes everything so much harder >:[

and it makes me so much greedier

study

2010-10-28T19:56:00.006+11:00

You turn my world upside-down

noɦ ssᴉɯ

LOLOL...gettit? :D

(read it upside-down)

killingmeslowly

2010-10-27T19:12:00.004+11:00

Sorry if I let you down :(

♥
Am I a horrible friend? :\

(I deleted the post btw =.=)

OH and thank you dobby
for listening to me rant
and trying to help
:)

♥

pidgeons & peacocks

2010-10-26T17:07:00.000+11:00

This is random but

TERR WONG

whattheHELL do you mean about pidgeons and all that

YOU SUCK POOP

YOUR

PIDGEON

ANALOGY

SUCKS

POOOOOOOP

bye.

Im not lame..really

2010-10-20T23:23:00.002+11:00

LOLOL just another lame convo :)

11:21p

OIIIII

IIIIO

it's not spell backwards day

it's a wednesday

yag ru

i eat yag ru

for breakfast

everyday

LOL are you calling T.I gay?

dude hes awesome kay

what

how am i calling

t.i gay

lol get it

cos i said yag ru

which is ur gay backwards right

and ur like

i eat yag ru

so if you put that backwards its like

ur gay tae i

WOW

which is like UR GAY T.I

BAHHAHA

11:27

naughty or nice

2010-10-20T22:34:00.000+11:00

I've never ever been someone who's into lingerie and stuff

but I chanced across this ad @ covetish.com

and I must say ITS SHOOOO CUTTEEEEE

all pink & frilly and THAT LITTLE HANKYPANKY WRAP

ohgawd

well I guess its only cute cos the model chick has like a 10/10 body

BUT STILL

Little Minx Lingerie from Zodee <3

AUD RATES ARE SO GOOD RIGHT NOW

&& I want to shop online.

Did a little bit of browsing just before and I have compiled a 4page word document of links of clothes I want to buy :(

ohdear

Really dont want to be spending another 3 hrs cutting it down to a reasonable amount

then asking mummy for money

...and a credit card

as well as like $150 for USHER TICKETSSSS

WOOOOOOO

ode to sushi

2010-10-19T22:36:00.007+11:00

I just feel like saying that SUSHI IS GAY

but then again....thats how you roll right?

LOLOL

GETTIT????

THATS HOW SUSHI ROLLS?

cos like...

sushi roll?

Heart shaped sushi :D

Panda sushi

flower sushi

SHOOO CUTTEEE

OBAMA SUSHI!!!

Nemo sushi :O

amazing...AMAZING

laptop sushi ROFLLL

love heart sushi <3

flower sushi

more flower sushi...is that meant to be CHERRYBLOSSOM :O

omfg dog sushi LOL

PIKACHIU SUSHI

Dragon sushi

AND THE WORST EVERRR

INSECT SUSHI

SO LIKE...SOMEONE MAKE ME THEM YEH??

k thanks i'll love you forever <3

*****

I wish I could have the best of both worlds :(

Well I probably could do fine

...but see I've never been much of a good multi-tasker / juggler

bye peeps

i dont get it

2010-10-15T23:10:00.001+11:00

NOOOOOOOO

thanks for ruining my night :(

I KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN

I.KNEW.THIS.WOULD.HAPPEN

omg
I cant believe they think that ... : (
well I dont blame them but still!
maybe they just dont want it to happen
so um....
what happens now?

rheumatoid arthritis & gout :)

2010-10-15T09:56:00.002+11:00

In a lecture

BORED :)

I already copied out 38slides onto 7 pages of word

without retaining a single word of it

YAY

got this from jennyzhu :)

PRICK

2010-10-14T22:31:00.001+11:00

it may be because Im PMSing

but omg hearing about it just makes me so RAGGGEEEE

HOW CAN SOMEONE BE SUCH A FAG

and how can he be so faggity that even someone who doesnt know him personally can tell hes a fag!

>:@

YOU

STAY AWAY FROM HER

OR SAY GOODBYE TO YOUR FEMORAL ARTERY
i'll cut off your phalanges one by one
i'll break your brachial plexus
i'll stab your gluteus maximus medius AND minimus

***

on another note

does this mean I get to use the disabled toilets now?

teehee

:] :[

2010-10-13T23:35:00.001+11:00

I HATE IT WHEN I GET AGITATED FOR NO REASON

so...sorry in advance if I get cranky

PLUSSSS

STUPID CRAMPS WHY DONT YOU GO TO HELL

AND LEAVE ME ALONE

LOOL found this on some site

13 things PMS stands for:

1. Pass My Shotgun

2. Psychotic Mood Shift

3. Perpetual Munching Spree

4. Puffy Mid-Section

5. People Make me Sick

6. Provide Me Sweets

7. Pardon My Snobbing

8. Pimples May Surface

9. Pass My Sweatpants

10. Pissy Mood Syndrome

11. Plainly; Men Suck

12. Pack My Stuff

13. Potential Murder Suspect

ROFLMAOO

good laugh

I wanna read that :D

TTYL

eating lychee congee <3

ARE YOU BEING SERIOUS?

2010-10-12T22:37:00.001+11:00

ROFLMAO

omg you have got to be kidding me

FUNNIEST EVERRRRRR

its cute...

BUT FUNNNYYY lolol

Obviously I have edited names out of this

but if you knew who I was talking about..you'd know this person is NOT "serious and mature"

and honestly...YOU ARE SO GOOD ENOUGH OKAY

Laugh.Out.Loud

101

2010-10-12T00:17:00.003+11:00

Today (or rather the day that just past a few minutes ago)
marks the 100th day you have left.

So technically...right now is the start of 101 days without you.

And it still doesnt feel real.

I kind of dont want it to...

I wonder if you are disappointed in me?

Because I'm disappointed in myself.

All the things you did,

and wanted me to learn,

was so I could become a stronger person.

And yet...I have become weak

Fragile.

100 days later, I still cry at night sometimes.

I still blame you.

I still feel guilty.

But what if you leaving was also meant

to push me one step closer to being

stronger, more independent,

the person you want me to be?

I never got the chance to say a proper goodbye

but if I did...then I would most certainly tell you

I love you.

6.7.10

*********

Just to clarify things
not everything in my blog is like about romance and shizz
for example this blog isnt
Please dont try and relate everything to my lovelife

DT in the house

2010-10-11T02:26:00.004+11:00

I feel so guilty for eating that fried noodle 20mins ago...

ANYWAYY

This weekend has been quite awesome :)

FRIDAY NIGHT

Went over to Dee/Terr's around 4.
hung out till everyone got there

Went over to boxhill to have korean bbq buffet at 8
OMGAWD SO GOOOOODDDD
Def worth the $28.50 :)

Was meant to go home after...but everyone decided to have a drinkup back at DTs instead
soo....:S after a RAWR call to mum I decided I would go too
Made the right choice (Y) defs worth it :D

Battled kouhei to see to who could shoot the waterbottle with nerf guns more accurately.

Being the insanely awesome person I am...I WON

IN YO FACE

kiddingggg

THen the drinking began (Y)

4 bottles of Chivas, 3 bottles of coke and HEAPS of green tea

Im proud to say I didnt throw up or become overly drunk :)

Played Kings for a while

LOLOL I LOVE YOU GUYS

FUNNIEST EVVERRR

LOL @ rainer making his speech

LOL @ linh walking into the flyscreen

LOL @ kouhei and the park...

LOL @ the awesome "I never..."s

LOL @ dee in the bathroom

LOL @ rainer not shutting up when everyone was trying to sleep

LOL @ rainer trying to spoon kouhei&tung ROFLMAOOOO

LOL @ rainer "im feeling so horny man...can I rape you?"

SUCH A GOOD NIGHT!!!

Ended up sleeping at around 5am?

OHMYLORD rainer would not shuttup

And when he finally did...him and kouhei snoring

RAGGEEE I WANT TO SLEEPPP NOOOBSS

Despite all that, still managed to doze off teehee :)

Had to wake up at 10 though to go home, shower then head to the dentist :(
well...least IM GETTING MY BRACES OFF THIS YEAR :D
the END of this year I mean....
like...december -.-

ANYWAYY went to DTs again afterwards cos I was a loner at glen and mum wasnt home and I didnt want to waste precious freedom time trapped up at home by myself studying
LOL good chilling (Y)

TODAYY I woke up at like 4:30
:S after 15hours of sleep
yeeaahhhh bad :(
BUT ON THE BRIGHT SIDE.. I managed to clean my room
And wash the clothes
and vacuum my floor! which I have never ever done before
ohcrap....I think I left the clothes in the washing machine..FML

ANYWAY after dinner ray ishan nancy youry came over
Went over to a park and chilled.
:( felt like the biggest 5th wheeler since ray&youry were on the seesaw and ishan&nancy were on the monkeybars
and they were all talking softly
..and I was on the rocking horse
RIDING SOLO YO!

LOL got even worse when after a while they ALL went on the monkey bars ROFLMAO
:(

Came back to my place at like 11 to play UNO
EHEHEH I WON BOTH ROUNDS
too pro man

My 9am lecture got cancelled so I start at 10 tmr :D

Either way I'm going to have trouble waking up :(

SOO... I shall be going to sleep

Hopefully

Maybe

** BTW SHOUT OUT TO RAY
SINCE HES BEING GAY
ARE YOU HAPPY NOW AYE?
GO TO SLEEP OKAY
YOU HAD YOUR WAY
IM GOING TO MAKE YOU PAY
LOL JAY KAY

BYEE PEEPS

♥

weather

2010-10-07T23:40:00.000+11:00

Today started off cold, but gradually became warmer :)

And like xwm said, "the sun is smiling"

will it be as sunny tmr?

melbourne weather is oh so unpredictable you know

lovers you

dont give a *

2010-10-07T01:17:00.001+11:00

I WISH I WAS EDWARD CULLEN

SO I COULD READ YOUR GODDAMN RETARDED MIND.

I WILL NOT GIVE IN TO TEMPTATION

I WONNNTTTTTTTT

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you it wasnt meant to be this way which is why i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you

I DONT GIVE A SHIIIII...P

or least thats what im going to tell myself as much as possible :)

NOW OFF TO BEGIN MY MISSION #101

sneaking out of the house TEEHEE

SUNSHINE LOLLIPOPS...all i need is a RAINBOW

2010-10-03T16:12:00.003+11:00

ITS SUCH A WONDERFUL SUNNY DAY TODAY!!!

And I'm feeling pretty in sync with the weather.

EVen though I only have 4 hours of halfsleep.

annnddd I still have an ~~assignment~~ to start and finish by tomorrow...

BUT WHATEVER

RIGHT NOW RIGHT HERE I JUST WANT TO SAY

HAPPY SPRING :D

This is the first time the weather has been this nice in ... 4 months? I DONT KNOW

I feel so refreshed and ready to skip around in a park or something.

yes slightly high.

****

好久没有那一种‘爸爸’ 的感觉

除了爸爸以前总来没有别人那样

好想念哦

♥

1.10.10

laughoutloud

2010-09-23T01:33:00.001+10:00

...WOW

Thats all I have to say

2010-09-19T23:28:00.007+10:00

Why did you have to go and do all the things that you did
and leave me behind to think it over and over?
:(

I dont feel like myself lately.
Its kinda funny and weird... LOL like when you used to wish you were someone else?
yeah... except now you kinda are?
Okay that doesnt even make sense.
Have you ever felt like that?
When you realise that you are just not you.
You do things or feel things the real you wouldnt have?
I dont know dont wanna think about it RAWR
:( have to do my ATSI mental health report now ... due tmr LOOOL yes thats right last minute again.

she looks like a mermaid <3

********

I MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH
THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS much :)
even if you are 5621.35 miles away

no actually...you are much much further

Must have done something right -Relient K

2010-09-08T20:30:00.003+10:00

We should get jerseys

Cause we make a good team

But your's look better

Cause you're outta my league

I am now making a start on my assignment...due in 12 hours and 15mins

i loveth thee...siulee

2010-09-07T00:06:00.005+10:00

randomrandom

FML need to do a 2000w assignment and I havnt even read the journal/article thingymajigy I need to analyse. NOT TO MENTION I DONT KNOW SHIZZ ABOUT EPIDEMIOLOGY AND STATISTICAL TOOLS SO CANT ANALYSE IT ANYWAY.

could NOT sleep last night.

kept on waking up and RAAGGGEEEE

dont you hate it when you're like all tired and dying to sleep but sleep just WILLNOT come in peace?

i must have osteoporosis or something because my spine felt like it was crumbling along the edges

LOL spent like 1 hour lying there trying to figure out if i had a problem with my muscles, bones or it it was the damn nerves stuffing me up

which is about as sad as it is

especially since I couldnt come up with an answer

LOL selfdiagnosis = failllllwhale

you can count on me like one, two, three

i'll be there

and i know when i need it

i can count on you like four, three, two

and you'll be there

:):) ty very muchos

siu, dee, terr, patasi, jason

♥

smilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilelikenothingmatterssmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmile

one day

2010-09-02T13:44:00.002+10:00

GAWD this dress is GORGEOUS

I wish I could make my own clothes LOL

save $$$ :D

XWM

2010-08-30T04:23:00.002+10:00

yeah k im up at 4:30 am and my exam is at 8 am
and I am so damn screwed
esp since this is woth 15% of the year but since we dont have 4 subs .. its equivalent to 60%
alsijdlsadsadhkash
im SERIOUSLYSERIOUSLY considering changing course but even then you need a good average

ANYWAY
xmw
happy?
updating heaps
about random crap
:)
now go raid that tomb
in your red jumpsuit

LOL

SCREW EPIDEMIOLOGY
AND EVERYTHING ELSE FOR THAT MATTER
:( I still dont get all that confidence levels and relative risk and odds ratio and akjsdahkd

bye :(

3984

2010-08-29T21:47:00.003+10:00

It is probably a complete waste of time and incredibly bad prioritising on my part.....but I have finally started revising for the exam which is in 9 hours time by starting with HEP first.

YUP I have just spend about 3 hours summarising 5 lectures into 22 pages and 3984 words on my laptop :D
Its a shame its on the easiest and most unimportant subject aka HEALTH ENHANCEMENT PROGRAM lol wth.

Complete waste of time.
Real stupidity.
Not much learnt.
BUT IM STILL PROUD OF IT OKAY

ps congrats to LINHTRAN who finally got her doc martens
I now eagerly await the day when she congratulates me on getting my jimmychoos BAHAHHA

JIMMY CHOO CHOO

2010-08-25T23:11:00.007+10:00

I AM ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE
WITH JIMMY CHOO QUINZE
akjshdasgdsajgdjksa
HOW BEAUTIFUL ARE THEY?
I WANT THE NUDE COLOURED ONES

They also come in black.

And these look kinda the same but no where near as hawt. and no gems (Jimmy Choo Marble)

Its so weird On Nordstorm they sell it (nude quinze) for $1795
But on designer shoes house its $159
and Jimmy choo outlet store is $299?
(dunno what currency ... im guessing USD)
HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE
does that mean the last 2 are fake or something?
I couldnt find the nude quinze on the jimmychoo website
but they had the quinze black and its €1295
err.....so like $1,862.74AUD

19th birthday present yeah?
k thanks LOLOLOL

be green

2010-08-22T23:15:00.005+10:00

I woke up at 8am today to take the 8:4o tram to CAMBERWELL MARKETS.

YES

My first time ever op shopping/ flea market shopping/ 2nd hand shopping WHATEVERRRR.

So exciting man.

I ♥ old stuff...like all antique and vintage LOLOLOL

Cept all the real antique jewellery and watches and stuff are $$$$

No fear.

Thats why I'm investing like 13 years of my life so that one day I can call myself Dr Sun

and do prostate exams right?

OK I KID I KID

No prostate exams.

Hopefully.

Ew.

ANYWAYY

I have yet to take pics of the stuff but basically I bought

- Cue blazer

- Portmans blazer

- old (AND YES LINH THERE ARE LIKE 10 HOLES IN IT) baggy gay jumper that I will prob never wear out omfg

- black cardi

- Lacoste jumper

- Rusty bag

notbad?

Got back home and mum told me to never go again cos she doesnt want me wearing other ppls clothing but like IM HELPING THE ENVIRONMENT OKAY

RECYCLING FTW

Plus its so different to normal shopping :) FUNFUNFUN

Ok next time I am SOOO going to hunt down some real old jewellery.

No wait maybe save up some more money first then go buy some real jewellery.

Or...I could just get new stuff.

OR NOT cos old stuff rocks your jocks.

Oh and while Im in the mood. I would also like to say that whatever it is you are dealing with you probably dont know the whole story so try not to be so quick to judge or take on a definite position because you could end up hurting someone.

And yes we have all done it. I do it too.

♥

bubbles

2010-08-18T16:58:00.007+10:00

Hey

Remember that little bottle of 'unbreakable bubbles'?

And how we tried it but realised that the bubbles did pop?

You guys all said that it didnt work. It was fake.

Guess what?

It does work.

I tried it just then :)

I blew the bubbles.

But instead of trying impatiently to see if they would pop or not

I watched them float around in my room.

Bubbles are so pretty.

I didn't even realise that not all the bubbles were breaking.

Some of them stayed, on my desk, the bed, my hands, my hair.

They did eventually pop

but not before I had the satisfaction of knowing

that I was wrong when I thought it was a lie.

So see? Not all bubbles pop.

Maybe if we were more patient in the beginning

you would have seen it too :)

♥

123

2010-08-14T22:19:00.002+10:00

despite everything

i still want to believe

so i will

just not now.

Have you ever woken up one day and suddenly realised that you did something wrong?

Something you didnt realise you did wrong until just now?

Maybe its something you did for the first time.

Maybe you've already made the same mistake time and time again.

Or maybe you were so absorbed in your own life, and selfishly ignored the concerns of others.

I have.

So I know that it comes back to you. Haunts you. Makes you feel uneasy everytime you think about it.

But what can you do?

Everyone has their problems. The problems that are just a part of everyday life. The problems that they only tell to a selected few close friends. And the problems that they keep to themselves. So I wonder what everyone has to hide. What kind of problems they are keeping to themselves.

I have been selfish.

Only thinking of myself, only focusing on how to make me feel better.

I have been ignorant.

I pity myself for being in this state.

I guess I can only say sorry. Even if sorry does jack all.

Maybe I can apologise by saying that I am feeling much worse.

Maybe if you knew you wouldnt blame me as much.

Oh and by the way, this isnt an emo post.

Im just trying to express the feelings that Im sure you have all had at some point in time.

i wonder

2010-07-25T23:06:00.002+10:00

I wish I could read minds.

Then I wouldn't be such an idiot.

Sometimes I wish someone could read mine too.

dippin' dots

2010-07-22T10:43:00.003+10:00

CRAVE

DIPPIN'

DOTS

HOW NICE IS IT :D IT LOOKS SO CUTE

AND TASTES SO GOOD

cept when it melts towards the end but like yeah

NOMNOMNOM

check it out dippin' dots

goals in life:

buy dippin dots :D

♥

Chillax its only a FREAKING SCREWDRIVER

2010-07-19T21:58:00.005+10:00

First day of uni over and done with :)

Was scheduled for merely 5.5 hrs today but managed to finish 1 hr early :D

You may have noticed that my blogs are usually about something GREAT that happened, or more likely something lame that happened.

Therefore, unless something absolutely supremely-fantastically-awesome-awe-inspiring happened today or something stupid-gay-depressing-plain-unlucky happened.... I would not be blogging so soon :)

Seeing as I seem to have such bad luck which allowed me to be in 2 carcrashes within a month of each other (god bless you mary-jane) and witnessing a $700 fine plus a 12 point deduction / licence suspension and various other things which I will NOT continue to blabber on about..... I think it is fair that today was a cloudy day.

I almost fainted in PCL class.

(which is patient centered learning aka fake case study class )

Well our topic this week is the shoulder and some kinda shoulder pain thingo that I dont know about.

Well we watched a youtube video of a rotator cuff surgery

Yeah...bet you never knew surgeons are FREAKING CRAZY AND STICK SCREWDRIVERS IN PEOPLE?

Ok yeah I get it....you have to cut ppl up and all that but seriously a SCREWDRIVER?

I thought it would be a bit more professional than that.

Ended up having to hyperventilate for 5 mins after the vid (not that I watched most of it anyway seeing as they were just POKING PEOPLE omfg)

Yes I had to lie my head on the table and shudder for 5 mins after this.

Would have cried if it wasnt for the fact that Im determined not to humiliate myself as much as possible....which I know I will once we start dissecting those cadavers every tuesday.

I mean...its not blood itself that scares me

Or open wounds

well they scare me but its not THAT THAT bad

What I HATE is seeing things being cut, stabbed, whatever

I hate seeing that screwdriver go in and pierce the skin

I hate seeing things sticking out (ie the handle of the screwdriver)

And I hate seeing blood squirt out.

It freaks me out bad.

I know...I wish I wasnt such a wuss

Some doctor I'm going to be -.-

That is all for now

S²

WELCOME:D

2010-07-18T22:04:00.006+10:00

May I introduce the newest member of my family.....

COCO!

ISNT SHE ADORABLE?

Mummys back :)

Yes it probably means no more going out at night for kebab runs and the like but I'm glad shes back.

Things I have achieved this holiday?

- signed up to gym :D

- shopping

- ate korean bbq

- HOTPOT

- lost my memory

- bruised my self numerous times

- cooked

- brought curtains?

- watched 6 movies in a row and pulled and allnighter

- went to a drive in

- bashed up my bed

- cried....watching notebook

- realised how glad I am to have such awesome friends

- said sorry ... only like 1000 times? (not that I remember)

- worn someone elses clothes

- sleepovers!

- watched soccer

- kicked a soccer ball

- clean up my room

- saved my teddybear from being violated

- dressed up

- had someone else take my contacts off for me :P

- had food cooked by someone else

- slept for 16 hours

- went to a birthday party

- lost something

- got back something I had lost

- helped someone (I hope?)

- did someones hair

- did something wrong

- got told off for doing something wrong

- gotten pissed

- lied to someone

- sang karaoke

- watched a movie

- snuck into a movie

- gotten drenched in the rain

- fell over

And thats all I can be bothered writing

Now off I go to watch some Eddie Murphy movie with my dear mother whom I love very much

and not just because she brought back an LV bag

YAY!

One more thing.

Im incredibly sorry but I dont think I can give you what you want.

:( Despite the fact that I am dreading it... I will try to find an opportunity to tell you.

Sorry

BYEEEE

remember?

2010-07-08T12:14:00.002+10:00

你忘了我们的约定吗？
答应了就要遵守承诺
你说过你会过来
无论如何你不能返回
看着我，我会让你骄傲
我爱你

If I didnt say anything, no one would know :)

Thanks Dee and Chris
for not laughing at me
for refusing to let me stay home alone
for singing retadedly in the front seat
for being awesome bros :)
♥

goodmorning

2010-06-26T09:30:00.003+10:00

"LOL, hes a bit of a sleezebag...no offense" :P

YES
I waited for 2hrs @ hungry jacks to catch the train to glen.
Then waited another hour to catch the bus to Dee's house.
Then waited another house before catching another bus to monash.
Then waited 15 mins for the bus that took me home.
Then tried to run home with my poor feet that are quite wrecked.

All of this in BARE LEGS
outside
6 degrees celsius
and to make it better it started raining too.

FMAO is an understatement here.

That is all.
To sleep :)

S²

KAWAIII

2010-06-21T01:18:00.006+10:00

My latest crush:

LEE HONG KI

eHE HE HE

HE is the definition of CUTE okay.

JUST LOOK AT HIM.

HE MELTS YOUR HEART FASTER THAN A FIRE MELTS CHOCOLATE.

LOL I mean...aaron & Nichkhun are still <3

Shame he likes older girls though.

WHATS WITH THE WHOLE CUTE GUYS LIKING OLDER GIRLS.

HUH HUH HUH THINK WE"RE NOT MATURE ENOUGH??

Okay yeah good point.

NOWORRIES MANG

Give it another...4years and i'll be the 'older mature sophisticated lady'

oHO HO HO

Wait no that sounds a bit like a cougar

OK FINE

I"LL JUST BE MATURE FOR MY AGE :) that way i'll be the older mature sophisticated lady without actually being...older.

DOESNT HE REMIND YOU OF LIKE A TEDDYBEAR OR SOMETHING

ok maybe more like a kitten

On a more depressing note

(hey you knew this was coming)

I am such a douche LOL

I mistook my exam date to be the coming this THURSDAY...when its actually WEDNESDAY :S

I have only read 1 chapter of anatomy...which is <1%>

I FORGOT TO CHOOSE A SELECTIVE FOR NEXT SEMESTER!!! crapcrapcrap

And now even though it says that allocate+ should be open for adjustments...well its NOT. Its CLOSED. so.....whatthehell does that mean?

I have gained weight from all the procrastination I have been doing these past 3 weeks.

CANNOT WAIT to finish exams and use shopping as exercise.

OHOHOHO end of financial year sale (Y)

Apparently I now have to change my dentist appointment cos I wont be HOME on thursday..Idont think. That means it will probably be pushed back another 2weeks+ because the stupid dentist is always booked out.

I realised today that the skyroof thingy in my toilet is cracked. So if another storm hits...it might break or something that is NOT nice. ESPECIALLY since we cant reach up there and patch it up or anything.

We're down to our last toilet roll. I wonder if we already brought some more LOOL

(Do not fear I have an extensive supply of tissues at hand should I run out)

I have a screwed up sleeping pattern which involves sleeping at 4-7am and waking up at...4-7pm.

OKAYOKAY I WILL TRY TO GO TO SLEEP NOW AND SEE IF I CAN WAKE UP EARLIER TMR :D

Nights

s²

cough

2010-06-19T23:15:00.003+10:00

FRICKITY FRICKITY FRICKITY FRICK

RAAGGGGGGGGGGEEEEEEEEEE

WHY IS EVERYTHING SO CRAP
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?

LOL
Yeeah im screwed

Im going to go to the reject shop and buy cheap $2 plates and then smash them.
While making a few contributions to the swear jar.
LOL no thats just figurative speaking...I dont really have a swear jar but I will.

Oh and there is a reason I dont like seafood you know.
THEY ALL SMELL FISHY.
And the last fish I had?
Died on me.
LOL maybe cos fishes are boring and I prefer dogs more.

SCREW THIS SHERBETSHIZZ

Dont mind me

2010-06-16T01:33:00.001+10:00

Okay I deleted the last post.

It was incredibly stupid and hotheaded and I'm REALLYREALLY SORRY.

I think I need some time out/chillpill.

Bye.

the sunrise feels gloomy in winter

2010-06-11T14:06:00.005+10:00

Its funny how many coincidences there are in life.
Out of all 365 days, it had to be today.
11th June.

So ironic to think that exactly 1 year ago everything was so different.
It's like I went in a circle.
But I'm not back where I started.

♥
s

FAIL allnighter

2010-06-10T01:34:00.008+10:00

THIS POST WAS WRITTEN LAST NIGHT. didnt get to post it though LOLOL

sup chigganiggafrigggawigga*

* this title was not intended to insult or cause any emotional/psychological harm

As you can tell from the heading...I was meant to pull and allnighter tonight with YOURYKIM.

UNFORTUNATELY I spent way too long cleaning out the junk in my room and came here a

t like..9? THEN to my utter horror Youry says that SHE DOESNT THIN

K SHE CAN PULL AN ALLNIGHTER BECAUSE SHES TOO TIRED! LOLOL

But I have decided I will stay up all night regardless

Hopefully -.-

DAMN YOU KOREAN

LOLOL JKS BABBBEEEEE ♥

HEYHEY look what I found! on wikihow!

It came up with a list of 20 steps for an successful allnighter

AND I have systematically crossed the steps that I am NOT following

Hopefully you guys can do better than me when YOU are cramming for exams/assignments.

TEEHEE

2010-06-08T21:07:00.005+10:00

somehow

♥

oh jeebers

2010-06-07T23:38:00.003+10:00

OKAY

so heres the thing.

ive been thinking

and talking

and thinking whilst talking.

and the more i think...or talk...the more annoyed i am.

seeing as i dont like telling people im annoyed at them

i thought i'd just blog it and put it out there

so if you happen to stumble across this and read it

you'll know im pissed at someone

hm i wonder if you'll realise its actually YOU?

because you know it may not be

the world doesnt revolve around you, you know

I AM ANNOYED.

THIS IS ANNOYING.

YOU ARE THE CAUSE OF MY ANNOYANCE.

laters

LOSTer

2010-06-05T04:11:00.004+10:00

Im lost right now.

Ive tried to follow this road.

But you have left me with no map.

And unclear clues on where Im heading.

Either way

がんばって!!!

5555555555555555555555555555555555555555555555555555555

yeah right

2010-06-03T17:08:00.003+10:00

Just read Linhs blog and IMISSYOU!

I read your post and it sucks that I can fully relate.

naw

************************

"Burnout is a state of emotional, mental, and physical exhaustion caused by excessive and prolonged stress. It

occurs when you feel overwhelmed and unable to meet constant demands. As the stress continues, you begin to lose the interest or motivation that led you to take on a certain role in the first place.

Burnout reduces your productivity and saps your energy, leaving you feeling increasingly helpless, hopeless, cynical, and resentful. Eventually, you may feel like you have nothing more to give.

Most of us have days when we feel bored, overloaded, or unappreciated; when the dozen balls we keep in the air aren’t noticed, let alone rewarded; when dragging ourselves out of bed requires the determination of Hercules. If you feel like this most of the time, however, you may be flirting with burnout.

You may be on the road to burnout if:

Every day is a bad day.
Caring about your work or home life seems like a total waste of energy.
You’re exhausted all the time.
The majority of your day is spent on tasks you find either mind-numbingly dull or overwhelming.
You feel like nothing you do makes a difference or is appreciated.

The negative effects of burnout spill over into every area of life – including your home and social life. Burnout can also cause long-term changes to your body that make you vulnerable to illnesses like colds and flu. Because of its many consequences, it’s important to deal with burnout right away."

YEAH ok despite the fact that I CANT POSSIBLY HAVE BURNOUT....the symptoms are all there.

And believe me I've tried to incorporate some INTEREST in my life...I failed.

Dramas used to get me hooked and like forget about everything else.

Doesnt work anymore.

Bores me too much.

Tried to go out and do something...yeah its better than staying at home BUT theres nothing

much to do.

Studying is impossible but I shall attempt that today.

LOL SERIOUSLY IF YOU WIKIPEDIA 'BURNOUT' IT SAYS THAT DOCTORS ARE MOST PRONE TO IT!

BUT as Tony pointed out

1) I'm not a doctor

2) burn out is meant to happen AFTER/AS A RESULT OF excessive studying

3) It's ridiculous

Yeah ok I know I sound like the biggest douche LOL

I may suck,

but you swallow.

AND NO THIS IS NOT PMS

i hope

♥

whatchu say?

2010-05-30T11:16:00.019+10:00

Im surprised I havnt been on fb that much recently. YAY 10points for me.

JKS

Ive been watching the OC again :(

I mean GOSH dont you just wish your millionaire lawyer would adopt you into his family and let you live in their poolhouse in orangecounty?

HELLYEAH

ANYWAYYY

I was suddenly reminded of tienyis chinese blogs today.

They're so pro that i dont understand most of what shes saying.

Or it could be my chinese sucks.

Maybe I should have tried harder in chinese school after all hey

SO YEAH

I shall revise my rusty language skills (Y)

这几天我的心情怪怪的。。

妈妈星期二要回中国了。

昨天买的票。

我好担心。

我的百分比究竟是多少？

不够。

♥

你的咖啡失去作用了吗？

cake kebab

2010-05-25T18:53:00.003+10:00

I WANT KEBABSSSSSSSSS

:( mitcham why are you so far from me

i feel like destiny is pulling us apart

oh maybe its my LACK OF DRIVING SKILLS & TRANSPORTATION

someone wanna drive me there?

at 11pm :D

I WANT CAKE TOOOOOOO

so like.

cake kebabs?

PWOAHHH

slices of deliciously rich chocolate mudcake / a flavour of your choosing wrapped in a ..wrap?

TEEHEE

i feel so random

I LOVE YOU WORLD!

LOL

you're a bit too old for me

♥

coffee

2010-05-24T11:50:00.002+10:00

DYING.

IN.

LECTURE.

yeah 2 hrs sleep

BUT HEY I FINISHED MY ASSIGNMENT

dont think a tall coffee is enough

WHY ARE WE LEARNING ABOUT FACTORS THAT DETERMINE INFECTIONS

ok yeah no thats important

seriously why do i bother turning up for lectures that i cant concentrate on?

should just pull a nat and not come at all.

study @ lib trueee?

no scrap that

sleep

(Y)

im random

im tired

DONT BAG ME KAY?

JUST PUTTING IT OUT THERE

2010-05-24T03:06:00.002+10:00

SIGH. Since I have been accused of having emo blogs

I felt I should let you all know

that my blog is a mix of what is real and what is not

so really...choose what you want to believe

AND

I dont always write sad blogs when I'm sad or when sad things apply to me.

I write it because it's meant to make my blog sound deep and meaningful so I wont sound like a brainless douche (Y).

Also because sad stuff is sweet

♥ nawwwww

OKAY so I have 3 hours till I'm meant to wake up to go uni.

STILL HAVNT FINISHED ASSIGNMENT

:(...LOL jk :)

heeheehee

2010-05-24T01:13:00.006+10:00

1st rule of life:

Don't EVER trust someone with your heart,

unless you're ready for it to be broken, hated, dissected thoroughly, or just ignored :)

********

I hate you case commentary.

I really dont want to write 2500 words on John and his diabetes.

♥

POOHbear

2010-05-22T01:04:00.008+10:00

I have braces.

Why do you always smile then?

Cos I cant help it. IM SUNNY LIKE THAT

I WANT ONE OF THESE! its like a heat pack...SUNSHAPED

check it out HERE. its like safe for babies too :O

I read pooh's blog today

and what she said is so true :)

so i guess for the moment i should just SCREW all that crap

and enjoy the sunshine

because really, no matter how many clouds i see, the sunshines still there ♥

so i hope you see the sun shine just as bright

HBD TEEHEE

see you soon, whaaaatt?

♥

ohHONEY

2010-05-20T01:32:00.004+10:00

LOL i love how fb chats at 1:30am can lead to creation of poetry :)

"Thy words are like honeycombs,

That drip with everlasting sweetness.

But alas! thy honey tastes

Just like any other"

- Sunnyspear

(translation: your sweettalk lacks originality)

♥

i.need.you

2010-05-16T22:48:00.006+10:00

I am in serious need of some DNMing.

Do you ever get that feeling in the pit of your stomach that something isnt right? Or something is about to go wrong?
THATS HOW I FEEL NOW.
I keep trying to picture the perfect sunny day but instead it just looks like I photoshopped it.
Am I trying to kid myself?
Because thats what it feels like.
Do you feel it too?
I get so happy.Then suddenly out of no where I just get that FEELING that tells me sooner or later my bubble will burst.
You can run but you cant hide.
It's so annoying.

*****

I dont want to look at the peeling paint.
I just want to see the mona lisa smile.

♥
s

saturday

2010-05-15T23:42:00.002+10:00

I have stayed in bed all day

Only gotten out to eat and use bathroom facilities.

FEEL LIKE POO

Why do I have to get sick at a time like this???

I NEED TO DO MY CASE COMMENTARY GODDAMNIT

O

2010-05-14T00:36:00.003+10:00

ILY wifey

sushi.c. T-T says:
*annnndd
*we all drw circles around us
*to protect ourselves.
*..well thats what i think at least.
*pwoah, i just said something pretty deep
*(:

- ♥SUN(NY+1) says:
*OMG
*I THOUGHT OF SOMETHING EVEN DEEPER

sushi.c. T-T says:
*??

- ♥SUN(NY+1) says:
*love is when the circle around 2 people merge into a Venn diagram
*ROFLMAO!

sushi.c. T-T says:
*HAHAHAHAHA
*OMG

- ♥SUN(NY+1) says:
*AHAHHAHAH

sushi.c. T-T says:
*thats like..the second verse
*of my beautiful true "poem"

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you empty me of logic
and fill me with uncertainty

♥
s

a time

2010-05-11T22:08:00.001+10:00

"For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace."

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

♥
S

why not?

2010-05-09T22:59:00.003+10:00

OKAYYY
so the cause of my random 'happy' moment in my last post turned out to be...not...real
BUT!!! still
doesnt mean it CANT be real some day OHOHOHO!!

ANYWAYYY

UPDATE on life so far?
hmm not much
EXAMS ON THE 23RD
and im still 10weeks behind
I KNOW I KNOW
the fine line between JUST LAZY and NOT BEING MATURE AND ACCEPTING YOUR RESPONSIBILITIES are preeeetty hazy for me atm.
I just...cant find the motivation to do it.
even almost failing my midsems didnt seem to stop me from procrastinating
is laziness part of the 7 sins?
because i think it has now become MY NUMBER 1 SIN!
along with gluttony, greed and the like

ON FRIDAY
i was meant to have my injecting prac in the afternoon but due to my FOB TEST i had to skip that....and now im screwed cos its prob going to be on the OSCE and i will FAILLL since i have NO IDEA about anything needle related (and dont really want to)

ANYWAY.
SO YES I HAD THE FOB TEST - aka the citizenship test
AND ITS ACTUALLY NOT BECAUSE IM FOB
its just because if i wanted to become a citizen before i was 18 mum would have to do it too and she didnt want to.
ANND!!! for your information
I PASSED
100% TOO
yeah eat that suckerrrrs
(level up)

SO YES after the stupid test which took me 5 mins but they gave us like 45 mins to do it..
went with mum to DFO southwarf
OH
EM
GEE
ITS SOOOOO GOOD FOR DRESS SHOPPING
well normal shopping
AND HEELS
omgggggg if only i had more time!!
unfortunately i had to meet charlie for movies

Yeah THATS RIGHT
finaallyyy caught up with byuntae
i know im a crap bffl but HEY..he was busy too..i think
anywayy we saw ironman2.
DAMN good that movie
except i dont get the ending part thats after the credits
"we found him"
errr WHO? it looked like a samurai sword poking out from the sand or something
wthhh

SATURDAY we went for yumcha because it was Ronas birthday
HBD!
rents were going to go over to fam friends house to use their sporting facilities and i WAS going to pass. until they mentioned the free gym access and pool/spa
ok no i lie
it was the fact that they were eating lamb skewers for dinner
and I LOVE THOSE THINGS
SOOOOO went over and GYM-ED while they played tennis
yeah i know
first time ive been in a gym since...year 10 PE class
40 mins of jogging. 5km. and only 450 calories burnt
im pretty sure i ate like triple the amount of calories for dinner afterwards
gg after dinner they went upstairs to sing karaoke
and like the really old weird chinese songs too
so i just stayed downstairs and watched gossipgirl3
CHRIS I NEED THE REST OF THE EPISODESSS
(and ep 10 doesnt work for some lame reason)

MOTHERS DAY!!!
had to wake up earlier than i wanted to go down to safeway
since WE LEFT THE ICECREAM THERE AND DIDNT BRING IT BACK WITH US LAST NIGHT
also because i needed fresh strawberries and hash browns
rushed home before mum woke up
made her
choc banana smoothie
hash browns
pancakes with honey and whipped cream
strawberries+banana with whipped cream
(Y)
yum

then for lunch we had bbq
damn good
prob cos I WAS THE ONE COOKING
prooooo

she loved the photo album i made for her
nawwwww ♥

btw i started reading Dan Browns 'The Lost Symbol' before bed last night.
(yeah i know ive had it for ages cept mum keeps claiming shes reading it when in fact she WASNT...gosh now im like 6months late)
ITS SO GOOOD
i love how he always incorporates all these FACTS and real things into his books and makes a ... like...IMPOSSIBLE story out of it
okay maybe not impossible...but still a bit fantastical
BUT IS AWESOMEEE
and yeah im 2/3 of the way done already

hmm dont you just love rambling on about stuff that is random and no one cares about?
yeahhhh cos I DO

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hey
hey guess what?
..
..
yeah you
YOU
thats right
..
guess what?
..
..
..
HEY!
HELLOOOO
YOU
.
.
guess what?
huh huh?
..
..
..
5
retard

teehee

S
♥

sunshine, lollipops & rainbows

2010-05-05T01:38:00.003+10:00

I
AM
SO
HAPPPYYYYY
♥

AHAHHAHA
There is something to look forward to after all!!
THOSE ASIAN DRAMAS DONT LIE :O
omgomgomg
SIF I EVER DOUBTED IT IN THE FIRST PLACE!

CONGRATS YOU GUYS ♥

AND TY FOR MAKING MY DAY AWESOME!

from now on i shall think back to this day if i ever lose faith
awwww ♥♥♥

♥
s

I ROFL. LITERALLY

2010-05-04T13:28:00.005+10:00

OMGOMGOMGOMG

In my tute.

Go on FB.

See the best status EVER.

MADE MY DAY!

AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

credits to alexchiu

abcdefail

2010-05-02T19:51:00.005+10:00

I just read your email
and it made me sad
to see you treating me, us, in such a distant manner.

I should be used to it by now
but I'm not.
Life isn't like a business you know.
You dont deliver the goods because you're bound by contract.

You'll never understand
you guys are the reason
I am who I am now.

And I dont ever want to tell you.

Taking the safer path
will only lead you to pleasant things.
But I'm not satisfied with that.
I want to explore
and find something truly amazing :)

The question is...can I?

♥
S

ticktock

2010-05-02T02:28:00.003+10:00

It was worth it in the end :)

teehee

11 for 20

...

NO WAIT WTH AM I SAYING?

WTHOBOJASJDKSAKDKSAHKD

I SUCK

ARGH!

THIS IS LAMMEEEEEEEE

:(:(:(

im retarded

no im just weird and random and having a SHES-LOST-IT moment

dont talk to me LOL

bye.

LURVEE

2010-05-01T15:26:00.003+10:00

I ♥ TAEYANG!!!!

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2010-05-01T14:49:00.009+10:00

ASEANBALL HAS COME AND GONE.

ANNNDD it was pretty good.
BUT because everyone was sooo hyped up for it, i think they were a bit let down.
BALL WAS AWESOME.
Got to see everyone in their pretty dresses and smexy suits.
Didnt get to dance much cos everytime i wanted to dance someone would tell me to get another drink with them...which ended up being like 10mins of waiting at the bar
then going toilet after ROFLL
yeh im talking about you antheashum
Dance floor was jampacked anyway. SO hard to find ppl in there.
and like if you manage to squeeze your way into the middle you can barely BREATHE let alone MOVE.

My fingers are freezing atm so cant type much. and im not in the mood for 1000w essays so yeah

After ball we went to AP. Which wasnt that great.
Left for apartment later on.
SLEPT ON THE DAMN GROUND
i
am
never
doing
that
again
woke up and my knees were like an old mans. felt like i had osteoporosis or something
BUT had a good night overall :)
TY JOSH FOR THE CORSAGEE
TY MATT FOR GETTING IT ROFL

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i wish i could pick a star from the sky
and wear it as a necklace
so that i'll always shine
even in the darkness
☆

♥
s